C63

"I'm very sorry, my mom is here, I promised her that we would be in the same city, that we would take care of each other if anything happens. Also, Jin Ruxue, now, it's not that I'm here to provoke Xia Jingxuan, it's just that you and him are here to provoke me."

I really don't know what to say, why did Jin Ruoxue always blame her?

It was clearly Xia Jingxuan's fault, Jin Ruoxue herself did not have the ability to protect her man.

"Zhong Wanqiu, don't be too complacent. If I can give birth to a child, Xuan won't even spare you a second glance."

Jin Ruoxue was crazy. All she could think of were children.

That's right, humans are like that. It's fine to have one when you don't have children, but when there is one, if it's a girl, then it's better to have another boy. If it's a boy, then it's better to have another girl.

It turned out that the human heart could never be satisfied.

Just like her, every time Guo Guo and Shi Shi asked who her father was, she would really want to tell them about it, but if she did say it, she wouldn't be able to give the children any happiness because their father didn't love her.

So it turned out that she was also looking forward to happiness.

Just happiness, far from her.

After tossing and turning all night long, she first coaxed the children to sleep. In the late autumn, she began to organize the things, putting them in order one by one, and when they were all ready, the children woke up, Ah Shuang cooked breakfast, but she had no appetite, and only ate half a bowl of it before putting it down. She was afraid that the children would force her to eat it, but when she put down the bowl, the children still protested, not trusting her.

"Mommy, why are you eating so little? Did Shishi make you unhappy? " Shi Shi felt a little guilty. Last night, she and Guo Guo teamed up and kept asking Mommy to tell them who Daddy was. She thought Mommy was unhappy because of this.

Late autumn touched Shi Shi's head, "No, Mommy isn't hungry. Mommy needs to go to sleep for a while. You and elder sister need to eat more."

"Alright, Mommy has red circles under her eyes, hurry up and go to sleep." Shi Shi thought that it was true as she did not sleep last night.

Lying on the bed, she was tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep no matter how hard she tried.

She got up after a nap, washed up and went to find a job, newspaper, talent market, all the places where she could find a job, she sent her resume, she sent all the money she could, she just wanted to get a needle in the ocean and get a job, she had a job, late autumn's enthusiasm was very high, although it was her first time looking for a job, but she felt that she would definitely be able to do it, she was a top student, she was also an outstanding graduate, this was not just for show, the only drawback was that she had no experience other than running the small shop.

"Miss Zhong, what major are you studying?" the clerk of a seemingly good trading company asked, looking at her resume.

"Management type."

"Not bad, but why is your resume blank? Haven't you graduated six years ago? "

"Oh, I've been running a clothing store. Now that the store has been taken back, I can only look for a job."

"So it's like that? Then it's inexperienced?"

"Mm …"

"Then I'll leave your resume in the manager's hands. If there's any news, I'll let you know."

"Okay, thanks." But when she said thank you, she knew that this result usually meant nothing.

It was another company. "Miss Zhong, do you have two children?"

"Yes." The child was her treasure, so she didn't want to hide this fact. With Shi Shi and Guo Guo, she felt very proud.

"I'm afraid there are some jobs that are not suitable for our company. We have to work overtime for this position. Miss Zhong, please consider whether you can afford to work overtime until 10 o'clock at night. Of course, the precondition is that you can't take leave too often."

She shook her head. If she worked overtime every day and the children went to bed by the time she got home at ten in the evening, she wouldn't be able to see the children at all.

No, the children were her treasures, a continuation of her life. Everything she did, it was all for poetry and Guo Guo.

A mother's heart had always been the heart of a child.

After searching for a month, she was extremely disappointed. She had found nothing.

The children had changed to a smaller kindergarten, which was much worse than the previous one, but she had really tried her best.

She didn't want to go home. She didn't want to go home at all. She just wanted to find a place to sit down quietly and have a drink. She didn't know why, but she felt so irritated and wanted a drink very much.

On both sides of the road, the lights were bright red and the wine was green. Only then did she realize that she was very close to the wind, and that it would only take ten minutes or so for her to reach it.

However, the professional suit she wore today was a bit out of place when she walked into the wind.

It was still six years ago. She had met Leng MuXun here that night, and it was also after that night that she had become Leng MuXun's nominal wife.

Although she was only married and didn't receive a certificate, everyone knew that the media was spreading the news. At that time, she and him were both doing it for her grandfather.

But now, he only wanted her to return to his side, purely because he wanted her body.

He was dressed in a suit, and when he entered the wind, he immediately attracted the attention of some people.

All of them were so familiar. The handsome guy at the bar mixing wine, the alcohol pushing beauty in swan dress, when her gaze landed on that white miniskirt, her heart suddenly jumped. A few years ago, she could come here to drink for money, but why not a few years later?

If he couldn't get a job, his family would be in trouble.

After a long time, she finally saw Sister Hong walking out of the workshop at the back. However, she had come out with a woman who was pushing wine, or perhaps it was a new girl who was pushing wine, so she was having a heated conversation with her, seemingly teaching her how to push wine.

Late autumn stood at the edge of the exit, close to the wall, watching as the elder sister passed by. She called out in a low voice, "Elder sister Hong."

"Late Autumn, why is it you? I haven't heard from you in a long time. "

He was a little touched in his heart. He didn't expect that elder sister Hong would still remember him. "Oh, I've always been taking care of my children. That's why I rarely come out."

"I've long heard that you and Young Master Leng were married, but later on it seems that you and him … Ah, we finally met, let's not talk about this anymore. Let's go over there and have a seat together. " What kind of person was elder sister Hong? She had been fighting in the bar for so many years, what kind of person had she not seen before? Pulling her along, she sat down. "Two cocktails, is it okay?"

"Sure." She really wanted to drink some wine. Otherwise, she would be too annoyed.

"How old is the child?"

"Five years old." she whispered, not at all surprised.

The elder sister straightforwardly patted her shoulder. "Zhong Xiuqiu, you sure are awesome. It's been a few years since we last met and you already have a five-year-old child."

I want to come back and drink with you, can I?" She asked in a low voice, feeling a bit embarrassed. After all, she was already a mother and children.

Elder sister Hong lit a cigarette and gracefully exhaled the smoke ring before continuing, "Recently, young master Leng has been coming here every day. If you didn't feel embarrassed to see him, I wouldn't mind."

Late Autumn's heart jumped. Why was it like this? Why was it that wherever she went, she would be surrounded by ghosts?

Before, she had paid three months rent and a deposit, and also bought some new household items. Without a job, the children's tuition for kindergarten next month would be out of the question. She gritted her teeth and no longer cared about whether or not she came often, "He came, I'll be mine, we have nothing to do with each other anymore."

"Alright, then welcome to work anytime."

"It's better to choose than to strike. Let's do it today then." She had to earn some money first. Without money, there was nothing to play with in this world.

He just did what he said, signed the agreement and changed it to a white miniskirt. Then the children gave it to Ah Shuang.

Just as he was passing through the crowd, he suddenly heard a lady say, "Look, Young Master Leng is here. He's really handsome."

"Aiya, why did Young Master Leng bring a female companion here today? It's really disappointing, we don't have any hope anymore."

"Let's go, let's go. We only know to daydream, stop trying to get him. There aren't many women in this world that can make him fall for them."

Late Autumn's heart skipped a beat. Were there really only a few of them?

Then she was a special one in his eyes?

Quietly walking to the corner, she really didn't want to face Leng MuXun directly and only hoped that he would go to his VIP room. This way, she wouldn't feel awkward meeting him.

"Yeah, look at Lulu in our bar, she's such a proper woman. The men that were chasing her lined up, but she used all of her powers to chase after Young Master Leng for at least two to three years right? But Young Master Leng didn't even raise his eyes to look at her."

"Aiya, Young Master Leng is coming."

"Ah …" When she raised her head, she happened to meet Leng Muxun's deep eyes. At this moment, the man's gaze was unrestrainedly sweeping over her from head to toe. It was as if he was looking at her without any clothes on.

Then he curled his lips and crooked his finger at her, "Two glasses of red wine for 85 years."

He was just as arrogant as he was back then.

The late autumn was simply too fast. They thought that elder sister Hong was just joking. But now, she had already seen Leng Muxian. Was this the narrow path between enemies?

"Late autumn, go get some wine, you know there is."

"Oh." It was only after being reminded by the elder sister that she woke up. The scene now was just like the one years ago. The only difference was that she was still a alcohol pushing woman, while there was a girl by his side.