Chapter 75

But what kind of day is a good day? Shen Yan is very clear that there are no good days in Qiushui Pavilion.

The so-called good days are the atmosphere of intrigue, no calculation, happiness and happiness. It is the feeling of mutual trust, not the feeling of acting or being hard. It is not the feeling that we are the enemy and you are the enemy It's not the feeling of hostility. It's not that you don't like me. I don't think you want to kill each other. It's not the kind of feeling that I think you said bad things about me. I think you're going to report me. I'm going to accuse you of your behavior. I'm going to add fuel to the fire. I'm not afraid to do things The so-called good day is not such a feeling. It is not the feeling that everyone comes to fight. Even if it is poor, but we get along harmoniously and happily, that is a good day

We don't trust each other. No matter how powerful we are, we won't be happy and happy, and we won't have a good life, because we can't be calm. The so-called good days are peaceful and comfortable. Qingyu has gone through some things. Even if she is a slave girl, she doesn't know many books, but she knows this truth, which is the simplest truth in the world, It's just that many of us are deeply involved in it and don't understand it Perhaps we all know that, but we are reluctant to give up the desire for power and material.

Shen Yan is used to be a person. She has to grasp the people's heart, know what others want, all kinds of coercion and inducement, lure others to the road and do things for him. If others are not smart, there will be all kinds of suppression to greet her. In any case, everyone will have their own weaknesses in this world.

It's easy to be held by others. Those evil people will hold these things and threaten others to do things for her. They will not have the burden of thinking. They even think that this is what they should do. You do things for me, you look up to you, and I look up to you. This is their way of thinking and understanding.

There are still many people like this. Qingyu feels that she is unfortunate and has experienced Shen Yan. It is very painful to work under such a person. If you still have a conscience in your heart, of course, there are also beautiful people in this world. There are quite a few beautiful people like Shen Yan after all.

Qingyu advised herself to be patient before, and to endure again and again. What was the final result like? Although it is not to the last moment, the result is obvious to all, and there is no need to doubt

It's to make use of it even more. It doesn't regard you as a person, or a knife or a sword. It has no thoughts, no feelings, and can be used. Of course, Qingyu knows that fighting with such a person will not end well. However, it is impossible to fight openly, but secretly, people have their own abilities The size of the ability, the ability of the big people to do big things, the ability of the small people to do small things, there is a saying is not that the Bank of a thousand miles collapsed in the ant's nest, is a very simple truth, to believe in their own ability, believe that they are not useless people, can do a lot of things.

Anyway, the more you experience, the more you reflect. You will think about what you have done before and what you have experienced. The more you reflect and think about, you will know what the truth of some things is like, and what kind of life you want to live and what kind of life you should choose instead of feeling What others say is what they say, instead of just choosing to be swords and swords in other people's hands, animals without feelings and thoughts

Shen Yan has a big temper and is really afraid of being angry. Every time, only the Lord can persuade him.

Of course, the Lord will make all kinds of promises at this time, otherwise Shen Yan would not be so happy Sometimes the lion would open his mouth, and those demands were too much, but in that case, the Lord chose to agree. Of course, you can see that the Lord dotes on Shen Yan, but it makes others realize that Shen Yan's material and desire, and his desire for power are carefully covered up, but it still makes people feel that he is so intelligent People in Ming Dynasty should also be able to feel it. They all say that beauty is in the eye of lovers. As expected, in the eyes of the Lord, these unreasonable behaviors of Shen Yan should be a little cute.

However, Qingyu clearly feels Shen Yan's guilty heart. Every time the Lord is not careful, of course, the Lord doesn't mean to. He just rushes to talk about the things before. At this time, Shen Yan is very sensitive and suddenly gets angry and angry Moodiness It's clear that the Lord didn't say anything. Shen Yan's reaction is so big. In Qingyu's opinion, Shen Yan will make trouble without reason. The Lord is probably guilty and connives at Shen Yan. Until now, Shen Yan's appetite is growing

What Qingyu doesn't understand is that she thinks that Shen Yan is guilty. Every time the king mentions something before, she feels guilty. Qingyu has carefully observed Shen Yan. It's instinctive for them to observe Shen Yan. In particular, Qingyu has a special point to observe Shen Yan. She just wants to make sure what Shen Yan is. She finds that Shen Yan is not in her heart Spectrum When she is guilty, Qingyu finds that Shen Yan has a specific action. Shen Yan will touch her hair subconsciously. Qingyu also confirms that there must be something fishy about the king and the things before Shen Yan.There is no direct evidence for Qingyu, but she knows that there must be something wrong in it. Otherwise, with Shen Yan's temper, she must recall the past and let the Lord remember her good past. Since the Lord feels guilty about her, she can make various demands to satisfy her desire

However, in this matter, it is very different. Qingyu didn't want the Lord to start this topic when she found Shen Yan. Every time the LORD said it, she would be very angry and sad, that is, she would not let him continue.

Qingyu once boldly suspected that Wang Ye had made a mistake. The man may not be Shen Yan, but someone else. As for who this person is, she Qingyu certainly doesn't know Although Qingyu thinks that her idea is bold. After all, the prince is so smart that he can't make a mistake about who he likes. But there are many things that don't make sense. There are too many loopholes in it. Shen Yan often mentions her previous affairs. Every time she mentions them, she is afraid. But Qingyu is very clear A little white, Shen Yan is not afraid to recall the past things, but why every time facing the Lord, it is so abnormal.

Qingyu really thinks that her assumption is right. Unfortunately, no one talks about it with her. If she reveals this information to others, she may not have her own life. Qingyu knows Especially when facing Qingshuang, she is afraid that she will have nightmares at night. When she talks in her sleep, she will talk about it carelessly. That is really a big trouble. Qingyu's life in Qiushui Pavilion is really very timid. She is not comfortable for a moment. She is always worried about the fear, guilt and entanglement The heavy burden on her heart is naturally reflected in her face. She knows that her face is full of sorrow, unlike Qingshuang. Even if it is harmful to others, she is smiling at others It's no wonder that Shen Yan doesn't like her. She always tries to find trouble with her through all kinds of small things. She always likes to make her angry

When Qingyu does these things, she just wants to leave Shenyan, not to revenge Shen Yan. The villain has his own end.

Qingyu doesn't care what the end of Shen Yan looks like. She knows that her situation is very, very bad now. She goes to do things against her conscience here. Maybe she will die faster. Maybe she can't see what the end of Shen Yan looks like

To say her next action, some people will understand it as revenge and betrayal of the master.

Of course, this is the understanding of others. Qingyu herself does not agree with it

Qingyu can't even deal with her own affairs well. How can she want revenge? She is forced to make such a choice. At most, it can only be regarded as betrayal. Of course, people's understanding of betrayal is very strict, and those who betray their masters will have no good end. But in comparison, they violate their own hearts to harm others and do some self-improvement What she doesn't like to do will be afraid of guilt, fear of fear and nightmare, which is even worse. Moreover, such a quagmire will not come out, and it will get worse day by day, so that she can walk out of the mire, or later, she will have a chance to get out of that quagmire. On that day, she is sure that she will become completely different. After all, time is long The old saying is quite reasonable.

Betraying her master was something that Qingyu didn't want to do at the beginning. It would also be condemned if she was forced to do it. It can only be so. If people have other choices, it would be better. If this matter needs to be calculated, it still comes down to Shen Yan's forcing on her. Shen Yan has no sense of guilt and guilt when she does bad things. However, other people are different Don't like to do things like that. Is it not good to fight for something aboveboard? You have to play conspiracy and calculation behind your back. It seems that if you don't play these tricks, you can't make it.