Chapter 575

The yellow light in the carriage shone on the man's face, sketching his sharp outline. His jaw was tightened, his long fingertips were on his knees, and he knocked every time.

Xia Yanran looks at his dark eyes like the sea, and her nose is slightly sour. "Xiao Yi, Lord Qin almost killed you. Why do you cooperate with him? Do you want revenge or -- "

before she finished, she was interrupted by his cold voice. He looked at her eyes sharp and cold. "Yes, I left a pair of leather shoes for Xi to find. I knew that Lord Qin would find a way to find me."

Xia Yanran knows that he hasn't finished speaking and keeps beating him. She just looks at him with her breath tightened.

"I was brought out by Lord Qin alone. I can't start with him first. But he is not benevolent first, don't blame me for no justice! Yan Ran, I want to go back to Hong Kong and become the leader of the guild. I want to kill Lord Qin. "

Xia Yanran put her hands in front of her body, tightly twisted together, and her lashes were shaking violently.

She wants to go back to Hong Kong and get involved in the bloody world again.

After that, she and he, one is light, the other is dark.

It's really two parallel lines that can't intersect.

"Xiao Yi, can't you go back to normal life?" She asked astringently, as if her throat had been held tightly by an invisible black hand.

Xiao Yi feels for cigarettes and lighters from his trouser pocket. He holds the cigarettes between his thin lips and plays with the lighters at the fingertips, but he never lights them.

It took a long time for him to say, "this life is impossible." He once wanted to wash white, change his face and become a serious businessman. But he has a black history, a rival, and his hands are stained with blood. He has a good life. Some people don't like him. If he does not rise, he can only become a fish.

"Back to the gang, I have only two ways to go, either to be the leader or to die. After becoming the eldest, my life will be even less valuable, and countless people will want to take my head. In order to protect myself, I can only sit firmly in that seat. I can't live a normal life in my life. "

Xia Yanran's tears hovering in her eyes fell uncontrollably.

She knows everything he says.

But she was powerless.

Unable to change his current situation or support his choice.

Xiao Yi looks at Xia Yanran's tears. He raises his big palm and coarsely erases the tears from her eyes.

Looking at her eyes deep dark and deep for several times, "Yan Ran, I did not regret that I forced you to imprison.". You bring me a lot of warmth and happiness. "

He leaned over and kissed off the tears that had slipped into her face and were about to spill into her lips.

Holding her small face in a big, broad hand with thin cocoon, "if it had been a year ago, I would have taken you to Hong Kong. If I become the eldest, you are the eldest sister-in-law. If I die, you can't live with me. "

"But after this time, I can't be so selfish. The best gift for you is to set you free. "

Xia Yanran's eyelashes were shaking violently with water mist, and her heart was tightly clenched into a ball, which made her suffocate.

She almost shouted to him, I want to leave with you.

However, he is not what he was a year ago. A year ago, he was a white washed businessman, doing business seriously.

Now, what he has to do is what she hates the most and can't accept.

Everyone has his own outlook on life, values and morality. It's impossible to force change because of love.

It was because he knew that she was a just, kind and positive girl. So he didn't want to take her into the dark and dirty gray world.

Don't leave here. Be well.

Not because they don't love each other, but because they have real problems.

It's like a gap that can't be crossed.

Xia Yanran looked at him with dim eyes and tears. Her lips couldn't stop shaking. She raised her hands and held his head. Her voice choked. "Xiao Yi, have you ever loved me?"

Xiao Yi looks at her deeply and doesn't answer.

He doesn't know what it's like to love someone, but if he doesn't, will he give up her and give her freedom?

"As you said before, I am a rascal, a jerk, such a person, not worthy of love."

Xia Yanran's heart was twitching.

So forced by the reality of separation, let her than to see him derail, embrace other women, more uncomfortable, more powerless.

Perhaps, some couples break up, can see hope.

But she and he separated, is a stranger.

Once he entered the dark world, he would never return.

And she has no way to accept it.

Xia Yanran let go of her hands holding his head and wiped her tears with the back of her hand. She nodded to him, "you are really a bastard, but I don't want to cheat you, Xiao Yi, I loved you as a bastard."

Xiao Yi hears Xia Yanran's words, and her body and soul all shake with her.

She said she loved him.

He thought that she would only hate him.Once, more envy Yi fan, can get her love.

Now, he got it, but he didn't have the chance to enjoy it.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes. She opened the man's hands on her small face, looked at him, and gradually became calm. "Xiao Yi, from now on, we all forget each other, and you don't have to feel sorry for me, because without you, I will find a better one."

Xiao Yi stares at her for a long time, but in the end, he just nods in silence.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes and said nothing more. She pushed the door open and got off the car.

She didn't look back and ran away quickly.

Xiao Yi didn't get out of the car to look at her again.

Nostalgia, not give up, hard, how can anyone change the reality, can only bury all emotions in the bottom of my heart, let it ferment, rot, and then shell!

……

What I experienced in the village is like a dream.

Xia Yanran keeps herself at home for three days and nights, and gets drunk every night.

Jun yuan, Nanzhi came to comfort and take care of her in turn. She was all closed.

But she only let herself degenerate for three days.

Three days later, she came out of the room.

No slovenness. I took a bath and changed my professional clothes.

She wants to get her life on track.

She became a journalist again.

Since then, there has been no more Xiao Yi in her world.

……

Nanzhi and Yanlu are worried about Xia Yanran, but she is stronger than they think.

She is still the girl with a sense of justice in her heart. She is not afraid of power or evil and insists on her mission of being a journalist.

Nanzhi is going to send Xiaokai back to the capital after Xia Yanran returns to her normal life.

Airport.

Xia Yanran came to see her mother and son off. After hugging each other, Xia Yanran said with a smile, "don't worry, it's just a man. I'll soon forget and fall in love again. It's Gardenia you, when can you and mu shaoxiu become Zhengguo! "

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