Jingxi thinks and laughs because it's impossible. She also laughs at her wishful thinking and unstable ideas.
Her hand from the quilt inside out, carefully brush on his cheek, where the last stop, do not want to leave a step.
"If only we could stay like this, if only nothing happened five years ago, maybe we are happy together now." Jingxi whispered, tears fell down unconsciously.
What she regretted most was that she could not be with him, and what she wanted most was to be with him. She knew that this would only make her self contradictory, but she could not escape from her stubborn self.
Jingxi sobbed for a while and quickly dried his tears, because he didn't want to wake him up, which would be very embarrassing.
She gently moved her body, and then lay in the other direction. She didn't want to look at him again, so she would be infatuated with him.
She knows herself so well that she has no resistance in front of Shen Yao.
But at the moment when she turned around, Shen Yao's eyes slowly opened. In fact, he woke up long ago, but he didn't show it.
He heard the sincerity of what she said just now, and his heart began to be noisy and restless.
He put his hand around Jingxi, let her tightly wrapped in his arms, this moment without the slightest cover up.
Jingxi was startled. She didn't expect Shen Yao to wake up. What she said just now, has he
Jingxi peered out at his face and asked, "just now Did you hear what you just said? "
Shen Yao nodded slightly, and then held her tightly, "silly girl, why do you want this internet speed to torture yourself, accept me, OK?"
Jingxi smiles, which is the kind of self mockery, "if I can, I really want to kill you."
She closed her eyes and said, "in this way, I won't be so sad, I won't feel distressed, and I won't be angry with you because you are so close to other women. In that way, I will reduce a lot of pain."
She carefully counted the grievances in her heart, and none of them made her happy.
Shen Yao didn't expect that she had so many grievances in her heart. Her guilt was out of control. She didn't know how to ask for her forgiveness. She could only turn it into action and hold it tightly together.
"Excuse me, will you forgive me?" Shen Yao almost said this sentence with some praying tone.
Jingxi didn't respond for a long time, because he didn't know how to answer.
She shook her head and finally nodded, lost in thought, and didn't know what to do. At this time, she should listen to her heart, but her heart was so confused that she didn't know whether to choose or not.
"Look at me. Look at me seriously. I'm serious. I've never cheated you." Shen Yao gets up and sits on the bed, the Mou son half step does not leave of looking at to still lie on the bed of she.
Although the day is not very bright, but can clearly feel the tears, at the moment is still in her eyes.
Jingxi took a deep breath and finally couldn't help laughing, "I believe you."
She seems to have made a great determination to say such a sentence, that is, she doesn't want to make herself sad again and maintain such a state of self deception.
Shen Yao smile, mouth slightly Yang, her words clearly fall in his ears, let him feel endless happiness.
Shen Yao leans down and finally takes off all the clothes on her body. The appearance of the two people's Frank meeting renders the whole study full of ripples.
All the estrangement in this moment are quietly dispersed.
The sun slowly rises from the other side, and the afterglow shines in from the gap of the curtain. It hits the face, and it's all pretty red.
Jingxi can't sleep any more. Looking at Shen Yao, who knows, he is always looking at himself.
She was shy and didn't know what to say for a moment.
Shen Yao didn't laugh. On the contrary, he liked her so much that he couldn't help caressing her.
"You are beautiful." Shen Yao looked at her and said affectionately.
It's not rhetoric, but from the bottom of my heart,
Jingxi's face turned more ruddy when she heard it. Finally, she said in his arms, "don't be so talkative, don't I know you?"
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