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The foreign new year has long passed, but the atmosphere of celebrating the new year has not been eliminated. Everyone is carnival, but he feels that there is something wrong with him, and his heart is empty.

I always feel that there is something missing, which makes the new year incomplete. Maybe there is a person missing from my side.

Unable to sleep at night, he got out of bed with his hands and feet. He was afraid of disturbing people on the other side of the bed. He put on an outer robe in his pajamas and went out of the room slowly until he came to the French window of the living room. He leaned against the wall and looked at the night outside the huge window curtain.

He seems to have insomnia frequently recently. No, it's not insomnia. He just doesn't want to sleep, because once he sleeps, he will dream about that woman.

Meeting in a dream is a great joy.

Wake up outside the dream, always empty happy a field, more increase the loss.

He abandoned her, he thought, she must hate herself, according to her character, afraid will not forgive his betrayal.

She once said to him, "this is the only time I believe in you, with all the rest of my faith." At that time, he said with a smile to take care of her words, but in an instant, he used practical actions to hurt her again and again.

He closed his eyes, and his heart was full of bitterness. He still clearly remembered that Su Xu pointed to his heart and said, "it needs a promise, a promise that will never change, a promise that I will never believe in again. Qin Zheng, you can't give me, you can't afford it."

He made a commitment, but easily deviated, Su Xu said right, he can't give her never change.

He really fell in love with Su Xu. This kind of love was especially obvious when he was out of the country. He could not be quiet in such a night.

This is his crime, and he cannot forgive himself.

He raised his hand and gently stroked the necklace on his neck and pinched it in his fingers. Through the moonlight, he could see clearly when he lowered his head. His eyes swept from the necklace to the finger, and the engagement ring on the ring finger was shining.

Finally, he sighed, stood for a moment, then went back to his room and laid back to bed.

In the dark, the other side of the bed, the woman gently opened her eyes, in fact, she had already woken up, from the moment he got out of bed.

Every night she knew that he could not sleep, and she could not reconcile to it. Could she still not change it after paying so much? She is in a low mood. Why can't her friendship of more than ten years be compared with a few short months.

Maybe it will take a little more time, and in a few days, he will be able to forget the man and put her in his heart again.

As long as we live a little longer As long as she gets along with him longer, she will. She will take the place of that woman and let him fall in love with her.

In the morning, he hardly slept. He got up and went to the restaurant to play with. When he came back to the room, he saw his partner in bed just opened his eyes. He walked over with a smile: "wake up, I made breakfast today." He bent down on the bed between the forehead imprinted a light kiss, and then affectionately held her up.

"I'll take you to the restaurant."

Say not how hard, all the way down the duplex stairs, to the downstairs she placed in the bamboo basket chair, and took out the milk for her to drink.

Shen Yunda lifted her eyelids, raised her hand with a wide jade bracelet, pointed to the table and said in a low voice, "you don't need to make these in person."

He raised his eyebrows and laughed, "why, don't you like it?"

Shen Yunda shook her head and finally showed a faint smile: "I like it."

He touched her hair with doting, watching her slowly drink milk, he asked with a smile: "I have no plans today, what do you want to do or where do you want to go?"

Shen Yunda looked out of the window. Several white pigeons were gathering in the angel fountain to drink water. She said, "there are many places I want to go."

He said, "it doesn't matter. Come one by one. I'm driven by you today."

Shen Yunda fiddled with the fork slowly, and then adjusted the jade bracelet on her lower wrist. The jade bracelet was extremely good in quality, with a width of six centimeters. It was very heavy to wear, but she liked it very much. She wore it close to her body all day and night and refused to take it off.

She raised her eyes and whispered, "in fact, the custom shop on Fifth Avenue called me yesterday. The wedding dress has been finished. I want us to go over and try it on to see if there is anything to be modified."

"Well, I'll be there in a minute." Without the slightest hesitation, Qin Zheng agreed with a smile, even the deep blue eyes seemed to contain a smile.

Shen Yunda raised her face and said, "ah Zheng, you are so nice."

Qin Zheng laughed and scolded a fool and said, "you don't like the wedding dress when you are engaged. You must choose the wedding dress carefully until you are satisfied."

"Well." Shen Yunda's eyes were bent and bright.

After breakfast, Qin Zheng pushed Shen Yunda out of the door and just walked a few steps on the lawn. Suddenly, Shen Yunda said, "stop."

Qin Zheng bent down on her side: "what's the matter?"

Shen Yunda Jiao smile: "Qin Zheng, can you carry me on your back"

Qin Zheng shaved her nose and pretended to be helpless: "I can't help you."As he spoke, he squatted down in front of her. Shen Yunda leaned forward and put her hands on his shoulder. Qin Zheng lifted her out of the wheelchair.

This morning, the sun is still warm, the weather is not cold, a single courtyard lawn, the atmosphere is harmonious and harmonious, there are faint laughter, he carries her steadily toward the black car parking outside the courtyard, at this time, anyone who sees this scene, is a knowing smile, think that this is a loving couple, Qin Zheng is such a pet, Shen Yunda is so charming and envious others.

In the dark of the lonely moment, that can not extricate all memories, has been by the rise of the sun and disappeared, as if never existed.

Maybe that pain can only exist in the night.

During the day here, we must keep our happy face and indulgence.