Chapter 201

"Why? Don't you want to? Or do you dislike me?" Shen Qingqing said with a smile.

Hearing this, Rong Jingyan quickly stretched out his hand and held Shen Qingqing in his arms, as if he was afraid that she would repent. "I do, Qingqing, I do!" he paused and said, "Qingqing, do you know how happy I am when I hear you say that?"

Shen Qingqing didn't speak, but let Rong Jingyan hold her.

She can see that Rong Jingyan is very happy, very happy, but can she really forget the past?

"Jing Yan, I don't know if I can forget the past. I don't know if I can start again. Do you want me like this?" Shen Qingqing whispered.

In fact, she still hides a lot of things in her heart, a lot!

For example, her kidney was actually given to Huo tingxiao!

For example, when she was in prison, the dead children were her and Huo tingxiao's children!

Another doctor said that her illness was not completely cured, but she controlled it well. If she was stimulated, she would become a madman. At that time, no one could save her.

How can such a broken Shen Qingqing deserve him?

Rong Jingyan listened to her words. In fact, he knew what she was worried about. Although he didn't check her past carefully, and even some things were forcibly erased, he clearly knew that Shen Qingqing had a hard time in five years' prison.

As for why her kidney was gone, she didn't want to say, so he didn't ask, as long as she was willing to be with him, that would be good.

"Qingqing, don't be afraid. I know you've had a hard time in those five years, but I won't let you suffer a little injustice in the future!" Rong Jingyan said with a smile, and then hugged Shen Qingqing with both hands harder.

Shen Qingqing's hand was on his chest, and the hot temperature came from his fingertips, which warmed her hand and seemed to warm her heart.

But since she decided to be with him, there were some things she wanted to make clear with him.

The dim light shone on them. There was an unreal feeling. The shadow reflected on the floor was like two vines, lingering together and refusing to separate.

After a long time, Shen Qingqing pushed Rong Jingyan away. A pair of dark eyes looked at him quietly and whispered, "Jingyan, there are some things I want to tell you!" after a pause, her slender fingers entangled together and hesitated for a long time, "I also know that you have a lot of questions in your heart, some things I want you to know in the end. I don't want to hide you!"

Rong Jingyan was stunned. He also knew Shen Qingqing's temperament. If she wanted to say it, she would say it.

In that case, let her say!

Because no matter what she said, he Rong Jingyan recognized Shen Qingqing all his life!

"Sheng Xia is not my daughter. I think you should have known for a long time. She is Anne's daughter, and Anne died to protect me. Therefore, no matter how much it costs, I want Sheng Xia to be safe and give her the best, even my life!" Shen Qingqing said faintly, "I once told you that I have a child named ah Yan. He is the child of Huo tingxiao and me! Because I can't stand ah Yan's death, I have been crazy for two years. The doctor said that I am severely depressed. If one day my condition relapses, I will become a complete madman!"