Chapter 536

In the evening, Yi Chu saw that Xia Tong had not gone to bed. He came out to drink water and asked, "what's the matter with you? Can't you sleep when you come out so late to drink water? "

"You know me best. You are my blue confidant. Let's have a chat." She sat next to Yi Chu and said, "I have a feeling that I can't tell. I'm going back soon. I don't know whether it's right or wrong? "

Yi Chu suggested, "shall we have some tea together? I'll make you a snack. "

"I'm too full today, so I don't need to make snacks. You've been working hard all day. Let's have tea together."

They sat on the balcony chairs, leisurely holding a cup of tea.

"In fact, you should not always be too anxious, do not need to consider what is right and wrong, and family reunion, can there be wrong?"

"I know, but sometimes when I think of something in the past, I always feel very sad. When I look at my husband, I always feel very complicated. Sometimes I think it's not easy for him. I really want to stop alienating him like this. Sometimes I feel that he is responsible for some things. In my heart, it seems that there are always two people fighting, sometimes the tolerant one will win, sometimes the severe one will get the upper hand.

Hearing this, Yi Chu is really a little worried. She won't be depressed. She's getting better. What kind of schizophrenia has she become.

He just thought about it, but Xia Tong had already said: "I'm really scared. I'm a little bit better with my depression, and I'm split."

Seeing that she thought the same as herself and was very troubled, Yi Chu quickly said, "don't be silly. In fact, there are two different people in everyone's heart. Sometimes for the same thing, or the same person, a self, is good, one is evil, the latter is like you, there is no good or evil, just look at the problem from different angles, one is tolerant, can accept all rivers, one is severe, can not easily forgive and let go

"That's good. I always think of something bad." Xia Tong seemed relieved.

Yi Chu quickly said, "when you do the assessment, tell Li Xin about it to see if she can help you? I can see that she is very helpful to you, and you trust her wholeheartedly. "

Although Xia Tong accepted his comfort and temporarily calmed down a lot, these psychological problems should be handed over to a psychologist for counseling.

"Yes, every time I struggle on the edge of lucidity and madness, I feel very broken and painful. And she will use that kind of peaceful voice and I gentle dialogue, or will use hypnotic means, let me completely relax, I really feel inseparable from her

"In fact, every psychologist should be the same."

Xia Tong shook her head and said, "it's totally different. She's your friend, that's my friend. Other psychologists can't do it. I only trust her. In the face of me, she must be very upset. "

"In fact, it's OK. She told me many times that you are a lovely woman."

When Xia Tong heard the word "lovely", he couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I'm a person of this age. It seems that it's not appropriate to say" lovely "

"You are a lovely woman all your life. At each time, you have your own unique charm. You are true, natural, kind and simple. Even if you are old, you will be a lovely old lady. "

"Hahaha, you are a lovely old man, too." Xia Tong suddenly said: "if we are very old, when I take my husband and you take your wife, how nice it would be to live together. Four old people may have no teeth at that time, they also drink tea and chat quietly. How happy it should be. "

Yi Chu said helplessly: "I don't think you should be a designer. Really, you still have some talent. You haven't found it. You should explore it well."

"What talent do I have? Why don't I know?" Xia Tong asked strangely.

Yi Chu said with a smile, "I really admire you for being a matchmaker. Everything can go around my wife.

"Then I also really hope you are happy. Only when you are happy can I feel at ease, because you are my most cherished and caring friend."

Yi Chu suddenly asked: "in my heart, is my friend more important, or is Mr. Gu more important?"

I'm not stupid enough to compare with her husband. That's impossible at all. Then, standing in the same position, the same man who loved her, who is more important in her heart. "

"In fact, it's just as important. Although he did some bad things to me, he gave me a lot of warm memories just like you." Xia Tong said frankly.

Looking at Xia Tong in front of her, Yi Chu is also speechless. She is always so real that it is so difficult for her to cheat.

"But I'm more happy with you. You have that quality. He is different, always with a sense of overbearing president. So my husband can become friends with you, but he is absolutely not. He always guards against him like a thief. In fact, he already has such a good girl as Qiao Rao. How can he not let me go? ""Xia Tong, do you know? In fact, the people who have loved you will never forget and never let go. " In the moonlight, looking at xiatong with long hair and shawl, it seems to be back to the green season. He said it with emotion.

I dare not say such words all the time, but now he has to leave. If he doesn't say it again, he will have no chance.

He just wants her to know that no matter how the world changes, he will always guard her from afar.

"In fact, the feeling when I was young may be beautiful, but it's not real. Everyone can not live in the past, to live their own life. I think a man must go through the trivial and real life process of getting married and having children, which is the perfect life. Especially children. We don't give birth to children for the sake of providing for the aged or anything else. We want to have a chance to walk with a little angel and feel the happiness they give us up close

"Maybe everyone has their own choice, but I think the feeling in my heart is very real. Even if it is a dream that can never be realized, at least I have loved, this is my choice. I want to go to a strange country, live in a small yard full of flowers, and live a life of idle clouds and wild cranes. It's enough to have a permanent concern in your heart. " Yi Chu said softly.

Maybe he is stupid, but he can never let go of the people he loved. Unlike president Gu, you can regain your love and get engaged to Qiao Rao.