At night, Gu Sinian leaned on the head of the bed and played with his mobile phone in his hand. He pressed unlock, and the screen lit up his firm face. He pressed Su Su's number in the contact list, and the cold female voice on the phone said: sorry, the user you dialed has turned off.
In fact, it was expected that this would be the result, but just like you are trapped in the desert, you are eager to see the sweet spring in front of you, so that you can stop drying up.
Su Su Su is undoubtedly the sweet spring for him. He feels that he is looking for it in the hot sun, aimlessly, and will fall on the endless road of missing in the next second He was afraid that he would never get up again.
"I don't know where you are and how you are. In the past, you always like to share trivial moments with me, but now you even say, "I'm here, I'm not willing to reply."
"What's the matter with your stomach? You've lost a lot of weight during that time. I'm not here, and I don't eat on time."
Gu Sinian's face was haggard, but his eyes were about to melt gently. Only in front of Su Su could he be so careful and gentle.
After the daily message and phone call, Gu Sinian thought that Gu Sirui had called him a few days ago.
At that time, he was drunk, and he was not in the mood to talk with him. When they finally met, Gu Sirui was disappointed with him. Gu Sixian's eyes are dark. I don't know if he has found Su Su now.
Press the call button, Gu Sinian put his mobile phone to his ear, waiting for the moment when he was picked up.
The bell rang for a long time before it was picked up. Gu Sirui didn't speak but breathed. It seemed that he had nothing to talk about with Gu Sinian.
"Sirui, how are you recently?" Gu Sinian's voice is hoarse and weak.
“……”
"No, good or bad." Anger at his existence, so the tone is very stiff.
"No more drinking?" Gu Sirui excitedly asked him, but he was speechless. He didn't know how to tell this "dare to love and hate" brother about his difficulties. Even if he said that, Gu Sirui would not have much understanding. From childhood to adulthood, they were different people, destined to follow different life paths. Empathy is just a combination of four thin words, There is no empathy in the world.
"Do you know that your decadence has been publicized to the public? Even I, who was far away, saw the news about you all over the Internet. Are you still the brother I know? "
How can Gu Sinian not know that in his position, he must always maintain his personal "image", because he is not only him, but also represents the company and the whole family. Many hostile forces are waiting to see his jokes. When he falls to the bottom, they step on his feet. This is a rare opportunity to strike him. How can they waste it.
Gu Sinian didn't want to interfere with the external disturbances in the past. He enclosed himself in a world which was extremely dark. When Su Su came back, it was time to expel the darkness.
"You don't understand..." All the words have failed. Gu Sinian doesn't know where to start. His mood is like a toppled condiment. In a moment, all kinds of tastes are intertwined. He can't tell which is more bitter.
"Yes, I don't understand. You always say I don't understand."
"But at the end of the day, you're just running away from reality."
"You Did you find Susu? " Gu Sinian doesn't want to get involved in that topic. He doesn't care what Gu Sirui says now. It's not exciting for him. All his senses are open to Su Suyi.
"I don't want to tell you. What if you find it, what if you don't find it. " Gu Sirui's voice is flat.
"I said I found it. She won't come back, and you won't leave everything behind to follow her. If I say I didn't find it, I'll add to your disappointment. All you have to do now is sort yourself out. "
Gu Sinian was so lost that he took up the thread. The man buried his face tightly in the pillow. He didn't cry so much. Just so quietly, tears soaked into the pillow and went deeper.
Even if he has washed his face with water, the slight redness in the corner of his eyes still means that he has just cried. He wiped his face in the mirror, picked up the car key and drove to "night".
"Night" bar is as quiet as ever. Only when you walk in can you know the fun inside. Gu Sinian went to the corner as usual. The waiter saw him look familiar. When he ordered the order, he was very kind: "Sir, did you come to us last time?"
Gu Sinian looked up at him. He didn't have much impression of the waiter. He just nodded and looked down at the wine list.
Last time, the plum wine tasted good. Gu Sinian took back the wine list and said, "a few bottles of plum wine."
"All right." The waiter made an "OK" gesture and delivered it in a moment.
"Sir, this is our own fruit wine. You can't drink it anywhere else." Gu Sinian was surprised to see the beautiful color in the glass in front of him."Take your time, sir. It's the last night of the night bar. Come back tomorrow and it won't be there
The waiter, like a friend, told the truth that he was about to leave. Gu Sinian called him in a hurry and asked, "is the shop going to close?"
He is not a warm-hearted person, and he is not interested in exploring some trivial matters of outsiders. But maybe the plum wine in this bar has a special taste. Suddenly, the news of closing the store made him feel very disappointed.
"Yes, the boss is going to give the store to others and complete her dream of traveling around the world with the boss." The waiter said with a smile and then left.
Gu Sinian noticed that there seem to be a large number of customers today. When he carefully observed their expressions, he seemed to have a trace of regret and nostalgia. Moreover, on everyone's table, there is this "unique" fruit wine, like the owner's final thanks and blessings to all customers.
Gu Sinian sticks the wall of the cup to his lips. The taste of the cup is sweet and sour, and the aftertaste is sweet and alluring. This may be the taste of life. He can't help thinking about it.
"Night" bar still stands quietly in this street. It's hard for people in a hurry to notice this low-key shop that lives in the world with their own attitude. Tomorrow, when it's closed, maybe many people don't know. There's a Qingba called "night". The fruit wine in it is very delicious.