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"Suxu, listen to me!" Qin Zheng's voice also trembled. If he didn't explain it clearly, Su Xu would never forgive him.

He didn't want her to worry too much about it.

"When Shen Yunda investigated you, I didn't stop it because I was confident that you would be safe." After a pause, he thought that Su Xu was hospitalized, and his tone became astringent and full of guilt. He did not protect Su Xu well at all. He had been unwilling to let Su Xu suffer from physical abortion, but now her physical damage is more serious.

"When she investigated your life experience, my staff also brought the same information, which clearly described your past. After I saw it, my first reaction was to look for your father. I know that he is a hidden disease in your heart. I lied to you and spent a lot of effort, finally found him in another small city C City, as a mess with beggars. Information shows that you used to live in that city when you were a child. I don't know if you have any impression. "

Su Xu's heart sank, of course she remembered.

Since childhood, they have moved a lot of places, lived in many cities, just like vagrant, they can't take root in one place for a long time.

City C was the city where they lived for the shortest time. Although it was short, it was a rare peace. Her father was not addicted to alcohol at that time, and Su Yi was still very young and beautiful.

While Qin Zheng was talking, he had already stretched out his hand by the bed and took Su Xu into his arms, as if to comfort each other: "I found him, on the one hand, I want to understand your heart knot, on the other hand, I don't want to see others attack you with this matter." Although he also considered Shen Yunda at that time, he thought more that Su Xu would inevitably offend other business people if she fought in the business war. He didn't want her father to become a burden and her capital would be hurt by her rivals in business.

"So, I gave him a lot of money, arranged his way back, and personally sent him abroad, which I thought would put an end to your past, so that you don't have to worry about nightmares."

He personally arranged everything for her father abroad.

He also blocked all information about her father.

But he underestimated Shen Yunda.

"I thought no one would find him." Qin Zheng is also aware of this at the moment, Shen Yun Da found Su Xu's father and took this as a threat. "Now I want to come, afraid that I have someone else's eyeliner."

"I don't want you to worry about these things. At that time, you worked hard all day and night and fainted in the hospital. You were too weak. Later, I didn't find a suitable opportunity."

Qin Zheng deliberately conceals, but also knows Su Xu's pride and independence. She never likes her own affairs to be decided by others. He thinks that her childhood is the last thing for outsiders to know, especially him. Therefore, he has been waiting until Su Xu intended to open her heart for him, which means that she has completely accepted him, and it is also the best opportunity for him to say this and let Suxu down.

He thought that this way of guarding was the most correct way.

But I didn't expect to be the most vicious weapon to hurt her.

Su Xu was silent for a moment and then asked, "when did this happen?"

He and Shen Yunda different caliber, let Su Xu doubt.

"There was a problem with the cooperation between hcpaar and Yuanzhao. You stayed in the hotel for a few days." It was in the week when she disappeared from the crowd that he did these things for her. At that time, Qin Zheng gradually realized how deep his love for her was, just like the words he once said - how terrible it is to gather all the invisible love.

"Which one is true, you or Shen Yunda?" Shen Yunda said that she found her father, who was like a beggar, and then lured him to cooperate with her. In accordance with Qin Zheng's argument, he gave her father a lot of money and sent him abroad, because Shen Yunda was placed in the side of his eyes, so he did not know the situation, Shen Yunda went abroad to bring her father back.

Which one should she believe in?

"To which country did you send him?"

When Qin Zheng said a name of America, Su Xu was suddenly relieved. In that paradise of alcohol and gambling, her father would spend as much money as he had. Then he would become a beggar again in a foreign country, and it would be sooner or later that Shen Yunda caught him back.

She really did not know whether Qin Zheng sent him to that place on purpose.

"Although the place is rich in wine, there are also world-famous places for abstinence. I sent him to the place."

She shook her head. "You don't know him."

Abstinence from alcohol and gambling - in both cases, she had lost faith in her father as a child.

"Su Xu, this is what I have concealed about your father. What I said is true. There is no false statement. You must believe me."

Su Xu listen to the whole details of the context, just relax the tight nerves, relax the body.

It turns out that he found her father first, not Shen Yunda.

Originally, he did not stand by and let Shen Yunda hurt and attack her.

Qin Zheng hugs her tightly. Su Xu closes her eyes and lies tired in his arms. Her body is a little chilly. She can't tell if she has any resentment against him at the moment. To be sure, he used his method to protect her, but his connivance to Shen Yunda was also an indisputable fact.Su Xu's feelings for him are not deep-seated, but this is the first time that she broke through the shackles in her heart and fell in love with her heart.

This love, if compared with the score, only six points. For others, the six points are just passing the mark line, but for Su Xu, it is all she can pay. If she changes to others, she is afraid that she will not even give three points.

In this love affair, her treatment of Qin Zheng gradually changed from body to heart. She didn't believe in love, but she chose to love Qin Zheng with a little trust.

"Su Xu, I know that everything I say is powerless now, and It's late. "

Qin Zheng said in a deep voice behind her, "when everything is calm and the dust is settled, you can restore your meaning Will you marry me? I won't let others hurt you

Su Xu trembled her eyes and lashes. She did not open her eyes and did not reply.

It was really late, and she was no longer in the mood of his disguised proposal that night.

That night, she answered very seriously - do you need a property notarization. At that moment, she really wanted to get along with him all her life. She even felt that she had finally got a place to park. She was afraid that her mood and fleeting mind would not be in the future.

Qin Zheng sighed softly over her head.

Then she heard him say, "no matter whether you have drowned your feelings for me because of resentment, I will not let you go, Su Xu. Even if you hate me, even if we will make each other miserable together, I will not let you go." He knew that they would be difficult to get along with each other as before, and the small life they shared would be a difficult knot and barrier.

Su Xu's heart aches. He won't let her go She couldn't help but say, "don't talk too much."

Qin Zheng turned over and half lay face to face with her. He wanted to put his arm around her, but he was afraid of hurting her. He thought and forbeared to touch her forehead and exchange his breath. Su Xu was still pale and unwilling to open his eyes to see him.

…… This is also good, if she opened that pair of Canruo stars of resolute black eyes, he would not be able to embrace her so calmly, because once he touched her eyes, he would be hard to find his own heartache. Qin Zheng stroked her cheek. In the sunshine of this half room, her skin was as thin as cicada's wings, with faint blue meridians. She looked so weak that he had never seen it.

He dropped his kiss on her forehead, and his eyes swept over the back of her hand, leaving faint traces of needles, and his eyes were smothered.

She was really too tired. After this conversation with him, she did not seem to want to hold her spirit and maintain her posture. She allowed herself to lie in his arms with her eyes closed. Qin Zheng adjusted her posture for her to lie more stable.

In this way, he held her for almost the afternoon.

Until sunset, if not considering that Su Xu had not eaten all day, Qin Zheng was afraid that she would not have the heart to wake her up.