Chapter 38 - Chapter 038 I don't want you anymore
She wore a white and green striped halter dress, reaching to her ankles, outlining her growing figure.
Her long black hair was tied up on top of her head with a rubber band. Her innocent face was without makeup, but she was still young and pressing, beautiful and clean.
Seeing her pale face, Bao Yan almost couldn't control himself and wanted to hug her tightly.
For half a month he had been in the hospital, watching her from the balcony during the day and watching her on the monitor at night.
That huge bear was always standing at the side of the sickbed. At night, Xia Song En would whisper a few words to the bear.
Bao Yan's heart, slowly became soft.
He didn't dare hug her again, as he had before. He was afraid.
Afraid that Xia Song En would look at her in such a way, she was so cold and distant, as if she was looking at a devil.
Bao Yan held tightly onto the steering wheel, but in the end, he still drove and followed along.
The car stopped at a small district north of Rose High School, and the three of them went to walk around the supermarket in the small district for a while, then came out carrying a bunch of things.
While talking and laughing, Bao Yan could clearly see Xia Song En lowering her eyebrows and smiling lightly, as she reached out to grab the hair around her face and tied it behind her ear.
This hint of gentleness should have originally belonged to him.
He had abandoned the entire world, but he could not get past her.
"After eating that, be careful not to turn into a pervert …"
Chi Ming Ye added with a smile.
"Chi Ming Ye, you're the abnormal one!"
As Min Zhu spoke, she chased after Chi Ming Ye to fight. Seeing the two of them fooling around, Xia Song En couldn't help but laugh.
The three of them started to divide the work, but Min Zhu and Chi Ming Ye, one was a young miss while the other one was a superstar who didn't want to be touched by the spring water, made a huge mess in the kitchen.
Xia Song En was helpless, she could only help the two of them to clean up the mess behind him.
Fortunately, the hotpot was ready before dinner.
There were cooked vegetables and raw vegetables. Chi Ming Ye opened a bottle of beer and the three of them raised their cups.
"Cheers to Song En's recovery!"
"Cheers to Song En's new residence!"
"Long live the friendship!"
Xia Song En laughed lightly, and chanted in her heart.
"Cheers to Xia Song En for determined to abandon her cowardly self!"
The three of them did not eat much, but they were so drunk that they tumbled to the ground. Xia Song En called the driver of the driver and Chi Ming Ye's driver, telling them to come pick the two up.
"Alright, alright, alright. Go home first, I'll be there soon …"
Xia Song En laughed and pushed Min Zhu out the door.
Just as he was about to come back and pack up, there was a knock on the door.
"Min Zhu, stop drinking …"
Xia Song En opened the door and smiled.
The next moment, the smile froze on his face.
The person who stood outside the door, was the Bao Yan that he hadn't seen for a long time.
Xia Song En subconsciously wanted to close the door.
Bao Yan's hand was stuck at the door.
"Sir, you found the wrong person."
Bao Yan used a bit of force to push open the door, and his huge body squeezed in.
Xia Song En leaned on the door, and didn't look at him.
His eyes stared deeply at the people in front of him, as if he was too greedy to look at them enough.
Slowly, Bao Yan reached out a hand towards Xia Song En's neck.
"Don't —" Xia Song En dodged hurriedly, and took two steps back while trembling.
Bao Yan's hand froze.
He could not help but shiver his lower lip as he looked at Xia Song En with scarlet eyes.
After a long while, he finally spoke.
"Xia Song En... "Are you that afraid of me?"
Xia Song En did not speak.
Bao Yan retracted his hand, and slowly clenched it into a fist by his side.
"I just wanted to see you. "Injuries..."
His tone was the same as before.
Xia Song En pursed her lips, and slowly raised her head.
It was as if he had been beaten.
"Bao Yan, a freak like me who doesn't have any friends or parents or people … …" "I'm very sensitive …"
"So, don't be nice to me …" I will take it seriously. It will give you a lot of trouble. "Ugh!"
Xia Song En had not even finished speaking when she was forced to look up.
In the next moment, Bao Yan's lips were already covered.
Xia Song En stared blankly, and subconsciously wanted to push him away.
But she could feel that Bao Yan was trembling.
He was trembling nonstop.
Xia Song En was stunned.
After a long while, Bao Yan finally loosened his grip on her lips.
"SHIT!"
Bao Yan cursed, and quickly turned around.
Xia Song En pursed her lips and did not say a word.
Bao Yan slowly narrowed his eyes.
Her lips were as sweet as she remembered them.
Right now, Xia Song En should be hating him to death, right?
"I was the one who did the wrong thing that day."
Bao Yan slowly said with his back facing her.
Xia Song En did not speak.
In her heart, there was no right or wrong, only missed.
"I saw your wariness towards me, your misgivings towards me, your distrust towards me."
"Xia Song En, I know … You are not willing to stay by my side. Xia Song En, I'll let you go! "
Bao Yan's every word and sentence seemed to come from the bottom of his heart.
Xia Song En could not help but tremble lightly.
After a while.
Xia Song En heard herself say.
"Alright then... In the future, I will remember, I won't casually call you, and at school, I will pretend not to know you, and I won't come back to Bo Family … … "
Bao Yan suddenly turned around.
Under the moonlight, his figure was as cold as a bone-chilling lake.
Xia Song En tightly clenched the hand hanging at her side.
Bao Yan looked at her deeply, then took a step forward and extended his right hand to pull her into his embrace.
Xia Song En's chin struck his chest.
"Bao Yan, I once disturbed you.
I'm sorry to have interfered in your life.
I've been through your life. I'm sorry.
I loved you uncontrollably. Shaw thought of you. I'm sorry.
Xia Song En's body faintly trembled, but Bao Yan did not say a single word.
Suddenly, Bao Yan released her and turned to leave in large strides.
Xia Song En went to close the door, but the gap in the door forced him to do so.
Xia Song En slowly crouched down and hugged her knees.
She didn't know if the pain in her hand was worse, or if the pain in her heart was worse.
The next day, Xia Song En went to school and bought a loaf of bread in a hurry.
"Song En!"
Min Zhu caught up from behind.
"Song En, what are you doing? Yesterday, we said that we would go and see Chi Ming Ye's show together, why are you not there? "
Xia Song En was startled, and then she remembered something else.
"Oh god, I really forgot! "I'm sorry, I'm sorry …"
Xia Song En wrinkled her little face, looking extremely pitiful.
Min Zhu couldn't stand Xia Song En's pitiful look the most. After thinking about it, Min Zhu said, "You should go and apologize to him. She must be very sad yesterday."
Xia Song En had no choice but to take out her phone and call Chi Ming Ye.
But on the other end, there was no one.
After trying a few times, Xia Song En helplessly sent a message.
"Ming Ye, I'm really sorry about what happened last night. Give me a call when you see it."
"Alright, let's go to school first."
After entering the school gates, Min Zhu anxiously dragged Xia Song En to the bulletin board.
"Wow, wow, wow, wow, what kind of explosive news is in front of us? Why are there so many people watching?"
Xia Song En was pulled forward by Min Zhu.
"Ten students from Rose High School who were on their way to Rose University Department."
First place was … Bao Yan!
Xia Song En could not help but chuckle. Bao Yan did indeed have such strength.
"Song En... You have you have you, you have you … "