She was very sad, her expression broken, the luster in her beautiful big eyes dimmed. The pain of breaking a dam spilled out crazily from inside, Su Qiu looked at her and felt so sad that he wanted to cry for her.
She talked non-stop, and her tears had already uncontrollably fallen, but they were stubbornly wiped away, creating the impression that she was not crying at all. Looking at how her body was clearly injured, yet she refused to take off her hard outer shell, Su Qiu's heart felt as though a knife was being twisted, she got up and sat by her side.
Su Qiu didn't care at all that others were staring at them. Her heart was currently filled with He Cancan, she wanted to pity this pitiful child to death, and all these years, how she had felt so much. She also hugged the person hanging on her body tightly, and slowly caressed her back to ease her heartbreak.
"Qiuqiu, I know you're comforting me, but I'm still grateful that you're willing to listen to me. I've also been thinking about it for so many years, and it's time to end this. My entire youth, it's already gone. I don't know if there's a need to persevere anymore, but I'm unwilling. I want to try again." He Cancan continued to speak with a trembling voice.
"I intentionally got close to Zhou Mu, I mentioned Zhou Mu every day, and when Zhou Mu and I went out to eat, I did my best to help him. I just wanted to see what Fang Tan would look like after seeing all of this, and I just wanted to indulge myself one last time to give myself a final reason to let go. I used Zhou Mu for my own benefit, and pulled him into this muddy water. I don't know if he was willing, but I dragged him in, that's right, I am a bitch, how can I be so bad? "
His voice grew more and more agitated, and in the end, when he saw that she, who had suffered so much for her conscience, was about to cry again, Su Qiu pulled her into his embrace, patted her back, and consoled her with a heartache, "Brilliant, don't say this about yourself. I understand your difficulties.
As she consoled her friend, her tears fell uncontrollably. Seeing her good friend being tortured so deeply by her feelings, yet being unable to do anything about it, she suddenly hated herself for what she had done.
He Cancan calmed down in her arms and spoke in a low voice. His voice was no longer the heartbreak and trembling from before, but instead filled with self-mockery, "I thought that this would make him jealous, but after such a huge farce, he did not even come look for me. He did not even come to look for me, but I am alone here, hypnotizing myself by singing my solo, and am unwilling to leave. Maybe I already left the beautiful castle in my dreams. From start to finish, I was the only one who directed and acted by myself. "
The voice of the person in his embrace was too calm, even the calm Su Qiu was a little flustered. She would rather cry and vent out to herself like how she was before than see her current lifeless state, as if she had lost her soul, "Brilliant, listen to me, you can't do this, it looks like the sky is brightening up, you can't give up now, you …"
Su Qiu was so anxious that he spoke incoherently, he clearly knew that Fang Tan was about to take action, and from Fang Tan's actions at noon, he could tell that he was truly enlightened this time. But even if he told her now, she would probably think he was making up a lie to comfort her. That would be even worse. He was really going to die from anxiety.
"Qiuqiu, don't say anymore. I know that my world has left me. Thank you, for being willing to stay by my side." He Cancan came out from Su Qiu's embrace and looked at her quietly without a single ripple in her eyes. Her heart was as calm as death, as though she had suddenly grown up.
Su Qiu really wanted to cry. She didn't want to see Ming Can's calm and mature calm appearance, she wanted that lively and cheerful He Cancan who loved to laugh and make trouble back.
"Who said your world left you?" Suddenly, a boy with a clear sense of anger came from behind the two of them.
After being startled for a bit, Su Qiu immediately recognized the familiar voice, and immediately turned her head with a surprised smile. Fang Tan stood behind the two of them angrily, and stared at the person who was just sitting there stupidly, not turning around, with a face filled with gathered anger.
Seeing the person that came, Su Qiu's heart suddenly calmed down, she did not misjudge Fang Tan, she was powerful enough, if it were not for the current atmosphere, she would have jumped up to give him a slap, and shouted loudly.
Seeing that the person he was thinking to himself did not react, Fang Tan went around and sat in front of them, slightly panting.