Chapter 324

Day and night are two colors, because of the cover of night, people can put down the camouflage of day, to indulge, to enjoy. The lonely seek prey, the frustrated drink.

Gu Sinian is the loser.

The room was dark, and the bulging body under the bedding could be seen faintly. Through the crack of the curtain, a glimmer of light could be seen. It was a colorful world at night.

The man's body moved and pressed to light up the screen of the mobile phone, which was like a hole in a piece of black paper.

The time on the main screen shows 23:11. Gu Sinian laughs in a low voice. The number he opens represents the meaning of "Bachelor" and mocks the reality he is facing.

He threw his cell phone aside. Gu Shinian climbed up with his messy hair and stepped on the cold floor barefoot. His feet inadvertently touched the messy canned beer and made a lot of noise. He was stumbling and almost fell down.

Gu Sinian shakes his dizzy head and turns on the light in the room. In a moment, the light illuminates the mess in the room, and also illuminates the bearded man standing under the bright light.

Gu Sinian squinted, put on the wrinkled T-shirt mixed with the smell of sweat and wine, picked up the wrinkled jacket on the floor, and inadvertently looked at the image in the mirror. He just took his mobile phone, wallet and car key and went out.

Although he is not always in the unexpected image, his hair is as meticulous as a movie star, but he has always been respected and treated well from childhood to adulthood, and the people around him are all dressed up neatly, clean and ironed, and his family education is strict, so it has become daily to keep his personal image clean and proper. But Gu Sinian abandoned his old habits. At this time, he looked like a dirty drowning dog.

The feeling of hangover is still there. He doesn't know how many days he has been decadent. His brain has been filled with alcohol. He is eager to fill it up again. It's better to spill it out, so as to tilt out his missing for Su Su.

When the car drove through the street, it was empty. Occasionally, a few people were walking around. Gu Sinian opened the window and let the wind in. Only in this way could he clear his mind.

When he got to the road where he had been for many times, he rubbed his forehead, turned the car around and went to the next street. Although it's a familiar bar and familiar environment, Gu Sinian doesn't want to face a familiar face at all. He just wants to find a place where no one knows him.

In this way, I searched aimlessly in the street. There was a small plaque on the side of the road, which only had the word "night" on it. Next to it, there were not dazzling lights, like waiting to be found. If I didn't pay attention, I would miss it.

The big hand holding the steering wheel has a clear sense of bone and is extremely thin. It was a strong hand that young people had before, but now it looks like a skeleton covered with skin.

Looking for a parking place, Gu Sinian stepped into the gate of "night".

This is a clean bar. There is no music that vibrates the eardrum or people dancing in a disorderly way. What is flowing is all kinds of English songs and folk songs of the minority. The light is soft and shining on Gu Sinian's face. There are many girls around him who are carefully examining his outline.

Gu Sinian sat down in a secluded corner and asked him what to order. The wine on the wine list didn't look strong, but it was mild.

Gu Si Nian's hand unconsciously rubbed on the wine list, and the waiter did not recommend it. He stood very meekly on the side, waiting for the guests to order.

Finally, I chose a plum wine that looked sweet and delicious.

Take out the mobile phone, the lock screen is a picture of him and Su Su. Unlock the lock, there is still no response. The stone is thrown into the sea, there is no sound.

At that time, if he was out socializing, Su Su would tell him to drink less wine, but now, even if he was drunk as a dead dog, no one would care.

Maybe people's bad nature lies in this. When they have it, they feel used to everything. Until they lose it, they realize how precious those cares are.

At this time, the wine had already come up. The light green wine was poured into the exquisite glass. Gu Sinian looked up and drank most of it. The mobile phone on the table was buzzing. He picked it up quickly. It turned out that it was Gu Sirui who sent the message.

Gu Sirui asked him where he was and whether he was drinking again. He knocked his finger on the chat panel and simply ignored it.

News after news, Gu Sirui seems to be a little emotional, questioning why he has become like this. It's not like Gu Sixian, who he knew before, who is cowardly and ridiculous.

Some people have everything in their life, and they don't have to bear too much responsibility to live a carefree and unrestrained life. However, some people have been taught to work hard and mature since childhood, and their steps of pursuing themselves are tightly shackled by their families. Even now, Su Su also left him. Gu Sinian bowed his head and grinned bitterly. What was the purpose of his life? He couldn't take it up and put it down.

"You are not me, how can you know how I feel?" Extremely calm words, but hide sad and helpless.

Gu Sirui immediately replied: "yes, I know you have paid a lot for me and the family. So Sue's gone, so your world stops working? "

"When she's gone, you can look for her slowly instead of waiting and despairing in the same place."Looking for? How to find it? The world is so big that Su Sutie wants to run away from her. Even if he goes all over the world, that person always hides, they will not meet.

Thinking of this, Gu Sinian would like to roar and escape from this chaotic reality, unable to let go of his responsibility.

Gu Sirui's message was ignored. Gu Sinian was just one cup after another, staring at a gap beside the wooden table, empty and empty.

A few bottles into the stomach, even if it is no matter how low the degree of wine, but also some drunk, see Gu Sinian's face more and more red, eyes more and more blurred.

The woman with big wavy hair who often looked at Gu Sinian stood up and walked to the corner with her partner's encouragement.

"Hey, why don't you come to our place and have a drink by yourself?" In fact, big wave woman temperament is not charming, this dress in her body seems to be a little bit against, look up and the woman's eyes collide, he saw the simple and immature.

Gu Si didn't move for a long time, but his mind drifted to the time when he first saw Su Su. There was something like this in her eyes, but at that time, he put his stubborn prejudice on her.

Although slightly drunk, but consciousness still exists, Gu Sinian does not want to be disturbed, but see the woman's eyes, he did not say very direct words, just politely refused.

The time on the mobile phone has already jumped to 2:30 in the morning. Gu Sinian got up and left. When he passed by, he didn't look at the woman. He just said something lightly.

"Go home early."