Chapter 184

Shen Qingqing lowered her head and looked at Rong Jingyan squatting in front of her. In the moonlight, his face was sad and worried. She reached out and gently touched his cheek, "Jing Yan, why are you here?"

"Suyun called me and said that the company that auditioned today was the Huo family, and you were threatened by the Huo family to keep the appointment. I was worried, so I went to the imperial dynasty, but it was late, and you had left!"

Rong Jingyan said with a smile, reaching out and gently stroking her forehead, with endless spoil.

"Qing Qing, didn't I say that? No matter what happens in the future, you can tell me that I will solve it for you. Why do you have to bear it alone?"

Shen Qingqing didn't speak, but her eyes were low.

She was torn open by Huo Tingyan and thought of ah Yan's death again. He even said that he would tell Huo tingxiao about it. What if he told him?

He gave up ah Yan, and he didn't want ah Yan!

He won't care about ah Yan at all.

The reason why I don't want him to know is that I don't want Sheng Xia to be sad. She always treats her as her biological mother!

The most important thing is that she doesn't want to be involved with the Huo family at all.

Shen Qingqing tightly pursed her lips and let a layer of water mist fill her eyes. Rong Jingyan painfully hugged her in his arms and let her lean against his shoulder and cry.

"Jing Yan, I miss a Yan. I really miss him!" she whispered, tears falling on his chest. "You know? My a Yan is very good. He can laugh at me when I was born. When I cry, he will wipe my tears with his fat hand!"

But Shen Qingqing's tears could no longer stop. She cried, "why, why is the dead man my ah Yan, and why is the dead man not him?"

"Well, Qingqing, those are over, and I will accompany you in the future!" Rong Jingyan carefully hugged Shen Qingqing and let her lean against her chest.

He knew that ah Yan in Shen Qingqing's mouth was her son who died in prison and why she went crazy for two and a half years.

Because it was a wound that she could never heal in her life.

What Rong Jingyan didn't expect was that Shen Qingqing hated Huo tingxiao so much that she even wanted him to die!

"No, it's not --" Shen Qingqing suddenly looked up, tears mottled on her pale cheeks, looking particularly desolate. "Ah Yan could have lived healthily. It was him, he killed my ah Yan! He was a murderer, a murderer --"

"Qing Qing, it's all over. Ah Yan is in the sky. He won't be at ease when he sees you like this!" Rong Jingyan half hugged her and felt her body getting cold, so he took off his coat and put it on her.

"Ah Yan probably hates a mother like me! I think even if Huo tingxiao doesn't love me, he won't be so ruthless. With his childhood acquaintance and promise, and ah Yan is also his son, he won't care!" Shen Qingqing whispered in pain, tears rolling down the corner of her eyes, "But I was wrong. I was completely wrong. I believed in the wrong person and killed ah Yan..."

In his mind, a Yan's young face emerged. One moment he was still smiling at her, but the next moment, he was burning all over and died in her arms covered with blood.

"A Yan... A Yan..." she whispered vaguely.

Rong Jingyan hugged Shen Qingqing more tightly, and he was very distressed.

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And this is also the first time he began to hate Huo tingxiao. How can a man be ruthless to the woman who loves him?

He bowed his head and gently kissed Shen Qingqing's forehead. "Qingqing, I won't let you suffer a little injustice in the future!"