Liu Yiheng said calmly: "the mental world is a person's inner world. The so-called one mind one world means that one's heart is also the heart power world. However, a person's heart is too complex. All kinds of emotions appear from the inside out because of the inner world. All the darkness, cunning and calculation come from the psychological world. Of course, sunshine, kindness and openness are positive Emotions also come from the mental world, but a person's heart can not be all sunshine, kindness and openness. "
"In fact, when a person is just born, his personality and human nature are the same. Maybe he will be influenced by his parents' personality, but it will not be too big. The reason why there will be a very big difference after growing up is that in the process of the factory director, the environment and experience of the factory director have changed greatly."
"Especially when I was a child, it was a time for a person to gradually form a spiritual sea and establish a mental world. If a person was often a factory director, then naturally there was nothing. But could anyone really grow up normally? Doting, doting, darkness, suffering, humiliation, indifference, abandonment Most people's childhood will be filled with such emotions, and the reason why Miss Feng has become today's indifferent character can be imagined. Especially now it is the red thunder robbery. I hope Miss Feng can change through these thunder robberies. "
Liu Yiheng said that at this time, the second thunder robbery of the 79th robbery had not come down, but was still brewing. Fengmoliang didn't break out like just now, and it was not as relaxed as the thunder robbery in front of him. At this time, Feng Moliang's face was very ugly, but it was not that he was attacked by a very strong force, but his heart was greatly hurt influence.
At this time, Feng Moliang had fallen into her own mental world. She saw her childhood and was abandoned. Then she was picked up and adopted by an ordinary carpenter in a small mountain village. However, at the age of three, her adoptive parents were killed directly.
Feng Moliang, a three-year-old girl, can only survive with his own strength and the help of the people around him. However, in this process, what Feng Moliang received can be imagined. If a three-year-old girl wants to survive alone, what he receives is humiliation, abuse and beating. After all, adults can restrain themselves, but it is not different from Feng Moliang How old children are not like this, they will only rely on their own heart and do something.
When he was eight years old, a plague broke out in his small mountain village. At the same time, some people also thought that she was an ominous person. Feng Moliang could not stay in this small mountain village. Finally, she had no choice but to leave the village.
After leaving Xiaoshan village, Feng Moliang did not have the ability to survive. After all, she was only eight years old at that time, and she did not have the ability to survive alone. Although he struggled alone when he was three years old, after all, the villagers took care of her. Now that she has left the mountain village, she must bear more.
When she was desperate, Feng Moliang could only beg along the street, but because she was a single little girl, she was often bullied and even got stuck in oil by some people.
However, Feng Moliang's bad luck is not over yet. When he was nine years old, he was taken away by a seemingly kind-hearted man. However, he was a changed person with a strong desire and hope for girls. At that time, because of his poor development, Feng Moliang looked like he was six or seven years old, but his appearance was very good-looking.
But in the end, the God had a favor on Feng Moliang. When she was about to be destroyed, she was saved by an old beggar. However, the fear, hatred, helplessness and pain she suffered were not less. It was real.
After the old beggar saved her, he began to teach her to practice slowly, but he would not take special care of her life. So she was still a person, still a little beggar, and still had to bear endless white eyes, ridicule, abuse and humiliation.
The most terrifying time was when Feng Moliang was 15 years old. At this time, Feng Moliang was already very beautiful. Even if she was wearing a beggar's clothes, she could not stop her beauty. At the same time, Feng Moliang's strength was very strong. However, because she trusted the wrong person, she was drugged. When she woke up, she was taken to a bandit's nest.
When Feng Moliang wakes up, she sees more than ten obscene and trivial men smiling at crazy, obscene and evil, and reaches out to touch her, which makes her fall into a huge fear and despair directly. However, her body is controlled by drugs, and there is no way to move, which makes him feel more helpless and indignant, at the same time, it also makes her feel helpless and indignant There was a great hatred for the world.
When Feng Mo Liang was about to lose her innocence, a flame suddenly appeared in her body, and then she recovered her ability to move. Soon, all the people who wanted to plot against her all lay at her feet, with a terrible and tragic death.
This is Feng Moliang's first murder, but she has no fear of feeling, or that she has no sense of the world, has numb, her eyes a little empty, but there is still this persistence and perseverance.
When Feng Moliang recovered, she killed all the people in the bandit's nest overnight, none of them remained. After the incident, the old beggar appeared again, and then she was formally brought to her side, and her life returned to normal. However, her heart changed greatly.It was also after Feng Moliang was taken away by the old beggar that she lived a normal life and gradually got to know some people. However, the seeds of darkness, hatred and indifference in his heart had been deeply buried in her heart. Therefore, her personality also changed greatly. Finally, she became the present fengmoliang. Maybe after knowing Liu Yiheng, her character returned Changed some, before more indifferent, killing will never be merciless.
At the same time, it is also because she has experienced too much, and she almost lost her innocence twice. She also has a special aversion to this thing. This is what she always remembers what Liu Yiheng did to her at the beginning. Although she also knows that Liu Yiheng is only to save her, she still has some problems in her heart. This is the result of the experience.
At this time, the thunder robbery was like a movie, showing all the things she didn't want to think of one by one, which made her feel that kind of inexplicable fear and despair again.
For Feng Moliang, the present thunder robbery is definitely an extremely difficult time. It can be described as a thunder of humiliation, a thunder of sorrow, a thunder of sadness, a thunder of panic, a thunder of fear, a thunder of hatred, a thunder of darkness, and a despair. In such a situation, her heart seems to have a gloomy but seductive voice constantly saying, "are you alive It's better for you to give up the pain and get rid of it
All kinds of experiences are linked up again, and the pain in Feng Moliang's heart is also aroused. She is abandoned, bullied, reviled, beaten, squeezed, despised, blinded, despised and humiliated. At the same time, so many negative emotions come together, which makes Feng Moliang unbearable It's hard to accept, and at this time she has come to the most critical moment.
Liu Yiheng and others saw Feng Mo Liang at the moment, which made them feel a little flustered, because every robbery thunder would make Feng Mo Liang's face change dramatically, sometimes painful convulsions, sometimes angry gnashing teeth, sometimes sad tears.
And rob thunder one after another landing, although the speed of robbing thunder is not very fast, but it is also the most tormenting.
When the eighth robbery thunder came down, Feng Mo's cool blue became more pale, and her expression became more panic and despair.
When Liu Yiheng saw this, he said to himself, "no, it seems that things are not good. The power of robbing thunder is so powerful, but Miss Feng Can you really hold on? But if this time No, this is absolutely not possible. If the mental world can not be built well, then how can we continue to practice in the future? Miss Feng, you must hold on. "
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