Chapter 144

John held a banquet in his residence, and begged Amun to show his honor. He claimed that he had learned how to cook recently, so that the general could have a taste of his own delicious food. Amon couldn't imagine that John could cook too. He was very curious. At that time, there were only three of them in the restaurant. Medanzo was also sitting on the side and pouring wine for Amun.

John sent all the servants away, poured amon a glass of wine, and then went into the kitchen. He was busy for a long time and didn't know what he was doing. It must be cooking. After drinking a bottle of wine, John finally came in with a beautiful silver plate, which contained three roasted fish. He put the dish in front of Amon and said respectfully, "general, please try my craft."

Amun put down the cup in his hand, folded his smile and looked at John without speaking. His eyes seemed to contain invisible pressure. Seeing that Amun didn't eat, John patted his head and said with a smile, "is the general worried that my cooking is not good? This is from the Ronnie river. I've tasted it just now, but it's still delicious! " Then he picked up a knife, cut a piece of fish and ate it. He even chewed the bones and swallowed them together.

Then Amun stood up and said coldly, "John, what can I do for you?"

The eju people who believe in the nine linked gods do not eat fish and never fish in the roni River, because it has been said since ancient times that the fish in the roni River have Osiris flesh and blood. John invited amon to dinner today and brought up a plate of fish. It was blasphemous, but it didn't look like he wanted to frame Amon, because he ate it himself.

The scene became a little awkward, and medanzo quickly stood up and laughed and said, "God Amun, John has found that Moses and they are practicing the strength of both sides of one body, but they have not mentioned it to anyone. He also knew that link and I were your disciples, so he also wanted to be taught this power. You have already taught the miner's skill of John Duke town in he Lieshan. He was able to restrain the restless power from your guidance. In fact, he is already your disciple, so you can officially agree to it. "

Amun ignored medanzo and continued to stare at John and asked, "it's not easy that you planned all this. I'm very glad that the irascible general's mind can be so meticulous now. I just want to ask you one thing, if I refuse your request, will you take my secret to coerce, or will you have resentment? "

John left the table and knelt down: "general, John absolutely dares not to do so and will not do so. Otherwise, he can not make such a request to his face, which is tantamount to putting life and death in your hands. You are very kind to me. Even if you refuse me, I will always be grateful to you! "

Although amon lost his power, he was more sensitive in detecting divinity and strange sense than before. When John answered, he could clearly sense his inner feelings, firm and sincere. After you finish eating the fish, you think about it? If it's just to show loyalty to me, it doesn't seem necessary, and I don't appreciate it. "

John knelt down there, raised his head and said, "since I was born, everyone has told me to believe in gods and which gods to believe in, but I never get real guidance from gods. I have told you of my experience in praying to the moon goddess many times in an attempt to calm the restless force, but it is of no use.

Until you come to he Lieshan, bring me real soberness and peace. You told me that I must have a firm belief, whether it comes from faith or not, to see clearly the inner pursuit, to find a clear state, to know what to overcome. Then I did, and I was promoted to be a warrior. This is what many people dream of but can't achieve. "

Amun's expression softened down, and he could not help but feel a little funny. John mentioned the aeju moon goddess, best. She was not only Osiris's underworld servant, but also the moon god who implied the beauty of the world and the tranquility of the night. Thinking so in his heart, he still said solemnly: "I can see that your original wish has come true. Do you want to ask for more from me now?"

John shook his head and said, "no, I don't want to ask you for more! Today's fish is to tell you my true faith in my heart. Just now, medanzo called you God Amun, which is also my voice. You are so real in front of me

Amon asked again, "John, what do you think of gods in your mind?"

John closed his eyes slightly, put his hand on his chest and said, "I have no intention of disrespect to any God. I can guide me to face the inner manic without being lost, get out of the mental and physical troubles, and get real strength and stable soul. This is the God! Whether he's standing on the high platform of the temple or sitting in front of his eyes to eat the grilled fish I've given him. "

Amun finally began to smile and waved: "get up, sit down and have a good meal. Don't follow medanzo to make a fuss in the future."

John still stubbornly knelt on the ground and said, "God Amun, you have not given me clear guidance."

Medanzo slapped him in the past and said, "I thought you were very smart. Why are you stupid? Get up when you are told to John suddenly realized that he saluted amon with surprise and joy, and then stood up.

……

One night a few days later, in the open space in front of the best temple, amon taught John the power of both sides of one body. It was a full moon night. The moon was shrouded in gauze, and his figure was bathed in milky white light, which was quiet and magical. Amun lost his power and did not take out the staff.As early as he Lieshan, Amun had taught John the way to cultivate the two sides of one body. But did not clearly say each step and the test to face, this is to clear the fog, let him see the real road.

Amun has been able to sing poetry, which I'm afraid even he can't imagine, but now he sings so naturally, as if to pacify the legendary moon goddess. After singing, the night was still. Amun suddenly turned around and saw Schrodinger squatting on the threshold of the temple.

The cat looks so pitiful that it is full of tears. Amun went over and squatted down and asked, "I saw tears in your eyes for the first time. I'm sorry. Did my singing remind you of your sad past?"

Schrodinger turned his head, but the voice came from amon's mind: "you are wrong. It's just the reflection of the moonlight in my eyes. I just wonder, when did you learn to sing? "

Amun: "I asked you several times after I read the volume, but you didn't explain it. You want me to help you out of trouble, but I always have to understand what kind of predicament it is, and how to explain the legends in the classics? "

Schr? Dinger: "I show you those legends, just tell you the story of the world. When you can understand it, you will understand it naturally. Language can't express it. You just taught John the path of the gods, calling it the power of two sides of one body, but you have to have that power to help me. I've been waiting for so many years and I don't care to keep waiting. "

Amun turned to look at Schrodinger and said, "but I don't want you to wait too long. Can you give me some tips? If this is a test, how can it be passed? "

Schrodinger lowered his head and buried it in his front paws and said, "you have come to this point. Even the gods can't let you recover your strength directly. The test you face is understanding, not how to regain strength, but how to find yourself. Only when you let go of everything can you have it all again. I know very well how to pass this kind of test, but I don't mean to tell you the truth can prove the achievement, otherwise the people in this world will be all gods. "

Amun was silent for a long time. After carefully experiencing Schrodinger's words, Amun finally sighed: "understanding the truth and practicing it are two different things. It has witnessed the existence of a God and understood the secret of becoming a God. It does not mean that he is a God. Even if we despise all the achievements in this world and pull the gods down from the altar to curse, trample and abuse, we will not become more noble, nor will we get real detachment. I understand this truth But it is said that the goddess of best accepted the judgment of fate and became a cat, sealed and controlled by Osiris. What's the matter

Schrodinger's body curled up as if it were a little cold, and the fur was shivering. Amun took it to his leg and whispered, "what's the matter? Do you feel cold, or am I wrong?"

Schr? Dinger replied: "you have seen with your own eyes how the grace and Enlightenment fell. It is the inquiry of fate and the judgment of the end. I have also experienced that the body has been destroyed, but the soul has not dissipated. I was a cat, but I became a cat again when I faced the opportunity to choose again. It was Osiris who guided my recovery, and before I knew it all, he had imprisoned my power with a divine oath

Amun looked down at it for a long time, frowned and said, "I don't understand."

Schrodinger's sigh came from the soul: "when you can understand, you will understand it naturally. I don't need to explain it. You can also help me to face the test of breaking through the level 9 achievement, but it's too early to say that. "

Amun suddenly thought of something and asked, "have you ever experienced the test of losing strength?"

Schrodinger replied, "of course, if I hadn't experienced this kind of test, how could I have been sealed in a cat's body for so many years, still sober and calm? Can an ordinary person do it, but you need to do it! The person who can really guide you through this door may not be me. Maybe others will give you more important enlightenment, not necessarily a God. But in the end, it all depends on yourself. When you no longer have the confusion of power in your heart, the power will not confuse you any more. "

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Spring has come and gone. On the newly reclaimed land, the seeds have already sprouted. The long and hot summer is coming to an end, the wheat in the field is full of ears, and Moses and others are about to usher in the first harvest. The annual blessing ceremony of Isis was finally about to be held. Amun ordered link to stay in the territory and divide the thirty-six guards into three teams. One team stayed in the manor, and the other two escorted him to Memphis. John and medanzo also followed Amun.

For such a long time, Amun has not regained his strength. Although he is very clear about the truth in Schrodinger's words, in fact, there are similar statements in the last message of the old madman, but it does not mean that he has passed the test. Amun went out this time not only with two teams of Pro guards, but also the two masters of medanzo and John, which should be enough to ensure safety.

However, during this period, Amun did one thing, that is, he practiced physical skills and divine arts every day as usual. Because he could not use his strength, he practiced various martial arts and divine arts basic meditation. He did not have to think about how to use them. Instead, Amun was more focused.

He can feel the growth of mana, but he can't use it. It's like a man trapped in a wasteland constantly digging for treasure, but he can't buy anything. If one day he came out of the wilderness and came to the world, he would have an amazing savings. Amun is doing this kind of preparation now. He doesn't know when he can recover his strength, but when he waits for that day, his achievements are far more than before.Amun set out ahead of time. He came to Memphis a few days before the ceremony. First of all, of course, he went to see the virgin. He had not seen Maria for half a year.

The meeting place was still in the spacious private study of the saint. First of all, according to the etiquette, the saint gave a seat to the general, talking about some past events and preparations for the ceremony. The saint also asked the general about his life in the territory, and there was no disrespect in his speech.

Amun wanted to find a chance to have a private chat with Maria. Before he could speak, Maria waved her hand around and said, "I have a few questions to ask the general alone. All of you should step down." Gabriel was no longer surprised by this scene. When all the servants left the room, she went out and closed the door voluntarily, with her sword at the door.

Only Amun and Maria are left alone. They don't speak for a long time. They stare at each other silently, as if they are talking in silence. What a rare time to meet each other peacefully.

Unfortunately, the saint's time is limited. They can't look at each other silently for ever. Finally, Maria sighed and broke the silence: "Amun, I am surprised by your achievements. I knew you would do well, but I didn't expect you to do so well!"

Amun also sighed: "remember when the army returned to mengfeisi, you were the only one who did not congratulate me, but sent someone to express encouragement and blessing. You are the most grateful person for all I have got today, Maria! Everything comes from your guidance and help. " She did not call him the general, but called Amun. He did not call her saint, but Mary.

Maria looked at him, the wave in her eyes seemed to be the blessing of Isis, and said slowly, "I didn't congratulate you at that time, because I know that's not what you want or what you really want. Although famous in other countries and Megatron, you didn't come for it in the beginning. No matter what you get or lose, you won't be moved. You want to save the people and lead them back to their homes, but you still don't realize your wish. In my eyes, you are the one who needs to be comforted

When she spoke, her lips opened slightly and she breathed her breath. She looked so beautiful and attractive. For a moment, Amun even avoided his eyes, lowered his head to look at his hand, but then raised his eyes, gazed at her red lips and said, "I can't hide everything from your eyes."

Maria asked again, "you can fulfill your wish today. Why didn't you do that?"

This time Amun really lowered his head and whispered, "you know my situation. Although my status is incomparable and my reputation and glory have reached its peak, I can't leave my territory at will. This time, I can come to see you by attending the grand ceremony. And I lost my strength, away from the power and magic, do not know how to recover, when to recover? In this case, I am not sure that everything should be considered in a safe and comprehensive way according to my personality, so I have not made a decision

This was amon's most secret privacy. He did not mention it to George, medanzo, link, John, etc., but he said it frankly under Maria's eyes. Maria was slightly surprised: "you cover up very well, even I didn't see it! Thank you for your trust and tell me all about it. "

Amun folded his hands together, bowed his head and said with a bitter smile, "if you don't trust me, who else can I trust?"

Maria looked at him with an invisible pressure in her eyes: "a little bit of you are wrong! This matter you have considered carefully enough, even the gods can not determine everything in the world, you have done the best, even there is no way better. This is not your character now, otherwise you would not have attacked the enemy's rear and captured King Hattie alive. If I can ask you a few questions, please answer me and answer yourself.

Amun: you ask

Maria: "you used to be a passer-by who almost died on the Ronnie River, but later you became a general of the mighty continent. Are you still a passer-by along the Ronnie River in the battlefield? When you return with honor, but hand over the military power, you can't leave the territory. Are you still a general in the battlefield? Are you sitting in front of me with your head down, or the pure boy of Duke? If not, who are you? If so, who is Amun? "

Amun finally raised his head, and his eyes met her eyes again: "I understand."

Maria: do you really understand

Amun nodded and said, "I really understand. Thank you, echo! Your words set me free. "

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