Chapter 689

"You don't want to follow me. I want to be alone," Gu told his own nurses and bodyguards.

Since leaving hospital, Gu Sinian's mood is not particularly stable, especially after driving Su Su away. But Gu Sinian is not the kind of person who can vent his emotions at will. He always puts everything in his heart.

After leaving hospital, he refused to let others take care of him, leaving only a nurse beside him. Except for the things that he can't do by himself, he always does it by himself.

Gu Sinian often looked out of the window in a daze and didn't know what he was thinking.

Old lady Gu was deeply afraid of any accident in Gu Sinian. No matter whether Gu Sinian was willing or not, she provided him with several bodyguards and nursing workers, hoping that he would get the best care.

But it's not love for Gu Sinian, who is so proud, but he feels more and more disabled.

Gu Sinian slides his wheelchair to relax in the garden. He doesn't want too many people to bother him. He wants to think about his future by himself, whether it is possible to be together with Su Su.

Now Su Su is like the sunshine in the morning, full of vigor and hope. She begins to exude her own charm, but she doesn't know it. However, she is like the sunset, about to set down the Western Hills.

This is not only because they can not stand, more because they can not stand and bring inferiority and guilt.

I can't protect Su Su, and I can't even give her the love that normal men can give. Not only that, I need her to take care of myself. As a man, I should let her pursue her ideal carefree, but I always drag him down and even be pointed out by other men.

So he directed and acted himself in the hospital, hoping that Su Su would not be involved by himself, but could he really give up Su Su completely?

"Without Su Su, what's the meaning of my life?" Gu Sinian said to himself.

These days without Su Su's company, he doesn't live like a human being and a ghost doesn't live like a ghost. What he does is just an instinctive mechanical reaction.

Every time I think of Su Su's heartbroken look when she left the hospital that day, Gu Sixian's heart is like a needle prick.

These days, in front of everyone, he tries to pretend that he has forgotten Su Su. Only he knows that Su Su is as hard to forget as his own flesh and blood. I don't know how many nights I can't sleep because of missing.

He couldn't imagine the day when he would never see Susu again. He wanted to have a family with her and have a lovely child. Every night when he couldn't sleep, Gu Sinian relied on this illusion to support his past.

When he found that he could actually stand up, he was so overjoyed, as long as he could bear the pain, it's really no good, isn't there a pain killer? Although the pain tablets may be addictive, but for the sake of Su Su, what are these?

He is not afraid of these physical pain, he is afraid of losing Su Su, as long as he can stand in front of Su Su again, as long as he can hug her and kiss her, he can do anything.

Gu Sinian didn't want to stay with Su Su as a disabled person. He knew that although Su Su would not dislike himself, one day and two days, one month and two months, year after year, their relationship would tend to be flat one day.

Now Su Su will meet more and more good men, if one day Su Su no longer love him, just out of responsibility, how can he bear to drag her down?

If there is such a day, Gu Sinian really can not tolerate his own despicable.

Thinking of this, Gu Sinian has a fighting spirit again. He needs to recover as soon as possible, so that he can return to the man who matches Su Su as soon as possible, so that he can catch Su Su back as soon as possible.

Gu Sinian took a look around, so he stopped to fix the wheelchair and tried to stand up slowly, "ah!" Gu Sinian couldn't help roaring. It was too painful. These days, if there is no pain tablets, I really can not insist.

Maybe it's the obsession in my heart, maybe it's the thought of Su Su. Gu Sinian still moves forward step by step with pain. After ten steps, Gu Sixian fell to the ground, just like many times before.

Secretly follow his bodyguard to see Gu Sinian fall to the ground, is hesitant to come forward to help him, then Gu Sinian and slowly sat up.

He used to be so high, how can easily admit defeat, how can others see his ugly.

The bodyguard who followed him secretly saw Gu Sinian sitting on the ground for a long time, then slowly stood up and began to move towards the wheelchair step by step. Ten steps later, he fell to the ground.

In this way, I don't know how many times I fell. Gu's body was covered with dust. Even the bodyguards can't bear to see it in their eyes. Gu Sinian is so cruel to himself!

Due to the order of Gu Sixian, the bodyguards dare not appear to disturb him, but they can't let him torture himself like this, can they? If something goes wrong, they can't afford the responsibility.

So the bodyguard reported the situation to Mrs. Gu. "Old lady, President Gu has been practicing standing by himself recently", "really?" Old lady Gu was delighted."Yes, most of the time you can walk a distance on your own. It's just that Mr. Gu doesn't allow us to follow him, so we don't dare to help him when he falls down. "

No wonder recently, Gu Sinian always disappeared suddenly, and then came back again.

Gu Sixian grew up in Gu's family. For old lady Gu, she is no different from her grandson Gu Sirui. Of course, she knows Gu Sixian's character. How can she let others see him fall and get up again when he is such a proud person?

Since he doesn't want others to see him fall, let him go, Mrs. Gu thought.

"You all pretend you don't know about it. As long as there's nothing special, you'll let him go. But you still need to pay attention to his safety. Don't let him leave the house alone. You have to report anything to me." Old lady Gu said.

"Understand, old lady, we will follow Mr. Gu without disturbing him, and don't let him get hurt," the bodyguard replied respectfully.

A limousine stopped at Gu's door. The security guard asked the driver, "Hello, who can I help you?". "Please tell you Gu Sirui, general manager Gu, Yu Yan," a male voice in the car replied.