In my dream, I seem to have returned to childhood.
Under the old banyan tree in Shen's courtyard, Shen Qingqing sat on the banyan tree, looked at Shen's mother with her waist crossed and said angrily to her, miss, if you don't come down again, Shen's mother will be angry.
At that time, Shen Qingqing was only a few years old. Shen's mother always combed her two braids and sat on the banyan tree in a white dress. Shen's mother would always ask her to come down and say that a girl should look like a girl. She would be so naughty in the future, but her mother-in-law didn't want it.
Shen Qingqing said happily. Then Qingqing won't marry and has been with Shen Ma all the time!
Shen's mother is always chasing her now. She says she's open-minded all day and doesn't have a door on her mouth!
The picture of laughter suddenly changed into a busy street. Shen's mother fell in a pool of blood. He said to her with difficulty, "young lady, live well..."
"No... no, no -" Shen Qingqing struggled and suddenly woke up from her dream.
Yes, it's a nightmare. It must be. The scene behind it is definitely not true!
When Shen Qingqing opened her eyes, she saw a pure white color. She also changed into a clean patient's clothes and put an infusion tube on the back of her hand.
Sitting by the bed, Lu Hanchuan, who had not slept all night, looked at Shen Qingqing on the hospital bed. He was very worried. A lot of blue beard residue had grown on his chin all night.
"Brother Hanchuan, where's Shen's mother? Why didn't she come to see me? You know? I found Shen's mother and talked to her for a while! But in the twinkling of an eye, I dreamed that Shen's mother was hit and there was blood all over my eyes... Brother Hanchuan, that's not true, right?"
Shen Qingqing looked at Lu Hanchuan eagerly with her eyes open, but Lu Hanchuan shook his head in tears.
Shen Qingqing's heart suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley. She sat on the bed. After a brief silence, she asked, "so everything in my dream is true? Shen Ma, she's gone?"
Lu Hanchuan looked at her, pursed his lips and frowned, but didn't say a word.
This time, Shen Qingqing was completely desperate!
Shen Ma is really dead!
"Why, why?" Shen Qingqing struggled out of control. She tore off the infusion needle on the back of her hand, and the blood fell on the snow-white sheet drop by drop along the pinhole.
Like a little beast out of control, she kept clenching her fist and hitting herself, "it's my fault, I killed Shen Ma, it's my fault, it's all my fault!"
Lu Hanchuan was completely flustered. He went forward and hugged Shen Qingqing's body and said in a harsh voice, "Qingqing, don't do this. Listen to brother Hanchuan tell you, okay?"
"I don't want to hear, I don't want to hear -" Shen Qingqing wanted to push Lu Hanchuan away, but she was very weak. After excessive struggle, her chest fluctuated sharply and her breathing became urgent and difficult.
Shen Qingqing kept resisting. Lu Hanchuan had no choice but to press the alarm bell at the head of the bed. The doctor and nurse quickly arrived. Two strong nurses pressed Shen Qingqing down on the bed. The doctor took out a tranquilizer needle and injected it into the muscle of Shen Qingqing's arm.
"Let go, you let go of me!" Shen Qingqing was pressed on the bed, tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, but her body was too painful to feel the pain.
Such a scene reminded her of the two and a half years when she was crazy, and so did the hospital in the prison.