The night in a foreign country is always very lonely. The moon is bright and round tonight. It paints a layer of shining silver on the land of Africa. People returning home at night can clearly see the way home without torches or lights. Even the dark places are visible by the moonlight.
Sue turned off the light and lay alone on the bed. She thought, what will babulu be doing at this time? Did he have a good meal, did he have a good sleep, did he have a good time in his new home, did he have fun, did he have mischief, or did he fight, but babulu is very good, maybe because of his growing environment. He is more mature than the children of the same age that Su Su Su met. He is not and will not become the "bear child" that we often say.
He used to be sleepy early when he was with babulu. Now he must have gone to bed. I don't know if he will occasionally think of himself, a stranger who once accompanied him, and whether he will miss his biological parents. His parents died in the war. I really hope that the war has not caused any harm to the child's pure and young mind I hope he can grow up healthily and happily.
"Where will you go in the future?" Before Su Su left, she hugged Babu and kissed her again and again. She was really reluctant to give up this lovely and innocent little boy. Babu was obviously reluctant to give up her too. After putting her chin on Babu, Babu looked at her and asked such a question.
Su Su didn't know how to answer for a moment. She blinked at a loss. "I'll go where I should go."
"Will you go home?"
"Maybe," Susu said with a smile But she knows, go home, go back to which home, she now, no home.
"Will you still travel around the world?"
"Maybe."
"Then I can't travel with you." Babulu was obviously a little frustrated.
Su Su smiles and touches his round head. "It doesn't matter. When babulu grows up, he can be with me."
Babulu frowned and asked, "really? Will you wait for me? "
"Really, I'll wait for you."
Su Su thought of babulu's tearful eyes when she left, and laughed. This little guy loves to fight with himself, but he didn't expect to have such a sensitive side.
Su Su thought of babulu again and asked him, "will you have your own children in the future?"
Son, Susu thought of the man in the distance again.
When we were together before, Gu Sinian once told her about children. They also visited children's clothing stores together. Su Su exclaimed with those lovely little clothes. Gu Sinian looked at her with smiling eyes.
Gu Sinian, what is Gu Sinian doing now? Is the girl with him still with him?
Forget it, why do you want so much? Since you decide to leave him, you should be more straightforward.
Unconsciously, sleepiness came like the tide, and Su Su closed her eyes gradually.
"Su Su."
Who is it? Who's calling me? Where am I now? Why is it so dark?
"Sue, I'm here."
Who? Gu Sixian?
"Si Nian?" Su Su looked around and saw no sign of Gu Sinian. "Gu Sinian, where are you?"
"Su Su, Su Su..."
As the voice grew louder and clearer, Su Su felt a sharp pain in her head.
"Su Su, Su Su..."
Gu Sinian, where are you?
"Sue, I'm here."
Su Su opens his eyes, but finds himself in the co driver's seat of Gu Sinian's car. Gu Sinian drives the car calmly, as if it wasn't him who just called Su Su Su, and the outside of the car is still endless darkness.
"Si Nian."
But Gu Sinian didn't seem to hear it at all. He was still driving with no expression on his face. It was dark outside the window. He didn't know where Gu Sinian was going to drive his car.
"Si Nian, where are you going? Where are you going to take me? "
Gu Sinian still did not answer.
Turning around, Su Su came to the children's clothing store again. The store was beautifully decorated, and the models in the window were also wearing delicate clothes. The dazzling lights blinded Su Su Su.
"Su Su, open your eyes."
It's Gu Sinian's voice. The magnetic voice makes Su Su feel safe. Su Su's heart is settled. She slowly opens her eyes.
Still in the children's clothing store, Gu Sinian was holding a delicate little girl's skirt and smiling at Su Su, "Su Su, how about having a daughter in the future?"
Su Su was attracted by the shining skirt. She slowly stroked the lace of the skirt, as if she really saw her future daughter wearing the skirt.
She wanted to go up and hold Gu Sinian. She wanted to ask him why he couldn't be seen for such a long time, where he had gone and why he didn't come back to see her. As soon as she jumped on him, Gu Sinian disappeared. Su Su Su only held the air.
Darkness returned to the surroundings.
"Si Nian! Gu Si Nian Su Su cried Gu Sinian's name in the dark.No one answered her.
"Gu Sinian, where have you been?" Su Su embraces herself and squats down slowly, burying her face in her knees.
"Su Su?" This time it's a female voice.
Standing in front of her was a little girl with a pretty face. Su Su didn't know her, but she thought she was familiar.
"Who are you?"
The girl looked at her with a strange look, as if swearing victory to her.
Look again, Su Su remembers that this is the heroine of the bed photo incident with Gu Sinian. She has seen those photos. Most of the girl's face is exposed in the photos, and she doesn't feel ashamed at all.
"Strange, don't you know me?"
Su Su didn't want to see her. She turned around and left.
"Where to?" The girl grabbed her wrist with astonishing strength.
Susu felt sick. She tried to get rid of her hand
Su Su couldn't get rid of her because of her strength. "I said, I don't want to see you! Go away. Go away
The girl sneered twice, "Su Su, you still lost. Gu Sinian, he doesn't belong to you at last. He belongs to me!"
Lost? Is it? Su Su gave a smile. She laughed at her stupidity. There was such a kind of instability in this relationship for a long time, but she still gritted her teeth and insisted on it. As a result, she became worried about gain and loss. Every day, it was like walking on a tightrope.
"Su Su, let go, Gu Sinian. He doesn't love you for a long time."
Yes, I should have let go long ago. Don't be persistent, Su Su.
"Susu, Susu."
Gu Sixian?
Su Su opens her eyes and goes back to Gu Sinian's car. The difference is that Gu Sinian is looking at her affectionately this time, "Su Su, I love you."
Stop it. She doesn't want to believe it anymore.
"Susu, I love you."
"Gu Sinian, stop talking about it. We've broken up."
"No way, no, we didn't break up, Sue. I love you."
"Pa!"
I don't know where the car hit. When I opened my eyes again, Gu Sinian was lying on the steering wheel with blood on his face.
Su Su suddenly sat up and realized that it was just a dream.
Why did you suddenly dream that Gu Sinian had a car accident? Su Su's heart beat wildly. She subconsciously picked up her cell phone and wanted to call Gu Sinian, but she held back one second before pressing the call button.
Su Su, now that you've decided to let go, don't be nostalgic.