Originally, Shen Jiang also wanted to be responsible for his own children.

But if the child is not expected to be born, even if it is born, it will be unfortunate.

"I'm so unfortunate that I can't let my children down any more." Shen Jiang explained, "children need not only my love, but also the love of their father. An shengxia, I'm different from you. You can raise two sons, but I can't, because I know that it's the father of the child, who gave up me and the child directly. But at that time, you were so young, you didn't know anything, and there were still options in the future..."

If he is a few years younger, Shen Jiang is willing to give birth to this child.

But at the moment, she really can't.

In the future, maybe she will meet another person again, which is unfair to the child.

"The child is your own. No matter what kind of man you meet in the future, the only one that belongs to you is the child..." An shengxia continued to comfort him, "Shen Jiang, you are just too painful to say that you don't want children, but if you really lose this child, you will regret it." "In my darkest time, I also thought about not having my own children, but in the end, I insisted on giving birth, because, after all, it was a group of meat growing in your stomach, a fresh life, and it can't be said that you don't want to give up. Children have the right to come to this world. ”

from time to time, an shengxia would also think about what was the driving force that made her strong and alive after giving birth to a pair of twins.

"Shen Jiang said that she didn't want a baby in her stomach, but I think she will regret it later." Nestled in the arms of the cold night, an shengxia sighed, "I think Si yejue is really too much this time, but it's no surprise. Everyone knows that after Si yejue recovers his memory, it's like this. He didn't like Shen Jiang at first. At first, he was forced. But the world is so ridiculous. When Shen Jiang really wants to let go, he happens instead I had a car accident and then lost my memory. I had to be with her. "

"Are you so sad?" The words of the cold night have no waves.

"I just wonder what a man's heart is made of. Even Si yejue, who lost his memory, is also himself. At that time, he didn't know how good he was to Shen Jiang. How could he take his heart back at once? Or, he didn't use his heart to treat Shen Jiang at all." An shengxia doubted that "if a person loses his memory, he will not remember what he did after he lost his memory."

"You suddenly asked me that, how could I know..." The cold night suddenly sank his eyes.

"Because you are a man, and You're still so smart, so I subconsciously want to know what you think. Since you don't know, then I'm not asking anything. " An shengxia closed his eyes and tried to sink himself.

"It's someone else's family business. It's useless even if you're in a hurry, unless Si yejue wants to open one day and is willing to be responsible for Shen Jiang." The cold night patted an Sheng Xia's back brain.

"Do you think it's possible?" An shengxia asked vaguely.

"I'm not a night Lord, so I don't know." The cold night just slightly shakes his head.

"Strange, I thought you knew everything." An Sheng Xia hums coldly.

"I'm not a worm in my stomach." I can't help laughing at the cold night.

"You can still laugh now. You are so cold-blooded." An shengxia immediately turned around and stopped looking at the cold night.

"Don't you think it's appropriate for an shengxia to be angry with me? Is it fair?" Cold night is also helpless.

"I didn't mean to do this, but I felt too upset." An shengxia blinked, "before still so like, but suddenly, don't like, tired, I thought, they can always be happy together."

Maybe there is nothing in this world that will never change.

After all, human heart is complex.

"An Sheng Xia, don't think about it. If they have fate, they won't separate easily. If there is no fate, it's good for them to separate." A brief explanation of the cold night.

In fact, everyone knows the truth, but it is a long and painful process to accept the truth.

"I really hope that Shen Jiang can meet a man who treats her as a child. In this way, she won't have to work so hard." An Sheng Xia's sincere way.

"So, anshengxia, you are implying to me that you should be spoiled as a daughter, aren't you?" Cold night immediately, blurted questions.

"I think so." An shengxia nodded his head, without refuting.

"I try to..."

For two consecutive days, Shen Jiang didn't know how he spent it.

As long as Si yejue did not negotiate directly, Shen Jiang felt that he still had hope.

But waiting day by day was torture for Shen Jiang.

"You're still working, aren't you?" Shen Jiang knocked on the door of the study.Si Ye Jue then closed the document, "what do you want to say to me?"

"We haven't spoken for days." Shen Jiang lowered the voice.

Si Ye Jue suddenly raised his eyebrows, as if surprised.

Once upon a time, they often lived together without communicating.

Therefore, Si Ye Jue did not feel that there was something wrong.

But at the moment, Shen Jiang took the initiative to bring it up, and he realized that they had not spoken for a long time.

"What else do you want to say besides that?" Si Ye Jue questioned.

"I just want to know what you think now. You can tell me that if there is something I don't do well enough, you can also say that I can correct it." Shen Jiang's eyes, eager to see the Secretary night Jue.

Si yejue immediately took a deep breath. It was not that Shen Jiang did something wrong or did not do well. However, there were some things that did not make sense.

"I don't know..."

When Shen Jiang heard the speech, he just felt funny, "you say, you don't know?"

"Well, I don't know." Si Ye Jue indifferent way, "I am, do not know."

"Well, I can keep waiting..." Only when Shen Jiang felt that he was crazy, he would put himself in such a low self-esteem position and pray that the man would not leave himself.

Shen Jiang closed his eyes, tears burst the bank in an instant, just like a broken pearl, rolled down from his eyes and dropped soundlessly on the floor.

After tasting the salty taste of the corner of his mouth, Shen Jiang immediately turned around and strode out.

Only when Shen Jiang Gang reached out and pressed the door, he heard the man call her name.

Shen Jiang immediately beamed with joy

But I heard the man speak.

"Shen Jiang, can you stop waiting?"