Chapter 117

The door is calling, and Su Su naturally hears what Gu Sirui says. When they had dinner together, Su Su suddenly thought that she hated Gu Sirui and said that she didn't like ginger at all. Then she put all the ginger in her bowl into Gu Sirui's bowl. She always liked spicy food, and she didn't like spicy food every time.

"I told them not to add ginger to the dishes, but to add more spicy. Do you think that's ok? Won't you be angry this time? " Gu Sirui asked with a smile.

Hearing Gu Sirui's words, Su Su can't help thinking that when she went to dinner with Gu Sirui before, Gu Sirui would never care about his own taste. When Gu Sirui ordered a dish that he didn't know but had a lot of ginger, he quarreled with Gu Sirui angrily.

Su Su can't help laughing. She knows that Gu Sirui has never been a very careful person. When they are together, they don't often eat together. But Gu Sirui just can't remember her preferences. She didn't expect that Gu Sirui remembered them after so many years of separation.

When the tide recedes, she finds the sea gentle and clear, and when her feelings are missed, she becomes more affectionate. Su Su feels a little ironic. The deep feeling after separation is always uncomfortable, especially when one party already has another person to love.

"Gu Sirui, I don't like spicy food now. I can also eat ginger." Su Su smiles and says to Gu Sirui in a calm tone.

Su Su finished, Gu Sirui didn't say anything, just looked at her, don't know what to think, the atmosphere was a little embarrassed.

Su Su sat still in her seat. She felt that Gu Sirui's eyes were shooting at her, which made her extremely uncomfortable.

"Well, I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable. I'll go to the toilet first!" Su Su suddenly opens his mouth and says to Gu Sirui. Then he gets up and walks out of the private room.

Su Su came out and found that she didn't know where the toilet was. Did she see the waiter, so she had to turn back and ask Gu Sirui. After getting the exact answer, Su Su Su went to the toilet.

Gu Sirui sits quietly, and his mind is filled with scenes of being together with Su Su again and again. Since he plans to give up Su Su, Su Su's shadow will appear in his mind every day.

Sometimes it's Su Su's frolicking and fighting with him when they are together, sometimes it's Su Su's red eyes when he quarrels with Su Su, sometimes it's Su Su Su's estranged looking at him when they meet again

More often, Gu Sirui dreams of Su Su waving goodbye to him. Just last night, he dreamed of Su Su crying and asked if he was going to leave her? Gu Sirui's long-standing determination, because of such an unfounded dream, forgets the idea that he has always wanted to leave quietly. He thinks whether it is God's suggestion that he should not give up, or at least not leave without saying goodbye. Finally, Gu Sirui can't help but ask Su Su Su out.

Gu Sirui's beating heart was cooled when he saw Su Su's indifference and alienation. He thought it was just a fantastic dream, just his self indulgence.

Su Su lingered in the toilet for a long time. In fact, she regretted coming. She also felt the awkward atmosphere. Since when she was alone with Gu Sirui, she no longer blushed, but was on pins and needles.

Time is the most magical thing in the world, it can make strangers fall in love, let lovers separate, let separated people forget.

Su Su stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, looking at herself in a daze. Her face didn't change much, but she was more mature and calm, no longer fearless as before.

Su Su turned on the tap, took a handful of cold water and patted it on her face. She didn't think it was enough, so she patted it on her face with a few more. She stopped when she thought her brain was clear at last.

Su Su looked at her embarrassed self after she was wet with water. She opened her mouth and began to make up.

When Su Su finally cleaned herself up, nearly half an hour had passed. Su Su took care of her clothes and went out of the bathroom.

Gu Sirui sat in his seat for a long time, but he didn't see Su Su come back. Even the dishes had been served, and Su Su hadn't come yet. Gu Sirui was very dissatisfied. He thought he would never come here for dinner next time. He told them to serve slowly, but they served so quickly.

Gu Sirui wants to spend so much time alone with Su Su, but they serve food so fast He and Su Su have not even had time to say a few words

Thinking of Gu Sirui, he laughs. He feels that he despises his self deception. He gets up from his seat impatiently and goes to the toilet.

Gu Sirui goes to the door of the women's toilet and stands. Passers-by look at the man who seems to have something wrong with his face. He probably thinks that he may be a psychopath. Gu Sirui looks at the people who come and go, and no one is Su Su Su. Gu Sirui feels worried and wants to ask someone. As a result, as soon as others see him, he immediately turns around and walks away. After all, he looks handsome again It can't resist the idea that he might be a psychopath.Gu Sirui had no choice but to stand still, but he looked worse and worse.

As soon as Su Su came out, she saw Gu Sirui at the door of the bathroom. Su Su was startled and said, "Gu Sirui, why are you here? This is the women's room! "

Gu Sirui looked at Su Su with a surprised face, pulled the corners of his mouth and said sarcastically, "I've come to see what's wrong with you. I went to the toilet for so long because I don't want to see you? Or don't you want to eat with me at all, huh? "

"What are you talking about? I don't want to see you, just..." Su Su wants to explain, but she doesn't know how to say it, because the fact is similar to what Gu Sinian said, but she doesn't want to see him, but she feels embarrassed to stay with him. Su Su thinks this reason is more hurtful.

"Just what, you say!" Gu Sirui asked reluctantly, "it's just me I don't know how to get along with you, I... " Su Su said weakly.

Gu Sirui looks at Su Su who is in a dilemma. Suddenly he doesn't want to hear her go on. Gu Sirui suddenly rushes up and grabs Su Su Su's hand and presses Su Su Su on the wall.

Su Su is startled by Gu Sirui's sudden action. The strong masculinity makes Su Su extremely uncomfortable. Su Su subconsciously pushes Gu Sirui and signals Gu Sirui to let go of her.

Gu Sirui is not moved, just quietly looking at Su Su, his eyes are full of reluctant and sentimental. He knew that this might be the last time he looked at her so close. He was about to leave. He was about to go to a country without her. When he came back, she might have married someone else.

Gu Sirui stares at Su Su tightly, trying to engrave her appearance into his mind. But Su Su Leng after a while reaction comes over, and ruthlessly pushed a Gu Sirui.

"Gu Sirui, what are you doing? Let me go, let me go!" Su Su shouts as she pushes Gu Sirui. Gu Sirui didn't seem to hear it. Instead of getting out of the way, he got closer to Su Su.

"I'm leaving. I know I have to give up on you, but my heart aches, Su Su. My heart aches, you know? I don't want to go, I don't want to leave you, and I don't want to see you with others! " Gu Sirui said sadly.

Su Su doesn't speak. She doesn't know what to say. She thinks that Gu Sirui doesn't like herself for a long time. After all, Gu Sirui is a proud man, just like when they broke up, Gu Sirui didn't stay much even if he didn't give up.

"Sue, would you like me to stay? As long as you say, I'll stay for you, OK? Susu, will you Gu Sirui saw Su Su's silence and pleaded with him.