Chapter 187

After Gu Sirui left, the room began to cool down. Gu Sinian was stunned for a while, poured himself a glass of red wine, shook it for a while, and began to drink it. Su Su looked at him and said nothing, as if she was worried.

The window was open, and suddenly a gust of wind came in, lifting Gu's eyelashes. For a moment, Su Su's heart didn't know why suddenly fluctuated.

"He's really charming with his head down in meditation." Su Su thought.

"What are you thinking, woman?" Gu Sixian broke the quiet atmosphere and asked coldly. As soon as Su Su heard this kind of cold tone, he naturally countered back: "I want you to take care of it." Then don't go there.

Gu Sinian, holding his wine cup, approached Su Su step by step. The dim light made the atmosphere in the room very ambiguous. Gu Sinian's face was slightly drunk because he drank too much.

Gu Sinian said slowly and firmly: "yes, I don't care. That's what you said. I think that's what Gu Sirui thought Looking at Gu Sixian's depressed expression, Su Su suddenly felt distressed.

Su Su went over and tried to take off the cup in Gu Sinian's hand, not to let him drink any more. Gu Sinian blocked Su Su's hand and said, "let me get drunk. Only in this way can I relax. I don't have to think about anything." Su Su said, "I'll drink with you."

Su Su picked up the glass and got some wine. She picked up the glass and began to talk to herself. "I finally know why my father loves drinking so much. It seems that drinking is really a good thing. When you get drunk, you can enter another world." Seeing that Gu Sinian continued to bow his head and keep silent, Su Su stroked the edge of the cup with her fingers and continued to say, "I know you've paid a lot for Gu. But character decides fate. Gu Sirui has lived a free and easy life since he was a child. The big boy in his heart is unwilling to grow up. But you are different from him. You are introverted and steady. You are more suitable to lead Gu forward, aren't you? " At this point, Su Su looks at Gu Sinian, and Gu Sinian's face is more ruddy. Maybe the wine was strong. Gu Sinian took off his coat and showed his white rabbit hair sweater. It makes the man look more three-dimensional and gentle.

Su Su asked, "why don't you talk? Am I right? " Gu Sinian sat down on the sofa in the corner, curled up his whole body and said slowly, "you're right. Character decides fate, but can I decide my own destiny? I'm just an adopted son. Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, I am above the others, with a halo. Only I know that it doesn't belong to me or what I want. As an adopted son, I just need to assist Gu Sirui to lead Gu to move on. This is my mission. And that's my destiny. " Su Su looked at the man in front of her, her eyes rippled with tenderness. This kind of tenderness is mixed with pity and a feeling of love.

Gu Sinian finished this sentence and remembered that he continued to add a glass of wine to himself. As a result, a staggering body suddenly leans forward, and the center of gravity is unstable. Su Su immediately wants to hold Gu Sinian with her hand. Gu Sinian directly holds Su Su Su's waist. Su Su naturally nestles in Gu Sinian's arms. BAM, BAM, Su Su felt her heart was about to jump out. She immediately pushed Gu aside and arranged her hair to hide her embarrassment and confusion. "Gu Sinian, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional." Su Su thought. But Gu Sinian seemed to see her mind and asked with a bad smile, "what's the matter with you?" Su Su was a bit shy on her face. She poured herself a glass of wine to ease her shyness. Then there was the sound of two glasses colliding slightly, and the wind came in from the window. Su Su suddenly felt that at this moment, she wanted time to stop. Keep the beauty of all this.

Although there was no speech, Su Su felt that there was no sound left at this time. When it comes to fate, maybe Su Su and Gu Sinian are both helpless people. When we are in this environment, there are some things to choose from and some things not to choose from.

Su Su looked at Gu Sinian's side face and thought of the days they spent in London. The good and stress free time was always short. Su Su tentatively asked: "if there is no gu family, no gu Sirui, what kind of life would you choose?"

Gu Sinian turned to look out of the window and said, "if there is no gu, maybe I will find a quiet place and live a quiet life, no matter where I go. I don't have to fight for anything and restrain myself any more. I can really live quietly and freely. " Su Su didn't know where the courage came from. She quickly walked to the sofa opposite Gu Sinian and sat down. Seriously said: "but even now to give you such a life, you will not necessarily be happy. Because your heart is full of responsibility, so you put Gu's future on your shoulders, as your first mission. Continue to keep Gu's family in your heart, old lady Gu and your kindness to Gu's family. You should pay more attention to the old lady and fight for it. "

Gu Sinian put down his wine glass, looked at Su Su and asked her, "is that right? How to fight for it? What are you fighting for? " Every time Gu Sinian stares at her like this, Su Su's heart keeps beating and forgets the beat. But Su Su responded calmly to Gu Sinian: "if you go to old lady Gu to fight for your true feelings and help take care of her, you can leave the legacy.

But Gu is not only the painstaking effort of Gu family members, but also your painstaking effort. You have the determination to take Gu to do better and better. I'm sure Mrs. Gu can appreciate your good intentions. "Gu Sinian looks at the girl opposite, and suddenly realizes that there is a kind of courage in this girl that many people don't have. Gu Sinian laughs that his heart is seen through by a girl who seems cunning but is extremely simple. He wanted to be intoxicated and not wake up. Su Su pursed her mouth and didn't say what she wanted to say.

Gu Sinian raised his eyebrows and asked, "what do you want to say? Go on Su Su lowered her head and looked at the floor. Because she didn't know why, she didn't dare look into Si Nian's eyes and said, "no matter what decision you make, I will always be with you. You said your destiny is not your decision, maybe you can't choose many things, but I will choose to accompany you. " Gu Sinian laughed and suddenly felt that his nose was very sour. He hoped that he might be really drunk, so that time could stop at this moment, and Su Su would never leave.

Gu Sinian suddenly stood up and put his arms around Su Su and went down to his sofa. That's it. That's enough. Su Su let Gu Sinian hold himself. The whole space is quiet. Two warm hearts collide with each other, feeling the peace of this moment.

On the third day, Su Su and Gu Sinian went back to Gu's home together.