When Huo tingxiao heard this, he suddenly grasped his hands and didn't know what to say.
It was also such an opportunity. He missed a Yan.
If he had answered the phone at that time, ah Yan might not have died, and now he would not have caused irreparable defects in his life.
"I... didn't know you called me because of ah Yan!"
"It doesn't matter whether you know it or not, does it? Ah Yan is gone." Shen Qingqing smiled. "Ah Yan is really good. When I'm unhappy, he will hold me with his chubby little hand and laugh with me foolishly." after a pause, she looked up at Huo tingxiao, "Huo tingxiao, he's like you."
"I know, I saw photos in my diary." Huo tingxiao smiled bitterly. The unspeakable pain swept through his body again, making him unable to breathe.
Yan was mentioned again. All he thought about was the child he had no chance to see again.
Shen Qingqing continued, "those people didn't let me go because I took the children, but they made some efforts. But in order to protect ah Yan, I can't die or die. But even if I tried so hard to protect ah Yan, ah Yan still died. It wasn't in the hands of those people, but because of congenital deficiencies, they caused a high fever and pneumonia."
"The hospital conditions in the prison are too limited, so there is no way to treat them. Officer Ye has fought for me many times, but they all called down. Finally, I dialed you again. This time, unlike usual, the phone was connected, but there came the voice of your secretary. I will probably never forget what he said to me. He said, you are busy and have no time to answer my phone Words. "
"At 12:00 in the morning, what else can you do? Besides accompanying Xu Youran." Shen Qingqing's voice was still calm, paused and said again, "Huo tingxiao, I think I began to hate you at that time. When the Secretary hung up my phone, I called again. At the moment of being cut off, ah Yan also lost his breath on the hospital bed. At that moment, my whole world collapsed. I held ah Yan and felt his little body cool in my arms. Life and death were presented incisively and vividly in the dark night To. "
"Qingqing......" Huo tingxiao hoarsely looked at Shen Qingqing with sad eyes, but Shen Qingqing was very calm and formed a sharp contrast with him.
But she ignored him and continued to say her own words.
"When ah Yan died, my whole faith collapsed, and I didn't want to live, so I didn't fight back, and even annoyed me. I would fight directly with her. In fact, I was irritating them, and I just didn't want to live. In the end, it was Annie's death that really crushed me."
As she spoke, Shen Qingqing's eyes were already red. She looked up and held back her tears. Her voice choked. "At that time, I was beaten. I fought back and fought with several people of the other party. Finally, the other party was also beaten by me. She stabbed me directly with a sharpened stick. Annie saw it and threw herself directly on me."
"You know what? I watched Anne die in my arms. Before she died, she smiled and said to me, Qingqing, you have to live, live well."