Su Xingchen lay in bed, looking at the bright sunshine outside, thinking that nothing could last long, she was a little sad.
In the future, Nannan can only be alone. She doesn't know how long she can stay with her and how far she can stay with her.
Thinking about it, the child's cry rang in his ear.
Su Xingchen struggled to turn over and wanted to reach out to hold Nannan, but she didn't have any strength.
Until a man came in, he looked at Su Xingchen, his eyes full of love, sighed, then stretched out his hand to pick up Nannan, sat aside, and then picked up the milk bottle in the incubator and put it in Nannan's mouth.
The child won't cry when he gets the milk.
"Star, when are you going to be stubborn? If you don't see Shi Yue again, you'll never see her again. The doctor says your days are running out. Besides, don't you still have girls? Since girls are the last gift you left to Shi Yue, why can't you hand them over to him?" Xie Changhuan hugged the child and shook his arm, Trying to keep the child asleep.
But his eyes looked at Su Xingchen lying in bed.
When he found Su Xingchen, he was all bad.
Su Xingchen was lying in bed and was dying. She was lying quietly in the hospital bed as if she had died. If he hadn't come, maybe Su Xingchen would have died long ago.
Later, slowly under his care, she got better, but the doctor said she missed the best treatment period.
Now she's just waiting to die!
The month after the child's full moon, Shi Yue has found Erhai. He has stayed here for more than a month, but Su Xingchen deliberately avoided him and didn't let him find it. Even in order not to let him find it, she moved home many times.
Finally, Shi Yue gave up and left Erhai after looking for it for two months.
And they moved to where they live now, close to Erhai Lake. As soon as they push away, they can see Cangshan Erhai Lake.
Su Xingchen said that even if she died here, she had no regrets.
"Senior, don't say any more. I don't want to hear it." Su Xingchen smiled and then looked at the sunshine outside. She paused. "Senior, take your daughter back to the United States some time. Give it to my mother in a year. I... my time is running out."
"Xingchen..." Xie Changhuan looked at Su Xingchen. It was really uncomfortable.
She's still so young. She shouldn't have died like this. She shouldn't have died like this!
But her illness was hopeless.
"Senior, you don't have to feel sorry for me. I'm fine and happy. I'm glad to get to know Shi Yue in my life, and I'm glad to fall in love with him. I'll be with him for some time in my life." Su Xingchen said, and tears fell down. Her eyes were whirling and confused, and her voice was choking, "Just this time, I don't know whether there is reincarnation, whether there is an afterlife, whether I can meet in the next life, whether he will forget me? I don't know, I don't know anything, everything..."
Su Xingchen's voice was crying. Tears had wet her pillow towel, but her eyes were like ashes. She looked at Xie Changhuan and asked urgently, "senior, do you say we still have the next life? Can we meet again if we don't love enough people in this life?"