Su wennuan doesn't forget, but she doesn't dare.
Although she is a child, she is also smart and lovable, especially a pair of blue eyes shining like gemstones.
Children before the age of three do not have much memory, but if they were blinded by hemp and tied to the telegraph pole of the orphanage with a cloth, it would be impossible!!
Before the age of three, Su wennuan was a princess held in the palm of Ma Ma's hand. Ma Ma taught her to talk about the piano and said that in the future, nuanuan will become the most beautiful princess in the world. However, Nuan has never seen Baba, and Ma Ma did not tell Nuan who her Baba is?
Similar to children of the same age, but much worse than children of the same age.
Su wennuan has a memory. There are only three kinds of people in her world: she, Ma Ma and servant!!
Even if there are people of different genders from these three kinds of people, Su wennuan doesn't know what that means. She is well protected by Ma Ma. She doesn't know what Baba means?
She doesn't know that there should be a term Baba when it is called ma ma. She doesn't know!
She is as happy as a little princess every day. Although Ma Ma sometimes asks her to learn something, she doesn't know how to see Ma Ma's smile and Ma's praise to her. Su wennuan won't know if she can't touch the outside world. Children at this age don't learn etiquette and talent, but play happily with other children.
She doesn't know what lavender is. She just remembers that Ma Ma created an illusion for her in the deep memory, and was disillusioned when Ma Ma personally dropped something into her eyes.
It was as if she had lived in the orphanage for a few years. Before she was three years old, she lived in a dream.
Warm and warm still remember that her eyes hurt. She cried for a long time and never cried before, but Ma Ma kept saying in her ear, "warm and good, there will be nothing if you can't see. Warm and warm don't cry. It's better if you can't see!"
The fiercer she cried, the fiercer she became. She didn't know what was wrong with the always gentle Ma Ma. She not only punched and kicked her, but also tied her up. What she remembered most was: "don't cry. I hate your eyes. I feel sick when I look at it. Why is it like this? Why is it like this!!"
"Why would it be you? Why should I give birth to you!!"
"Why, why, you are a disaster, I hate you, I don't like you, I hate you!!"
In the chaos, Su wennuan cries and faints. When she wakes up, she can't see. She can't see anything.
Ma Ma said that she hated her eyes. Why didn't she die!!
Su wennuan is afraid. Su wennuan is afraid!!
Mama said a lot of things to her, which made her choose to say quietly: "warm, if you let Mama not hate you and let Mama still like you as before, you will be blind. Go to the orphanage. As long as you are blind and used to it. As long as you stay in the orphanage for a period of time, if you behave obediently, mama will pick you up!!"
This is Su wennuan's reason for choosing to be clever and silent. She wants Ma Ma, but Ma Ma says that if she doesn't behave well, she won't come to pick her up!!
So, warm and nice!
Year after year, I waited for four years, but Ma Ma didn't come!!
Su wennuan realizes that Ma Ma cheated her and said that she would come to pick her up. It was all a lie that Ma Ma told nuanuan not to cry!!
Nuanuan knows that she has been abandoned by Ma Ma. Like the children in the orphanage, she has never believed before and has never been convinced at the back!!
So, wennuan doesn't hold any hope and doesn't want to hold.
Nuanuan has grown up. Nuanuan has to learn to repay the Dean Ma, so as long as someone adopts nuanuan, he can help the Dean Ma, and Nuan is willing to be adopted!!
But the outside world is different from the orphanage. Warm is very afraid!!
"Brother Xiaoyu, I'm sorry that nuanuan cheated you!!"
It's not that you don't remember Ma Ma, but that you can't remember!!
Although the little girl's empty blue eyes were filled with water light, there was no trace of color. This was a pair of brilliant blue eyes that people thought would be cured as long as they laughed!!
Because it's so warm
Xiaoyu hugged wennuan in his arms and said firmly, "if you don't find it, wennuan doesn't want to find it, you won't find it. There's no hemp. Wennuan has Xiaoyu's brother, and wennuan has Xiaoyu's brother!!"
The two children seem to have been singled out as the most uncomfortable in their hearts. It seems that they have no safe haven and have to create their own safe haven to hold together for warmth.
Xiaoyu once didn't have Baba, but Xiaoyu thought it might be a misunderstanding that nuanuan was abandoned by mama. Baba mama said that there is no Baba mama who doesn't love his children.
But today
Xiaoyu was shocked. It seemed that the little man could understand how strong the fear of being blinded by his own life was!!
Before he recognized Baba, he had been waiting for Baba for three years, just like wennuan. But Baba didn't come. Xiao Yu was no longer waiting and became strong. Baba came. He hated Baba for revenge, but Baba told Xiao Yu that Baba loved him!!
Xiaoyu believes that Baba loves him because Baba has never done anything to hurt wennuan!!
Is the warm hemp hemp?
He didn't have Baba before, but his hemp is the best hemp in the world!!
Although he would question Baba, Ma Ma would kiss him and say, is Ma Ma bad?
Even if he carries too much, he will give him a lot of love all over the world!
But warm numbness... How can you make warm blind!!
No, no!!
Wennuan doesn't cry, wennuan doesn't hurt, brother Xiaoyu is here!!
The two little people hold together. Su nuanuan listens to Xiaoyu's words and nods incessantly: Although Mama has left her in the orphanage, nuanuanuan still wants to tell mama that she will be well. She has Xiaoyu's brother, her grandparents, ye Baba xinmama, the president mama and the children in the orphanage.
She can't see, but she has a lot more than before!!
The sunset outside the window gradually sank, and a sea of intoxicating flowers also sank.
The night wind blows gently, listening to the sound of falling waves in the sea of flowers. The first day when the Ye family came to Provence for vacation was a heavy heart.
Xiaoyu has calmed down wennuan and asked her to sleep first. When it is dawn tomorrow, brother Xiaoyu will take her to the flower sea to play!
Wennuan was obedient and went to sleep. Xiaoyu went to Baba's room and said what wennuan had just told him about chaobaba.
Xiao Yu has only one condition: "Baba, don't look for it!!"
Xiaoyu doesn't want to be crying. She doesn't want to recall those memories again.
It's all over, it doesn't matter anymore!!
Glancing at his son's face, Ye Lan fondly touched his head. His voice was hoarse. It seemed that the little guy was angry and read his dissatisfaction with him.
"Xiaoyu, it's not Baba who has to find it, but has to find it!!"