"Curious?"
He then said, "yes, just as you are curious about me."
Because of curiosity, so deliberately close to her?
Su Xu at first really thought that she and Lin Zixia's accidental encounter was a coincidence, but more than one time, she felt wrong. How could there be so many coincidences? Some could only be arranged by man. She thought that there was nothing that could attract special attention. But today, she met Lin Zixia again, which made her suspicious and asked him.
"We have the same experience, which I mentioned more than once, and that's why I'm interested in you." Lin Zixia replied in a few words, "Su Xu, we are the same kind, so I naturally pay attention to you. I admit that I have deliberately approached you. It is out of instinct to seek for the same kind of instincts."
Su Xu thinks that the credibility of this is only 50%.
"This time, how do you know I went to the mountain in the suburbs?" She asked again.
Lin Zixia hugged his shoulder against the table top: "if I say this time is purely a coincidence, do you believe it?"
"Do you think I'll believe it?"
Lin Zixia hands spread: "but this is the fact."
Su Xu was depressed. She thought linzixia took her to the Hutong to give her a hint of approaching him.
So she came to the seaside according to his preference, and used the silence in the car to stop the unnecessary words, just to lure Lin Zixia's words on the beach with blue sky and blue sea, such as why she approached her, how she knew her itinerary, what's more, Su Xu suspected that he knew that today was her real birthday.
But now, no matter what Su Xu asked, Lin Zixia's answer was well-organized, but it was not the most true answer. He still hid something.
This makes Su Xu can't guess, just as she can't guess Lin Zixia.
Every time when he was alone with Su Xu, he always said something unexpected, such as his similar experience with her and his difficulties in working in the group. For example, today, he would mention some things about his childhood. These words and these things are not able to talk with strangers casually. Lin Zixia seems to take her as a very familiar object, but every time she mentions private affairs, she stops. It seems that she is regarded as a familiar person, but still can't trust her.
These contradictions, Su Xu is one by one in mind.
"Su Xu, are you confused? Or do you think there are other tricks in it? "
Linzixia smile is very shallow, he overlooks the seaside, stretch out his hand to attract the shopkeeper to send up a few cans of wine.
"You should be so suspicious. Su Xu, do you have a feeling that after experiencing a change in your life experience and the hostility of the people around you, you suddenly find that the people around you are no longer credible. Few people can enter the psychological side and keep alert and alert to all people. Even if there are people to talk to, they will always have a skeptical attitude. "
He was saying something similar to what he had been hiding for a long time.
But Lin Zixia didn't stop this time. He said, "it's this state that makes me look for the same kind out of the need. Su Xu, because I see some similarities between you and me, I try my best to get close to you and want to be an ally of the predatory world. However, the previous competitive situation of Tang and Lin, as well as the vigilance that I can't get rid of, make me close to you and examine you at the same time. "
After listening, Su Xu suddenly felt that the decision to come to the beach was right.
Looking at the jar in the hands of linzixia, Su Xu said, "it's not appropriate to drink seafood."
Lin Zixia gently shook his head and said he didn't care: "I drink less, no problem." He looked up at Su Xu and continued the topic just now, "Su Xu, what I said just now, you may understand what I mean?"
Su Xu nodded, hesitated, then decided to give up eating, conveniently took a can of wine, neatly opened and linzixia gently touched the next cup: "you and I say these words, is already put down those vigilance, want to be a friend with me really?"
"Friend?" Lin Zixia raised eyebrows at her.
Su Xu sipped the wine without a match. She deliberately changed the word "ally" into a friend, which caused Lin Zixia's sneer.
The word "ally" means a lot. Not only does Lin Zixia have to examine her for such a long time, not only now, but also in the future, Su Xu can't accept this word. Just as Tang luoye once said, as a shareholder of Tang family, she can't be easily attracted.
Su Xu stood up with one hand around her waist and said, "Lin Zixia, I can't promise to be your so-called ally, but I can say that those same experiences between us can really make me understand some things that others can't understand you. At dinner, you asked me if we were friends. If you think it's feasible, we can get rid of the perfunctory situation of casual friends and try to be friends in the true sense, not involving interests, not entangled in emotions, not using tricks, not using each other. "
She pointed to the shallow water and sand dunes in front of her with her wine hand. "If you agree to be a friend rather than an ally, let's go ahead and step on the beach to see the sea. If you can't, go back now. However, after today, don't mention any allies to me, and definitely do not deliberately approach me, because in any case, I will not betray Tang's alliance with outsiders. "Linzixia drinks up the wine in the jar, reaches out his hand, and the can is squeezed into a twisted shape instantly.
He got up and put down the amount of money he should pay on the table. Then he lifted his feet and left: "let's go and step on the sand."
Su Xu followed slowly, looking at the back of Lin Zixia, who was leading the way in front of her, Su Xu suddenly felt familiar. Linzixia turned around and saw that she was walking slowly, so she stopped to wait for her. "I said new friends, can't you hurry up? Wait for the sea to rise."
Su Xu couldn't help laughing and quickening her pace. Even though linzixia was laughing and sneering at her, she didn't want to see the sinister and dark feeling that he naturally gave birth to when he didn't smile.
Although Lin Zixia's name has the meaning of being longer than summer, he does not inherit the heat of the summer solstice like his name.
On the contrary, when Su Xu and he first met, they only felt that Lin Zixia's chilly temperament made people feel uncomfortable. They didn't know what he had gone through in his growth.
Only then did she find out the other side of Lin Zixia. She could not see the cold and black ferocity in him until she got to know each other.