Chapter 393

"Dad, why are we going to the Palace tomorrow? I don't like it there. "

Before going to bed at night, the steamed buns wrapped in quilts are full of discomfort. Although there are brother Chu Shuyan and nine brothers and ten brothers in the Imperial Palace, there are also a lot of annoying people. When they went last time, those people looked at them as if they were monsters, and there was also that annoying uncle. He didn't want to see them.

"Ha ha We are going to kowtow to your father's mother tomorrow, which is your other grandmother. Don't you want to see her? "

Smiling and leaning down beside the bed, Ling Jingxuan fondly touched his head. The little bun frowned reflexively. Then he closed his eyes and murmured: "why doesn't grandma Huang live with us? When we were in Lingjia village, didn't Ye Nai live with us? Does granny Huang dislike us

Although he is young, in fact, he knows that many people don't like them, but they always remember what their father said. Irrelevant people don't like them. But the emperor and grandmother are different. She is the mother of the father and their mother. If she doesn't like them, he will be very sad.

"Fool, our steamed buns are so cute. How can grandma Huang not like you?"

Seeing his son's pain, Ling Jingxuan touched his face and said gently, "the reason why grandma Huang doesn't live with us is just like Uncle Chu can't live with us. Her home is in the palace. The palace doesn't come out of the palace and go in when you say it. If you don't believe it, you will know tomorrow when you see grandma Huang. She must love you very much."

Even if she hasn't met Princess Yun, Ling Jingxuan is sure that she is concerned about her three children. Men in this era usually marry at the age of 15, while royal children get married earlier. Yan Shengrui is 29 this year. If Princess Yun looks like a mother, she can't care about the children, even if the children are born by a so-called evil spirit of others.

"Is it? Then I'll go to the palace with my father and father tomorrow. Dad, I'm tired. Go back and have a rest. "

Xiaobaozi's sensitive heart was pacified. He was used to going to bed early and getting up early. Ling Jingxuan leaned over his forehead and gave him a kiss: "that Dad can go away. Are you sure you don't want dad to watch you fall asleep?"

Jingxuan Ling doesn't need to be happy anymore.

"No, Dad, go to bed, or the father will come later."

Xiao baozi's face turned red and he simply closed his eyes. He was already a big boy, so he didn't want his father to coax him to sleep.

"Ha ha Ghost spirit spirit, come on, you go to bed early, dad has returned to the room. "

With Ling Jingxuan's shrewdness, can't you see through his ideas? Jokingly, Ling Jingxuan turns to leave his room. Yan Shengrui also walks out of the room. They look at each other with a smile. As they pass by luoyuxuan, wolf father and big black and little black also come out. When they see them, big black and small black cry twice. Wolf father is as cold as ever. Ling Jingxuan pulls Yan Shengrui and looks at them: "go out again ？”

Since Da Hei's wound was healed, they seem to have been on the bars with the bison in the mountains outside the east city. Every night, they would go out of the city, and they would hunt them back in the morning. For this matter, he specially told the soldiers at the gate of the city to let them go properly when they saw them. Otherwise, it would be bad to have a fight between man and beast.

"Woo Hoo!"

Big black point with his head purred two times. The brothers walked back to the wolf father's side one after another. Ling Jingxuan could not help but warned: "I don't object to you going out, but be careful. Besides the wild animals in the mountain, we should also pay attention to the man-made injury. This capital city is different from Lingjia village. We have many enemies, so we are afraid that they will attack you."

Wolf father, he has no doubt about their combat effectiveness, but they are animals after all, and they will certainly be unable to defend themselves when they are chased and intercepted or come to Yin.

"Woo Hoo!"

After understanding his words, the wolf father screamed, which was a response to him. The three immediately jumped into the night. Ling Jingxuan's eyes were full of worries that could not be mistaken. Yan Shengrui gently hugged him: "don't worry, the old wolf is still very reliable, big black and small black have grown up, and ordinary people can't hurt them."

"Well, I know. I'm just thinking, is it better for us to build another Yuehua villa outside the city? The old wolves always belong to the forest. Although the palace is good, it is not suitable for them. Moreover, they will go to study outside the city next year. It will take more than an hour to go back and forth. They are still young. I am a little reluctant to part with them. "

Ling Jingxuan gently leaned into his arms. In fact, he had this idea for a long time. Anyway, they didn't have many familiar friends in the city, and there were fewer families who needed to walk around. It was better to move out of the city to be clean and go back to the city when something happened, They can also return to live in the palace without any delay. Is it better than the old wolf and the children running back and forth every day?

"Then go and buy a piece of land outside the city. The house should be designed according to the specifications of Yuehua villa. The front and back yards can be bigger, and they can play with more children in the future."Yan Shengrui hugged him as he walked. He didn't think it was right for a prince not to live in the palace. As long as his daughter-in-law wanted to be nice to the children, he had no reason to object.

"More children? Do you want more children? "

Frown stopped, Danfeng eyes flashing disapproval, three sons have enough, he does not want to be reborn.

"No, we don't have a daughter. I want a daughter. Jingxuan, let's have another one?"

Yan Shengrui put his hands around his waist. When he saw the daughter of the fifth brother's family a few days ago, he was thinking that they had nothing but a daughter.

"If you want to give birth to yourself, your children will be the same, and I will not suffer that sin again."

He didn't reject giving birth to him, but they already had three sons, as well as the son of iron child, as well as big black and little black round and round. In his mind, they were all his children, and he really didn't want more children.

"If I want to be able to have a life, I must have an army. I can't have one. If I don't, I won't be born. Don't be angry. I won't think about it in the future, can't I?"

In the middle of the speech, he saw a flash of silver in his daughter-in-law's hand. Yan Shengrui quickly pleaded with him and admitted defeat. He didn't want to stand outside to blow the cold wind. His daughter's business was not urgent. There were opportunities in the future.

Lazy to pay attention to him again, Ling Jingxuan put away the silver needle, pushed open the door, and went straight to the back of the bath to wash himself. It was almost half an hour later when they lay down on the bed. Ling Jingxuan was wearing a special pajamas, lazily nestling in Yan Shengrui's arms like a cat. Only this time of day is the time for him to really relax.

"I'll see my mother tomorrow. Don't you want to tell me?"

Ling Jingxuan narrowed his eyes slightly. Yan Shengrui's voice was like a dream language. Yan Shengrui's reflexive stiffness made him grasp his hand which was playing a strange role on his chest. He hugged him and said slowly, "there's nothing to say. She's the favorite woman of the emperor. For her sake, the father's emperor almost died, in the eyes of outsiders, She is undoubtedly lucky, but I don't think so. There is one thing you don't know. Many people forget that I have a younger brother. His name is Shengmin, who is only one year younger than me. He was killed by his father's imperial concubine when he was very young. At that time, the mother's concubine was still a Zhaoyi. The imperial concubine framed her younger brother to push her son into the pond and was cruel in front of the mother and concubine She slapped her younger brother several times, and finally pushed Sheng min, because she was not prepared, her brother's head hit the sharp edge of the treadmill, and then died. And I happened to witness all this because I was playing games with my brother. But later, when my father asked about it, the mother and concubine said that she didn't take good care of the child, it's none of the Royal concubine's business, and she told me not to Tell this matter out, I was still young at that time, and I didn't understand why she did that. I only know, what is more important than the death of her son? From then on, I changed. I was no longer the darling of my father and mother's concubine, and I was no longer close to my mother's concubine. Until my father and my mother threw me to Hou's house, I never sat down to have a meal with my mother. When I grew up, I finally realized that she wanted to protect my younger brother. Although I understood, the person who killed my brother also made her silent I killed even his children myself, but I still can't forgive her. For her, maybe living me is more important. For me, the death of my brother is the most important thing. "

No matter how many years have passed, when it comes to this matter, Yan Shengrui can't hide his sadness. This is one of the reasons why he doesn't want to be emperor. In his opinion, the reason why his younger brother died is because the emperor's back palace is too complicated and dirty. He has already died of a younger brother, and he doesn't want his children to die in those dirty fights in the future. As for why There are also some reasons for insisting on monogamy. Here, it is more because of Uncle Lin. he is very moved by his love for the man. Subconsciously, he thinks that husband and wife should be like that. When he grows up, he naturally does not want to make do with it. After a long time, he will be single until he is in his twenties.

"How to say, I don't know whether the mother's concubine is right or wrong. According to the situation at that time, the other party was a royal concubine of the first grade, but the mother's concubine was just a little Zhaoyi. If she didn't overthrow that imperial concubine, your mother and son would not survive. She chose to hide her brother's death to save you. In fact, Shengrui, you should also forgive the mother's concubine. At that time, she estimated that she was only two In her teens, it's very difficult for her to keep you. She can't have more strength to overthrow the imperial concubine whose rank is higher than her. Moreover, you have also said that the former Emperor dotes on her. In other words, she is a thorn in the eye of many people. Once she loses her mind and can't revenge her brother, she will probably catch up with you and change to Ren I think she would choose this way... "

After a little silence, Ling Jingxuan raised his head and analyzed it as rationally as possible. Although it was impossible for him to bear the humiliation, his starting point was different from that of Princess Yun. As far as the situation at that time was concerned, it was very opportune for Princess Yun to do that."I know what you said, but every time I see her, I think of Sheng min, and I can't get close to her."

Turning over and embracing him, Yan Shengrui buried his head in the deep part of his neck and said in a stuffy voice that some pain will not disappear no matter how many years passed. His brother's death has brought him too much pain, and even changed his whole life. He can't easily forgive and accept the mother who chose to protect him and conceal his brother's real cause of death.

"The reason why she didn't leave the palace may be that she was afraid of your embarrassment."

Holding him in his arms, Ling Jingxuan sighs helplessly. The complex relationship between mother and son is too complicated to be solved. Maybe this is the most suitable way for them to get along with each other.