Su Su walked out of her aunt's house and looked at the street. It seemed that there were no cars. There were few people in the street, and there were few cars in this period. So Su Su walked slowly and gave herself something to consider when she made up her mind.
Really, to give up this relationship? Once he gives up, Gu Sinian will never be his own, but Su Su sighed. She felt that God was really unfair to her. Her heart died more than her silence. Su Su was still a little reluctant to give up. Gu Sinian was willing to fight with Mrs. Gu for her sake. She didn't expect that she was defeated by a woman now.
"Di Di" a car stops beside Su Su Su. Su Su is a little surprised. The person on the car is Su Su's college classmate, surnamed Zheng, who works in this city after graduation. Su Su Su and he are not very familiar. After getting out of the car, Zheng asked Su Su with a smile, "long time no see. Where are you going? I'll give it to you. "
Su Su looked at the weather. It seemed that it was going to rain soon, so she didn't refuse any more. She expressed her gratitude to her classmates, reported the address and sat in the car. Su Su's classmates have been looking at Su Su from the rear-view mirror when they are driving. Seeing Su Su's lonely look, they must have known about it. In order not to make Su Su feel more sad, they are not multilingual.
Su Su leaned against the window, looking at the cars whistling by and the changing birch forest. For the first time, she felt that she really wanted to say goodbye to the past.
Zheng sent Su Su Su to Gu Sixian's villa, and he was ready to leave. Su Su sent his classmates away with a smile. However, looking at Su Su's smiling face, the students felt that they were forced to support her. Although they were not very familiar with Su Su Su, they were classmates in the same class after all. Besides, Su Su Su Su used to treat his classmates very well, so they carefully observed Su Su Su Su "Things will always pass," Su Su comforted
Su Su looked at the back of her classmates and thought, does he know that his relationship with Gu Sinian is going to break? Do you know about yourself and Gu Sinian who work in city B? Su Su thought it was funny, but she couldn't help laughing, thinking: This is the last time that the people of city B heard her and Gu Sinian's names mentioned together.
"Cough." As soon as he opened the door of the villa, the dust came on his face. It was so strong that he couldn't open his eyes. Su Su coughed a few times and wondered, how could Gu Sixian's clean man make his house so dirty? Even if Gu Sixian is not often in, the aunt who often comes to clean the villa is lazy.
"Gu Sixian? Are you there? " Su Su tried to shout Gu Sinian as much as she could, but she felt that Gu Sinian was not here and had changed his place. According to Gu Sinian's character, it was difficult for him to stay here one more second.
Sure enough, Su Su searched around, and not only didn't see Gu Sinian's figure, but also felt that there had been no breath of life in the house for several months. Su Su opened the curtain of the living room and found that most of the flowers in the garden were dead. She couldn't help frowning. Even if Gu Sinian moved to another place, didn't she want the furniture and precious flowers? Su Su suddenly had a bad idea in her mind.
Anyway, Gu Sinian is not here. Let's go.
Su Su is about to leave, but she finds that the things Gu Sinian gave her are happily placed in the middle of the living room. Only at this time, Su Su finds that the house is full of traces of her life with Gu Sinian. Gu Sinian unexpectedly Didn't you throw these things away?
The vase she bought and the flowers in the garden had already withered, but it was still blooming.
There is the table she picked. The tablecloth is also the cartoon kitten she replaced to trick Gu Sinian. Gu Sinian was very impatient and angry at that time.
How Haven't you thrown it away yet?
Su Su casually found a chair to sit on, her heart seems to have something suddenly collapsed, suddenly, she lost the courage to look down.
Gu Sinian, you don't want me. Why do you still have our memories.
Su Su covered her eyes and didn't want to let the tears fall down. She hadn't cried for a long time. Even if no one here could see her, she didn't want to cry. But why were the tears so disobedient? Su Su stopped her tears and stood up, looking at the stairs on the second floor, struggling to get up.
In the end, Su Su could not resist her curiosity or the little attachment in her heart and went up to the second floor.
The second floor used to be the bedroom and Gu Sixian's study. It didn't receive guests and was mainly private space, so it didn't have Su Su's fancy. I didn't expect that now I had to watch all this by myself. Su Su touched the kitten wallpaper and laughed at herself.
Pushing open the bedroom door, sure enough, it was still dusty. As soon as Su Su entered, she quickly opened the window, only to see a button, which she gave to Gu Sixian on his birthday last year. Such a small button was still there. Su Su shook her head. She didn't know how to face Gu Sixian in the future, and her purpose was gradually uncertain Get up.
Entering the study, it seems that the position of the desk and chair has not changed. Su Su sits on the chair and raises her head to see her own picture on the desk. Su Su smiles and takes up the picture and looks at it carefully, as if she doesn't know herself. Su Su felt that at that time, he was probably the happiest, and was favored by Gu Sixian.There seems to be a line at the bottom of the photo. Su Su never noticed it. She gently took it out and found that Gu Sinian wrote "team" with a signature pen at the bottom of the photo.
I love you. Gu Sinian, who never said love to her, wrote in her photo that I love you. Su Su's tears don't know when. Did you miss everything? Gu Sinian and her, really, it's impossible?
Su Su was greedy for the last gentleness, and even thought: Fortunately, Gu Sinian was not in the villa. She couldn't imagine what kind of dispute they would have if Gu Sinian was there.
Everything in the villa is the same. Su Su can't help wondering if Gu Sinian hasn't moved? But if Gu Sixian wants to buy another copy of these things, it's probably no problem.
Su Su went down the stairs and looked at the house. Those who had been with Gu Sixian would be abandoned in the house.
She thought, she can do it, even if She still loves Gu Sinian.