"I don't know. I won't make assumptions about things that haven't happened yet, but according to my relationship with Shen Ao, I can't get there."
Li Ruoxi lowered her head and thought for a while, only to find it funny. Even if she was separated from Fu Zisheng, she would not follow Shen Ao.
After all, the relationship between them has been so embarrassing that even if they meet, they feel that it is unnecessary.
"Who knows? Maybe, Shen Shaohui has been treating you well. Maybe you will be moved by that time. Isn't it all said that women don't love each other, and those who treat her well will go with them..."
An Sheng Xia helplessly picks eyebrows, "Ruoxi, I think you still don't want to be alone in the future. I'm really tired. Before me, I also lived such a life. It's really worse than death. If it wasn't for the children, I would have no spiritual support, so I can't see you like this."
"Midsummer, don't worry. I'm used to loneliness. It's just spiritual loneliness. In fact, it's nothing. Besides, I still have you friends." What Li Ruoxi said was very relaxed.
But an shengxia can see that Li Ruoxi really wants to get married and end her single life.
Just reality, let Li Ruoxi helpless.
"I suggest that you give Shen Ao a chance. I just suggest that you don't get angry..."
An shengxia said.
"It doesn't matter. I know you mean well, but I don't want to appreciate it." Li Ruoxi turned and left.
……
"Before, you always said that the work was too busy, so this time I took the initiative to come to your company to find you for dinner. The food I ate was packed from a five-star hotel. Now it's still hot. It must be delicious."
Li Ruoxi's performance is abnormal.
"Are you angry?"
Fu Zisheng frowned and said, "but I'm really busy with my work, so I can't leave. I made a lot of preparations in the early stage, and I don't want to give up at this juncture."
"I think it's good for a man to be enterprising, so I'm not angry about it. Don't think too much about it." Li Ruoxi just laughs.
"What's the matter with you? I think you've become different from before." Fu Zisheng was on guard. "Do you have anything to say to me?"
"In fact, some words have been pressed in my heart for a long time. I should say it. It's good for all of us. Zisheng, you know, Shen Ao has always refused to let me go. Our wedding date has been pushed back. I can't afford to wait now, so let's just forget it."
Li Ruoxi said as she unpacked the lunch box, as if talking about other people's affairs.
"Are you kidding or serious?" Fu Zisheng asked in surprise. He was not prepared at the moment.
"What do you think?" Li Ruoxi said with a smile, "I never like joking. You know me, so what I said is from my heart. I hope you can accept it. When we met, the weather was very good that day, and it's the same today. The weather outside is very good. At the same time, you are also very good. It's just that we are not suitable. I don't want to delay you. Similarly, I also want to, Give yourself a better future. "
"Ruoxi, did anyone tell you something?" Fu Zisheng asked seriously.
"It's not what other people said, but I suddenly figured it out. I think I should live a more decent life instead of wasting time." Li Ruoxi said with a smile, "if I am separated from you, I can live a more natural and unrestrained life. I don't want to delay you all the time so that you don't miss some beautiful things."
"I don't think it's a delay. Why do you say that?" Fu Zisheng had a temper.
"I know that you will be angry when I say that, but what I say is also true..." Li Ruoxi repressed her emotions, and then continued, "I am very grateful to you for being with me when I need love most. Frankly speaking, I am moved to you at most, but not in love. I think it's too bad to be with you like this, It's a kind of deception to you. I don't want to cheat you all the time. If I marry you, I don't mind. I'm even willing to cheat you for a lifetime. But now, we can't even be sure when we will get married. We can't even be together. Therefore, I really can't delay you, otherwise my conscience will never be upset, I can't hurt you“
"But when we were together before, you didn't say that. You said that you would always be with me and would marry me." Fu Zisheng pinched Li Ruoxi's white face, "why do you change your mind now, because you want to go back to Shen Ao's side? I know that I'm not as good as Shen Ao now, but I've been working hard. Soon, I'll become more powerful than Shen Ao. At that time, no matter what Shen Ao wants to do to me, I can protect you. "
"I'm sorry, I've made up my mind about it. I've put it off for too long..." Li Ruoxi shook her head and said, "Zisheng, in the future, you will definitely meet a woman who is better to you, but that woman is not me."
"Oh, if you want to go, it's not so easy. Do you think it's fun to play with me like this?" Fu Zisheng asked sarcastically.
"You think too much, I really don't think so..." Li Ruoxi glared. "I just feel that it's not suitable between us now. Separation is the best result. Don't think too much. I won't be with Shen Ao. It's even more impossible for me and him."
"Ruoxi, you'd better tell me the truth. In fact, when you were with me, you didn't forget Shen Ao, did you? You were just moved by me, but you never loved me..."
Fu Zisheng keeps saying this, but also reminds himself that this woman doesn't love herself at all.
"Although I don't want to admit it, it's similar to what you think. I really don't love you, and I'm just moved by you." Li Ruoxi can finally realize her selfishness, "because I think, in this world, no one will ever see the worst side of me, but still choose to be by my side. You say, I've loved me for a long time, I'm really moved. I didn't expect that you would always pay for me and help me to be reborn... Zisheng, I really thank you."
"But what I want is not thanks..." Fu Zisheng gritted his teeth. "What I want is you, stay with me all the time."
"Sorry..."
Besides these three words, Li Ruoxi doesn't know what else to say