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Su Xu felt as if she had returned to her childhood, back to her shabby little house. She saw a little girl squatting in a corner and crying. She was familiar with the girl, but she was also unfamiliar with her. She felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.

A woman in an old-fashioned qipao came in carrying a dirty bedding and piles of clothes. The woman looked at the crying child in the corner without saying a word. She put down her things and went out again.

After a while, the woman came into the room again. She walked straight to the girl and patted her on the shoulder.

The little girl with tears and scars raised her head, and the woman's hand was stretched out in front of her. In the center of her hand was a small, sweet, orange-yellow, cheap fructose.

The girl's crying turned into a slight tremble on her shoulders. She picked up the candy and peeled it open before stuffing it into her mouth. The sweet, sour and sweet taste of the tangerine filled her mouth.

The woman in the simple qipao looked at her for a moment, then she combed her hair and took out her clothes to wash.

The little girl stood up and hastily chased after the woman. The little figure followed behind the woman, not even an inch away from her, and they could not finish walking towards the outside. They just kept walking, and suddenly, the girl's figure became blurry, and the little girl quickly took the girl's hand.

She panicked as tears kept streaming down her face. She looked left and right, calling out to them.

Su Yi, Su Yi, Su Yi.

She cried out with fear and caution. The empty space around her went dark, and no one answered her.

Suddenly, Su Xu moved. She was woken up from her dream again, but it was so clear. She was very sad, she still had her eyes closed and didn't want to wake up.

She heard footsteps coming in and remembered that last night a man had gone back to the apartment with her. A kiss fell lightly on her cheek, and then the footsteps had gone again, followed by the sound of the door opening and closing, and then silence, and the man had gone.

Only after a long time did Su Xu slowly open his eyes. The position beside her on the bed had slowly turned cold, no longer having the warmth of a man, as if no one had slept beside her.

She got up, washed, and splashed cold water on her face. It's just a dream, a dream you can have every night, it's no big deal, isn't it.

You try to find a man, hoping to repress the various scenes of this infancy in the night's passion, and the result is that it becomes clearer.

Heh, Su Xu, you really are an innocent girl. Your naivety makes people feel like you are daydreaming.

In the mirror himself, pale and beautiful, Su Xu reached out her hand to the mirror, covering her own face in the mirror, just like her mother.

It turned out that everything was still in his memory, and he had truly carved those unsightly memories into his heart.

She sighed, forcing herself to pull herself together.

Arriving at the hotel where the exhibition was arranged, Su Xu found that she was not the only one looking tired. She took two bottles of mineral water and walked towards the window at the corner.

"Little Snow." She leaned slowly against the other side of the window, laughed, and handed out the water.

"Thank you." Ye Xue Chen smiled, still dressed in casual attire.

"Xiao Xue, you really don't want to go down and see him?"

"There's no need." Ye Xue Chen took the bottle and drank a mouthful. Her eyes were still lowered as she looked at Wang Shuo, who was smoking beside the car downstairs. He was very quiet, just smoking one cigarette after another, sometimes lingering for a while, most of the time leaning against the car, silent.

"Did he have something to say to you?" Su Xu leaned against the window, also lowered her eyes and watched.

"That's his business." Ye Xue Chen raised his head and looked at the mineral water in his hand.

"You …" Su Xu smiled helplessly, looking downstairs, "He seems to really love you."

Ye Xue Chen pursed her lips and didn't say anything.

"Are you sure you don't want to go down? I heard that today is the fifth day, so I can't let a general manager do it every day. " Su Xu laughed in a low voice.

"Su Xu …"

"Huh?"

"Do you love anyone?" Ye Xuechan suddenly asked her.

"She froze for a moment and then shook her head." No. Love, you must be very tired. "

"Yeah, I'm so tired." Ye Xueyen turned around and leaned against the wall. Looking at the corridor, she said, "I used to love you very much. Those memories were very sweet, so sweet that they were heartbreaking."

"And now?" Su Xu said softly.

"I put it down, it's true. I put it down years ago, although it was very difficult. Just when I forgot, he appeared again. I was a little lost and often asked myself if I was really relieved. "

"Within the Eastern Evil West Poison, the Western Poison once said that the more you want to know whether or not you have forgotten something, the more you will realize that you remember him even more." "You just buried him deep, not throw him away."

"I don't have any confidence anymore."

"To him?" Su Xu saw Ye Xueyen gently wipe the corner of her eyes.

"No, I have lost confidence and courage in myself." Ye Xuechan smiled with a hint of bitterness.

"Do you remember that?" Su Xu touched her, "As the spokesperson for 'Love Picking Up', how can you be so weak? Be brave, you are the representative. "

Ye Xuechan watched as she slowly got down from the bed and then said, "Su Xu, you really are a strange woman."

"Really? I thought I was a normal person." Su Xu said with a smile as she drank some water to moisten her throat.

"Hah."

"Do you know why I came back to accept the endorsement?" Ye Xue Chen blinked her eyes.

"Why?"

"Because my brother never asked me for anything." Ye Xuechan looked at her with a profound gaze, "Su Xu, you and I are the same kind of people as your big brother, so the goal we set must be accomplished, and we are not willing to admit defeat. Thus, when my prideful brother invited me back with a probing tone, I was extremely surprised. To be able to make him do this, there must be someone behind him that he valued greatly. I was curious about what kind of person they were, so I agreed to come back. "

Su Xu went silent. She knew who Ye Xuechan was talking about. Actually, she already knew that Bai Mo was interested in her. It was just that she did not break it.

"Su Xu, you're too protective of yourself. You're so strong that it makes people feel pity for you."

"I'm not really worth anybody's love. It's not worth it. " She shook her head and sighed.

She already knew Bai Mo's feelings, so she used him to bring Ye Xuechan back; she knew Wang Shuo's feelings, so she used Ye Xuechen to sign the contract; and now, she also used Ye Xuechen's and Wang Shuo's relationship to let the media report it to the public and let 'pick up love' be reflected in the public in order to achieve promotional strength.

Who would love such a woman? Even she didn't love him.

Love was such a tiring thing. She didn't even love him herself, so how could she be willing to love someone else?