Chapter 1673 Chapter 1715 From now on, Brother Yan is my wife 2
Yan Qing didn't restrain himself, he laughed directly, and a short voice shocked Long Yan in the office.
He looked at the direction where the subconscious voice came from, wondering if he had just heard the ears, as if he heard Brother Yan's smile.
It must be an auditory hallucination. I was thinking about it, and I heard Leng Yekong's stern voice: "Long Yan!"
He walked up and down in front of him with his hand, not knowing how to persuade his obsessed cousin to change to someone else, he didn't bother to care about it, but this was one of his best brothers!
"I will ask you again, do you listen to persuasion?"
Long Yan didn't dare to look at the angry Leng Yejin. He was hurt in his heart. Now, he said bluntly: "Brother Jin, I am gay. I have never dared to tell you. I dare not tell everyone around me. I am even more afraid that others will know. Therefore, I have been with girlfriends again and again to cover up, fear of being discriminated against, fear of being ostracized, fear of becoming a rat crossing the street, everyone shouting...
"I have been to GAY to understand how other GAY accepts reality and faces life. I have seen some people abandon themselves and give up hope in life because they are GAY; I also saw that I hated GAY and indulged themselves. Casual **** with people, I also know that a lot of GAY play until the end and get AIDS, or go to drug... You don’t know how scared I was when I had problems with my orientation at the beginning."
"Do you remember a few years ago when I fell off the roof of the school and almost died, you saved me? I have not dared to tell you. In fact, no one pushed me off the roof at all, but I realized that there was a problem with my orientation that day, I was afraid, I was afraid, I was desperate, I..."
Long Yan was halfway through, and he didn't dare to go on.
Yan Qing in a good mood, the thick smile in his eyes has not disappeared, his face has calmed down, his ears are pricked up and he is listening, what almost died, why doesn't he know?
In the office, Leng Ye just pressed the answer that he wanted to come out in his heart, with no expression on his face, serious: "What are you?"
Long Yan didn't dare to look at Leng Yejin's face.
"Answer me!" Leng Ye's voice pressed.
Long Yan opened his lips, and Leng Ye Jin said again, sternly warning: "You dare to say that you tried to jump yourself!"
In the lounge, Yan Qing's breathing suddenly heavy.
Long Yan was horrified in his heart, and nodded against the pressure of Mount Tai. His voice was so guilty: "I jumped down by myself. I thought I was dead at the time. It's a hundred. Otherwise, how should I live in the future? If you didn’t save me later, I would have died."
Long Yan said in a moody mood: "In the past few years, when I was the most frustrated and the most confused about the future, during my countless days of hesitation and confusion, it was Yan Qing who pulled me so that I would not be Swallowing despair, let me understand that there are many meaningful things in life waiting for me to pursue. He is a dazzling and hopeful eye in my life, always illuminating my way forward."
"I have thought about not getting married and not having **** in this life. I put the focus of my life on my career to enrich my life. This is the best ending I expected for myself, but God gave me a gift. It’s a pleasant surprise. Now, I’m sure that he is also gay, that he is interested in me, and that I can find a life partner like you, this time you ask me to persuade me to stay away from him, what should I do get?"
(End of this chapter)