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Qin Zheng accompanied her all the way back to her apartment with an umbrella.

Entering the apartment, Su Xu first went to the bedroom and changed into comfortable clothes.

"Your Volvo will be towed away by the traffic police." Su Xu wiped her hair with a towel and walked out of the bedroom.

"It doesn't matter." Qin Zheng leaned against the wall and shrugged, "do you want to take a hot bath? If you have a cold, it will be bad if you have a cold."

Su Xu sat down on the sofa and shook his head, "no need. Come and sit down. " She patted her side.

Qin Zheng picked her eyebrows and knew that she had something to say, so Paobu went to her side and sat down.

Su Xu put down the towel, word by word brewing, she sighed, and finally said: "I don't want to knock it off. Qin Zheng is a terrible thing to be born with, but I can't do it even more if I kill him. "

He nodded, blue eyes fixed on her, did not open his mouth to interrupt her narrative.

"I don't know what's wrong with me, i..." Su Xu's whole body softened down, and her anxiety curled into a ball. Every time she wants to have an abortion, the image of Su Yi will appear in her mind.

For countless days and nights, she always dreams about Su Yi. Su Xu has a feeling. In her dream, Su Yi knows all this and knows her idea of abortion.

Therefore, Su Yi with that almost indifferent and cold eyes penetrating her, like silent condemnation.

Nightmares affect her sleep quality. Every morning when she wakes up, Su Xu is restless and anxious.

But she still has to dress up as unimpeded, go to work, have a meeting, and deal with everything calmly. This endless cycle makes her nerves tense.

"I hate, no, it's disgust, I hate myself at this time, so useless..." Just like when I was young, I was weak and incompetent

"Su Xu!" Qin Zheng stopped her.

Su Xu looked to the side, only saw Qin Zheng unexpectedly stretched out his hand to embrace her, let her lean in his arms, Su Xu was stunned.

"Suxu, you are only 23 years old." Qin Zheng's voice was so soft and low that he said softly, "23 years old, the age of an ordinary college graduate. 23 years old, still can act coquettish to parents age. 23 years old, actually very young. "

"Su Xu, you don't have to force yourself to bear so much."

Qin Zhengyue said that the more he loved the woman in his arms, yes, she was only 23 years old.

Before, he didn't realize this. In fact, he was 23 years old. To some extent, he was just a child with hair.

Every time Qin Zheng sees Su Xu, she is full of spirits, enchanting and confident woman. It turns out that everyone is weak, but Su Xu, the woman, has always been strong.

Su Xu slowly, hand around Qin Zheng's waist, embrace is so familiar, she has not forgotten, or that light fragrance.

Hearing what Qin Zheng said, she gradually calmed down. This man indirectly told her that she could be weak and sad. She didn't have to blame herself for her incompetence, because it was normal and every 23-year-old woman had to go through.

Qin Zheng increased the strength of her arms. She adjusted a comfortable posture and closed her eyes.

She felt no longer cold, Qin Zheng's body heat was quietly warming her.

She didn't know when she fell asleep.

She opened her eyelids and saw a face as handsome as a sculpture. She was still held by Qin Zheng, but the place was changed from the sofa in the living room to the bed in the bedroom.

Su Xu blinked her eyelashes and stuck her forehead up, nose to nose and lip to lip.

At the beginning, she and Qin Zheng were attracted to each other because of their bodies. Now, what kind of situation is this Love

After a long time, she sighed and sat up. It was very dark in the bedroom. The curtain was drawn. As soon as she got out of bed, her waist was held by someone from behind.

"Where to go."

"Want to see what time it is."

The shaking of the bed let Su Xu know, Qin Zheng also got up.

He put his chest on her back and held her firmly from behind, like a big spoon sticking to a small spoon. Qin Zheng handed her his mobile phone.

Su Xu opens the keyboard at 5:40 p.m.

"Did I sleep so long?" She remembered returning to her apartment just at noon.

"Yes." Qin Zheng gently kisses her neck, itching.

"Why don't you wake me up? If I sleep for such a long time, I'll have insomnia at night." Su Xu put her cell phone on the bedside table.

"Suxu, I thought for a while. If you want this child, you should. I respect your choice."

She untied Qin Zheng's hands and turned to look at him. His dark blue eyes were shining in the dark.

"Do you know, Su Xu, when I heard people in the hospital say that you didn't knock it out, I was totally relieved. That feeling was very wonderful, and I would take it up..."

Su Xu quickly reached out to cover his lips, "don't say it, I don't need to promise, I don't want any commitment."

She wanted the child not because of Qin Zheng, but because of herself. If the man who sat in the same bed with her was replaced by someone else, she would still keep the fetus in her womb.She wants to be born and be kind to the newborn to make up for the unhappiness of her childhood.

Her childhood is unfortunate, she does not want her own children is also unfortunate, she should do her best to give him all the good. It's hard for others to understand this kind of compensation mentality, but Su Xu really thinks so.

"Let's just let it go, OK?"

Qin Zheng looked at her, pecked her lips and said, "OK, let it be."

Su Xu hook lips smile, "thank you."

She got out of bed, dressed in slippers and asked, "I'm hungry. Do you want to eat here?"

"Of course." Qin Zheng chuckled.