Chapter 261

Su Su sat on the bed of the hotel and cried all the time. The paper towels in front of her had piled up like a hill. Su Su's eyes had been broken, as if there was only a line left. In the end, tears seem to have been about to run dry, but at this time Su Su seems not to please sad, it seems that even if the flow of more tears, also can't take away the pain.

Now Su Su's mind has been very chaotic, it seems that only crying for a while will not let those thoughts return to his mind. Page after page of pictures, I think about myself, Gu Sinian, Gu Sirui and all kinds of them. How can Su Su not be confused.

Why has all this become the present situation? It's very good before, it's not so painful before, it's clear that there is still room between us. It seems that everything has changed now, it seems that we can't find the original one.

Is it true that all Americans have to experience growth? Will the path of growth be full of hardships? Will there be no growth without pain?

Su Su really doesn't know what to do now. She wants to take a bath and have a good sleep. Maybe she will be better when she wakes up. She won't be so sad.

After taking a bath, Su Su lay in bed and turned over. No matter what method she tried, she couldn't sleep. Although she didn't cry now, she was still very uncomfortable. It seemed that there was something blocking her heart. She couldn't get up or down. Maybe it's better to be happy when she was crying. This kind of indistinct discomfort would make people more uncomfortable.

Su Su really can't stand a person tossing and turning in bed like this. She decides to find someone to talk to, but she is a little hesitant about who to talk to. She turns on her mobile phone, opens her address book, and suddenly sees Lin Huimei's name.

Su Su hasn't contacted her mother for a long time, and she hasn't talked to her mother well. When she calls in like this, Su Su is a little embarrassed. She doesn't know how to say it, and she doesn't know how to say it. But when she hesitates, she points her finger down and dials Lin Huimei's phone.

At this time, Lin Huimei finds out that it's Su Su's phone. Su Su Su even takes the initiative to call herself. She is surprised and a little at a loss, but she picks up her mobile phone and presses the answer button for the first time.

"Is it Sue? What's up? Are you busy lately? Why didn't you come home to see mom? Hello, is sue in? Are you listening? "

"Mom, I'm here. I'm listening"

"I just miss you a little. I'll call you."

"Since you miss Mom, come back and see me."

"I'll see you when I have time."

"If you have time, when do you have time? As a girl, you know how busy you are, and you don't know how to take good care of yourself. By the way, do you have a good meal? You can't do without a good meal. Your health will be destroyed. What's more, don't always eat junk food outside. Don't be too easy. You always eat takeout. Those things are not hygienic. If you have anything to eat, come home and make it for you

Hearing this, Su Su couldn't control her tears. After her savings, she seemed to burst into tears again, even fiercer than before. She secretly sobs under the covers and tries to keep her cell phone away from her. Su Su doesn't want Lin Huimei to know her current situation.

But it seems that there is a kind of telepathy between mother and daughter. Lin Huimei has noticed something wrong with Su Su.

"Susu, are you still there? What's the matter? Tell mom. Maybe there's something that can help you. Even though wireless doesn't quite understand you young people's ideas, tell your mother about your situation so that she can have a bottom in her heart. "

"Su Su, Su Su"

"Mom, I'm fine. I really miss you."

"Is it really OK? If you have something to say to your mother, do you hear me? Although you are such a big person now, I have nothing to help you, but after all, your mother is your mother. Don't always think about taking responsibility on your own. Talk to your mother more, and you will feel better in your heart. "

"I know. I'll tell you anything at the first time. Don't worry! I really miss you. "

"If you really have nothing to do, don't stay alone, go home more often, and tell your mother what you want. Do you hear me? "

"Yes, I know."

"Just know. Other people's mothers are always worried about you, and their mothers are very tired, OK?"

"I see. Mom is the most tired."

"It's good to know. If you know, you should come back more to accompany your mother, so that your mother can feel at ease."

"I'll certainly come with you. Don't dislike me then. Well, I'm a little sleepy. Mom, you should go to bed early. "

"Well, well, pay attention to rest. If you have anything to say to your mother, don't keep it in your heart."

"I really know. I'm going to sleep."

"Sleep well, and I won't disturb you."

"Well, goodbye"

Lin Huimei holds her cell phone tightly in her hand, which has long been black. She knows that Su Su has not told her the truth. Over the years, she also knows that her relationship with Su Su has always been bad. Although Su Su Su seems to be a strong and optimistic child, she has a hard time in her heart. Being a mother seems to be better than others That's enough.Over the years, Lin Huimei also knows that she has never cared about Su Su, but no mother is willing to alienate her daughter. Although this is not a good reason, today who said it is not a new beginning. Su Su is willing to call herself, which shows that she has Lin Huimei in her heart. Otherwise, when she is most sad, she will not think of calling Lin Huimei.

At the same time, Su Su seems to lighten the dark cloud in her heart and feel more comfortable, because she knows that even if she has nothing, at least one person will not leave her, that is her mother. Although there may be some estrangement between them, what's the relationship? After all, her own mother will not leave her Open yourself.

Even if one day, when you grow up and learn to fly, you may never want to go home. But even so, one day, when you step on the way home, you will find that where you have a home, mother's figure seems to be everywhere.

Although sometimes she is wordy, sometimes she does not respect our opinions, and sometimes she even imposes her will on us, she always stands behind us unconditionally when we need it most. Even if she has already said that we should not do things ten thousand times, once we do them, the consequences may really be her silent commitment.