After entering the hospital and smelling the familiar smell of disinfectant, Su Su was a little relieved. The place where she stayed the longest these days was the hospital. Now when she arrived at the hospital, she felt like going home. Seriously think about it, isn't it? Everyone in my family treats her like an outsider, and there is Gu Sixian in the hospital who has the same heart with her. Although Gu Sinian is unconscious now, he is the one who understands her most in Su Su's heart.
Su Su came to the door of Gu Sixian's ward, took a deep breath, pushed the door open and went in. Every time she went to the ward of Gu Sixian, she was very nervous. On the one hand, she worried that he had not woken up, on the other hand, she expected that he had woken up. This time, she walked in. She looked up and saw that Gu Sinian was still quietly lying on the hospital bed.
Gu Sinian, pale and thin. Even though Gu Sirui ordered the best doctors in the hospital to use the best medical means and equipment to continuously input nutrient solution for him, he still lost so much weight.
Su Su saw him in the hospital for the first time and could hardly recognize him. In the past, Gu Sixian was also very thin, but he was very healthy. He had muscles after taking off his clothes. At that time, Su Su would feel very safe holding him. Gu Sinian had broad shoulders. Now, this man is so weak. Su Su was heartbroken.
These days, Su Su visited him every day and stayed in the ward for several hours. Gu Sinian is in a coma and can't speak. Su Su also wants to look at him. She sat on the chair beside the hospital bed, pulled the chair very close to the hospital bed, and her upper body was lying on the side of the hospital bed, looking at him quietly.
Sometimes Su Su looks at Gu Sinian and starts to be in a daze, recalling their past. She has nothing else to do. Gu Sirui tells others not to disturb Gu Sinian while Su Su is here, so most of the time, there are only her and Gu Sinian in the ward.
Slowly recall two people's past, all memories rush to my heart.
In retrospect, Su Su looked at Gu Sinian and said, "Gu Sinian, do you remember that time..."
She doesn't get any response, but she's used to it.
When she did this for the first time, she was just remembering that when they first met, Gu Sinian had a very bad impression on her. She thought Su Su was a person who could only play tricks and tricks. She thought it was very interesting, so she shook Gu Sinian's hand and said, "Gu Sinian, do you remember that you gave me a bad look when you first met me?" Her tone was a little coquettish, as if she was still fighting with Gu Sinian, as if Gu Sinian would smile next second and say that she was stingy and remembered the original thing.
But there was silence in the ward.
Su Su Leng Leng, looking at Gu Sinian's closed eyes, remembers that Gu Sinian has been in a coma for a long time. Her eyes turned to the hand that she held Gu Sinian, and tears began to drop down.
He didn't wake up. He ignored her.
But Su Su wanted to keep talking to him.
Every day Su Su sat by the hospital bed, he would first recall the things that two people used to get along with, and then pull Gu Sinian to chat. Su Su's hand held Gu Sinian's tightly. His hands were pale and thin, and the other one had an infusion needle for many days to maintain his nutrition.
Su Su sat by herself, knowing each other and remembering slowly. Isn't it said that when people are in a coma, if someone keeps talking to him and tries to wake him up, there will be a miracle? She had never believed that before, but now she wanted to try everything.
Because she had no other way, she had to try her best. Maybe one would work.
"Gu Sinian, you still owe me a formal toast. What was the red wine that time? It wasn't serious at all
"Gu Sinian, you've been sleeping for a long time. You've been working very hard before. I really want you to sleep a little longer, but you're so busy that you don't have time to sleep. Are you pretending to sleep now? You don't want to go to work and don't wake up on purpose
"You are really cunning. Now it's just the two of us. Don't pretend. Open your eyes and look at me
Su Su gently pinched Gu Sinian's fingers as she spoke. Then she took his hand and overlapped it with her own. His hands are still very big, but they are really thin. His fingers are so thin.
"If you don't eat when you sleep like this, how much soup will I cook for you to make up your meat? Are you trying to get me into trouble on purpose
Gu Sinian didn't respond at all. He just lay there with his eyes closed.
Su Su gently moved her hand a little, and her fingers got into the gap between Gu Sinian's fingers, and connected with his ten fingers.
"Don't you like me? In the past, you would have held my hand at once
Knowing that he would not answer or move, Su Su insisted on speaking. She looked at Gu Sinian with red eyes and bent his fingers stubbornly to hold his hand.
"Well, that's right. We should be
She looked at their hands for a moment, held back her tears and continued to talk to him.
"Do you know how much you've lost? I was scared when I came to see you that day. When you used to eat the cake I made, you would get fat if I make complaints about it. Are you angry? I'm so thin now. I'm wrong, OK? You should be fatter. Wake up and I'll make you whatever you want. It doesn't matter if you're fat. "Sue was really scared. Gu Sixian's thin body, as if a gust of wind would blow him away. His pale face was completely different from that of the past. Will he just go to sleep? These days have been a long time for her. How can she survive?
"A lot of things happened when you were sleeping. You know, mom arranged a blind date for me today. That man is very nice, but I refuse him. You wake up and help me deal with this. I'm really not good at it alone. If my mother finds me another two or three, what should I do. You're not afraid of me being robbed
"I don't know what will happen to us when you wake up But why don't you wake up first? Many of the things you promised me have not been done, and you haven't calculated with me for my leaving without saying goodbye. You said before that if I leave you, you will be angry with me. You liar, you are not angry with me
"Shall we fight? You are not very good
Su Su whispered more and more and put his face on the back of Gu Sinian's hand.
"Gu Sinian, you don't talk with me. I'm really bored. As long as you wake up, even if you are angry with me, I will not contradict you. "
"Why don't you wake up soon."