Babulu didn't run far. Susu was an adult after all, and soon she caught up with him. She pulls babulu who wants to run away. Babulu wipes the corners of his eyes with her hand, but the uncontrollable tears flow all the time. He feels embarrassed. Babulu turns over to prevent Su Su from seeing his face.
Su Su wanted to say something. After seeing babulu's tears, she calmed down and decided to take her to the hotel in advance.
So susoula drags babulu, who is reluctant to go back, back to the hotel. She doesn't care about dinner. After greeting, susoula and drami go back to the room with babulu. In susoula's room, susoula asks the other party to sit down and finds a napkin in the bag at the head of the bed for him. "Wipe it, don't use your hands. Be careful of bacteria entering your eyes. It's not good for your eyes." He got up again and poured babulu a cup of hot water.
Seeing that babulu's mood was almost relieved, Su Su handed babulu the hot water. "Well, you can tell me what happened in the end, how to suddenly run out, you know this will make me very worried, I will be anxious, will be sad." Sue said softly, not blaming babulus.
All of a sudden, Su Su couldn't guess what was wrong with him. Although she thought it might be the question before dinner that made him feel bad, Su Su thought about it carefully. Since she met babulu, she had never seen why he cried. Babulu was a strong and sad child. So that is definitely not the reason, it can only be regarded as the inducement. There must be something she didn't notice.
Babulu took a sip of hot water, kept quiet for a while, cleared his throat, and finally made a sound. "I miss my father," he said and felt sad again. Some of them wanted to cry, but he could not help it. After experiencing the uncontrollable crying, now he has been able to control his sad mood.
Some emotions may have been overstocked for a long time. You think what you can forget will come back one day. When it comes, it will be overwhelming and unavoidable. Babulu's previous crying is obviously like this.
"Can you tell me about your father? You see, I told you about my dad before. To be fair, do you have to share your dad with me? Of course, if you don't want to mention it, I don't want to force you, but I don't want you to be depressed all the time. I hope you can come out. If you can't, please give me a chance to enter your world, OK? "
Su Su is good at persuasion. She hopes that babulu can release the overstocked emotions in the past and say some things, so that people will be more relaxed. People who put everything in their heart are the most tired and will have problems sooner or later. She doesn't want babulu to do the same in the future. Rotten meat needs to be dug up early to get better.
In Su Su's always concerned eyes, he was cherished in such a relationship. He kept in mind everything Su Su had done for babulu since her trip. Finally, he was willing to talk about the past and his experience to such a person.
"My father is the best person in the world, and my mother is also a strict but gentle person. Although she often scolds me, every time I am scolded, she will make delicious food for me on the same day. She often blames my father for spoiling me too much, and he is jealous." the memory gap is opened, and everything buried is so shining after cleaning.
"It's not funny that my mother even eats my vinegar, but my father really treats me so well that I think it's a bit normal for my mother to be jealous. I'm tired and sleepy. He will sing me a little song. It's very melodious and beautiful. I fell, and he cried before I cried. Every time he ate vegetables, he liked to give me a pile, just like the owner's uncle today. "Speaking of this, Su Su understood why he ran out. Babulu continued to talk about the little things his father had done for him, and Su Su could feel a father's love for his children.
"That day, I was still angry. My mother didn't let me go out. She said it was not safe outside, and I didn't have to go out. But that day, I just had a bad temper and yelled at her. Later, my father came to persuade me, because it was really not safe outside, and he didn't trust me to go out. In fact, I regret that I didn't have time to apologize. I shouldn't have yelled at my mother. "Babulu thought of that day and couldn't help crying.
"Later, many people, many people, they rushed into my house. As soon as my father hid me, they came in. I saw --" babulu trembled and rushed into Susu's arms. He couldn't go on.
"All right, all right, it's over." Suso patted babulu on the back, softly comforting.
"I regret that I shouldn't yell at my mother that day, and I shouldn't put a bad face on my father. Why did I yell at her? Why didn't I immediately apologize at that time? I remember that my mother's eyes were red when she was yelled. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." babulu burst out crying. This emotion has accumulated for too long. He never let go of his own guilt.
Babulu doesn't say anything in Susu's arms any more. He is immersed in the catharsis of a long farewell. He is just a child. He doesn't know how many regrets in life can never come.
"Mom won't blame you. Mom will feel bad when she sees that you are suffering all the time. Mom and Dad love you. You know, they certainly want to be nice to you, instead of seeing you close yourself all the time." Su Su gave babulu the one he had drunk and put next to him and asked him to drink slowly."Babulu, it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself any more. Try to come out and see the world that your parents want you to see. Put it down. The past is gone and a new life is waiting for you. Your parents must want to see you have happiness, and I hope you can have happiness. Let go of those heavy past, let go of yourself, and make yourself better. " Su Su comforts babulu. She can't help but wonder if she should let go. Love is not the whole of her life. Gu Sinian may really be just a passing station. She should open her heart to accept a new love and face a new life.
Su Su's comfort for babulu, he still listened to it. He looked at this white woman who likes to wear a bright smile. He couldn't help thinking that maybe he could have some expectations.
Babulu and Su Su stayed in the room quietly for a while after crying and venting. Su Su saw that he was in a stable mood and asked him if he would like to go down to eat something together. He ran out without taking a few bites of dinner. In addition, we should apologize to the owner's family later. It's extremely impolite to run out like this.
Babulu went downstairs at Su Su's request.