Chapter 5708

"My face is when Gongsun Lei came to the basement and asked me to make some kind of medicine pill, but I refused. Looking at my face, my eyes turned red with jealousy, and my face was directly disfigured!"

"It's just that Gongsunlei will understand that appearance is something I have never cared about. What I care about is that when Yuexi saw Gongsunlei ruining my appearance, I expected Yuexi to come over for me. Medicine, or say a word of concern to me, or even if there is a hint of distress in my eyes, I am willing..."

"But no, when Yuexi came to the basement and saw my face, she didn't react at all. What she cared most about was whether Gongsunlei was injured or not. Gongsunlei hypocritically told Yuexi that I would do it first, and she would not Be careful about destroying my face, but Yuexi said it doesn't matter, anyway, if my charming face is destroyed, it will be destroyed..."

"Haha... If it is destroyed, it will be destroyed. At that time, Yuexi was in my heart, and it was still my biological mother. At that moment, I gave up completely, and I no longer have any extravagant hopes!"

"Even my father, the owner of the house, who is very fond of the outside world because of my master's relationship, also ignored me after I disappeared. It seems that it doesn't matter whether I exist or not!"

"Only my master, after leaving the customs, found that I was missing, and looked for me like crazy, but he couldn't find it at all!"

"Since I was disfigured, I have completely lost the thought of living. As long as I am in the alchemy process, I can forget everything and make myself feel less pain, so I keep refining the alchemy, thinking that I will die like that in the end. In front of the alchemy furnace, it's good to be burned to ashes..."

"However, I didn't expect that when my heart was dead, I would have the will to live again, because I lose my spiritual power for two days every month, and it was Yuexi who gave it to my mother when she was pregnant. After I was born, the poison was all transferred to my body, so Yuexi is very clear about my body!"

"Ever since I was a child, every time I felt powerless due to poison, Yuexi always told me that I had an old illness when I was a child. I would be fine if I had a good rest, and for two days a month, apart from being unable to move, my body was extremely exhausted, and my spiritual power was completely lost. There really is no other effect!"

"So, every time I was poisoned, Yuexi knew that I couldn't make pills. That time, because my heart was dead, I kept refining pills for nearly a month, until the poison broke out and I couldn't move it. , lying in the basement and fell asleep!"

"When I woke up, it was already the next afternoon. I slept for a day and a half. You don't know how disappointed I was to find myself awake. I really hope I can't sleep..."

"After I woke up, I found that there was an old woman beside me. She was dumb and couldn't speak. She just looked at me in a daze with red eyes. I felt strange in my heart, but I didn't have any interest in paying attention to it!"

"Later, I learned from Gongsun Lei that this dumb woman was sent to help me sort out the medicinal materials. In fact, she just wanted to imprison people here and not be discovered by the Gongsun family!"

"I didn't say anything. After all, when I was, I wasn't interested in anyone or anything. The only thing that could interest me was someone who could kill me. Let me die quickly is my only extravagant hope. …”

"But even death has become an extravagant hope for me, and there is still the mood to pay attention to others,"