Gu Sirui asked sincerely, "Su Su, you Do you really decide to stay? "
Although he knows Su Su still loves Gu Sinian, and Gu Sinian also loves Su Su deeply, he doesn't want Su Su to be embarrassed.
What's more, even though Gu Sirui and Su Su have been together for a long time when they meet again, and he has had dinner with her and talked a lot, there is still a kind of unreal feeling in his heart, for fear that Su Su Su's return is just a dream.
Su Su pursed the corners of her mouth to show a smile, but at this moment, she couldn't smile at all. She looked Gu Sirui's eyes seriously and said, "you know, I really want to take care of him. I came back to... " With that, her nose was sour and her eyes were filled with tears.
Gu Sirui handed her a tissue, sat close to her, patted her on the shoulder, speechless.
Su Su choked twice, calmed down a little, and then said, "he's like this. How can I have the heart to leave. What's more, he became like this because of me. " She felt guilty and heartbroken.
Gu Sirui looks in the eye, also ache in the heart. For Gu Si Nian, more Su Su. At the same time, his heart was filled with sadness. This accident made him realize how deep the two people's feelings were. He had hoped to recover Su Su before, but now it seems that he has no way to intervene in the love competition. He has already lost completely.
Gu Sirui said with a smile, "he will wake up. You can rest assured."
Two people were silent for a while, Gu Sirui hesitated and said, "something, I still want to tell you." He looked into Su Su's red and swollen eyes and said, "I know it's mean to do this. It's like playing a bitter card. I hope I can win your sympathy, but I still hope I can let you know how hard his time is."
In the hospital, pedestrians come and go, and children chase and play around them. In such a big environment full of suffering and human separation, Su Su's heart gradually calms down.
Su Su had probably guessed what he was going to say and said, "go ahead."
"After you left, he moved back from you," Gu said
Sue nodded slightly, she knew. After coming back, she took the lead to return to the apartment where they lived. It was full of dust, and it seemed that no one had cleaned it for a long time. Even when she left, the clothes on the carpet in her bedroom were lying there. Gu Sinian has a serious habit of cleanliness. If he put it in the past, he would be very angry and dislike her. If you really continue to live there, Gu Sinian will be cleaned up.
"He lives with the old lady. Every time I go to see the old lady, I often meet him."
Gu Sirui asked, "do you know where I often meet him?"
Sue shook her head.
"Wine cellar. When he didn't work, as soon as he came back from the company, he would drink in the room, bottle after bottle, until he got drunk. Later, I went straight to the cellar. "
He is restrained, has good drinking power, and his wine has always been praised by people. When drunk, he is always very quiet, but every time he mumbles to himself, reciting a person's name - Su Su, Su Su
That affectionate appearance, let a person fear and awe.
At that time, although Gu Sirui was moved, he still looked down on him. He thought, since love is so deep, why not be firm. He knew that he listened to the old lady so much in return for his kindness. However, Gu Sirui thinks of the book Xiaoxiao, which has been in and out of Gu's house for a long time, and is deeply loved by the old lady. He feels very sad. Love is not the slightest tolerance of sand, love a person, love to the depths, how can people freely intervene? I'm afraid that's the tragedy of big families.
Su Su's eyes turned red again. She knew that Gu Sinian was in a car accident because he was drunk. If it wasn't for her, how could he drink so much wine and live a decadent life. If it wasn't for her, how could he live like this? She felt as if her heart had been torn by something, with a dull pain.
Gu Sirui said: "at home, occasionally when he is sober, he always looks sad. I've never seen him do this for a woman, never. "
"Once," Gu said, "it's almost midnight. He's finished his work and is planning to go home. All of a sudden, a phone call came, saying that I found your information in the United States. The other side sent a picture of a woman's back in a convenience store on the road. Her figure and hairstyle are really like you. "
Gu Sirui said with a bitter smile: "he seems to be crazy. Go to me for confirmation. In the middle of the night, that lunatic shakes me out of my sleep just to make sure it's you. "
He still clearly remembers that midnight when Gu Sinian appeared in front of his bed excitedly, holding a picture tightly in his hand and saying: "Si Rui! Si Rui! You see if it's her! Someone has found her
It's Sue.
The other party asked to make a sum of money first, responsible for follow-up tracking. Gu Sinian was also afraid of losing Su Su's news, so he made a sum of money without hesitation. Then, the next morning I bought a ticket to the United States.
"And then?" Su Su asked. She knew very well that she had never been to the United States since she left."Later, I went there to find out that the photos are synthetic, and those people are trying to cheat money."
"Another time, there was a very important activity in the company," Gu said. The old lady tried her best to persuade him to go there. In the middle of the activity, some people said they found your whereabouts in Yunnan. This time, he was desperate to leave in the middle of the road and rushed over. "
"Because of this, I almost screwed up the activity. Later, the old lady went to great lengths to stop her cooperation
Gu Sirui sighed, "it's still not you."
Gu Sinian found Yunnan and found that it was not Su Su. He also had a fight with the person who provided the wrong information. Everyone thought he was unreasonable.
Unable to find Su Su's news, Gu Sinian went to Su Su's mother. Gu Sinian knew that Su Su had a bad relationship with the Su family and was not close to Lin Huimei. But since then, he has often visited her, hoping to find out Su Su's whereabouts from the Su family. Even though the chance was slim, he thought that one day she would come back and meet her mother even if she didn't go to see him.
Gu Sirui said: "I'm afraid he doesn't even know that he can't leave you. For you, during this period of time, he is no longer Gu Sixian, who used to be superior. He has become another person. "
Gu Sirui said solemnly: "Su Su, you really mean a lot to him."