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Su Xu sent the revised plan to linzixia the next day, and soon received his email reply.

Su Xu moves the mouse arrow to the e-mail. As soon as she presses the left button, the computer turns black. After a second or two seconds, the screen returns to its original state. Su Xu is stunned for a moment. She thinks that the computer monitor is not in good contact, so she restarts it. Open that email again, above is Lin Zi Xia Liao's a few polite words that are satisfied with the plan.

After su Xu looked, she got up and went to the tea room. She didn't pay attention to the black screen of the computer just now.

While she was making coffee for herself in the tea room, she overheard the conversation of female employees in the office area. It seemed that she mentioned Tang Luo Ye vaguely. She was absorbed. The female employees seemed to be talking about Tang luoye's affair with other women. It seemed that she had been published in a magazine. Su Xu was relieved after listening. He was so affectionate with other women that he did not mean much when he took her to church that day.

Su Xu's feelings make a mess of bad, she does not know how to become like this, she is really disappointed in her own, but do not know how to untie this tangled red line.

Linzixia began to ask her three times, and every time she said something to her, she felt a little confused.

For example, this time, he was eating western food with her when he suddenly asked her in the sound of Piano Playing: "Suxu, if one day your relatives come back to look for you, what will you do?"

Su Xu was silent and didn't want to answer. But looking at Lin Zixia's dark eyes, she felt that this problem might be some of the problems Lin Zixia is facing now. So she asked, "how can you suddenly say this? Someone from the past came to see you recently?"

Lin Zixia just said, "I want to hear your reply."

"I have no opinion for you Let's see how they treat me before. If it's me... " Su Xu shook her head gently, and her eyes indicated linzixia that she would not recognize each other unless Unless, as she is now, she needs to find her biological father, it is best to never see her again in her lifetime.

Lin Zixia understood her meaning and didn't say anything.

Su Xu stopped for a moment and couldn't help but ask him: "you, are you encountering such tangled confusion?"? So you want to know what I think of someone like you? "

But she remembers that on her birthday, Lin Zixia mentioned his childhood inadvertently. It sounds like he got along well with his original family before he was recalled to Lin's family. Otherwise, he would not have remembered his habit of eating sesame balls in his birthday.

Lin Zixia looked at Su Xu and said, "it is."

"Linzixia, I'm really curious about your past, like a mystery." Su Xu said that everything about him started from his return to Lin's family and began to learn about commercial war. However, Su Xu knew nothing about Lin Zixia and had no way to understand it.

"Some things, it's better not to know."

Lin Zi Xia said lightly.

Then he turned to the topic and didn't want to entangle too much on this issue. This topic was obviously picked by Lin Zixia, but at the end, it seemed that Su Xu was spying on his privacy, which really depressed her.

Sometimes linzixia's words always surprise Su Xu, which makes her feel as if she is covered by fog. Some thoughts and ideas flash across the thick fog layer. But she can't see through. She always feels that there is no sunshine. As long as a light shines through the fog, she can grasp the key and successfully solve all the things that make her confused.

When Lin Zixia invited her to dinner this time, song Zishui and Li Lin, who had been out of the world of three, saw that they were pushing a baby carriage, as if they were going to go shopping in the neighborhood. Su Xu and Lin Zixia were about to drive home after eating western food, so they met in the parking lot outside.

They said hello to each other, and without much talk, they went to their own business.

Su Xu still teased the baby girl and said goodbye to the two masters. At that time, song Zishui and Li Lin both behaved normally, and there was nothing wrong with it.

But the next day, Su Xu received a call from Li Lin, she asked Su Xu to meet her at home.

Su Xu faintly knew what Li Lin was going to say to her. When she went to their house, it was already afternoon. She put down her bag and looked around. Su Xu praised: "master, the arrangement here is more and more warm."

Li Lin was very helpful when she heard this. She brought Su Xu porcelain cups, fruit plates and snack plates, "what do you want to drink, coffee, juice or tea?"

Su Xu chuckled and said, "water is OK. Master, don't be busy. I will come by myself what I want to eat and drink. It's not the first time I come here. I won't be polite. By the way, why can't we see Master song and his children? "

"Out to play." Li Lin sat next to her, raised her hair and said, "I said that Su Xu, you still have this bad problem. How can you not change your address to me and Zi Shui. In the past, when I was single, it was very difficult to hear you call me sister Lin. later, I married Zishui and stressed that we should not call our master any more. Just like snow dust, we should be friends. "

Su Xu was a little apologetic: "used to the total can't change over," she always felt that respect for the master more respected.Li Lin couldn't help nodding her forehead and sighing: "we've taught you for a while. I know that there is a certain element of gratitude in calling you Shifu. But Su Xu, the apprentice master, is so unfamiliar in terms of address and relationship. In my eyes, you have long been regarded as one of the three or five friends."

She would Is it strange.

Su Xu pursed her lips. She never thought she would bring this feeling to Li Lin.

"I'll try to change it." Su Xu drooped her eyes and was very sincere and sorry.

Li Lin sighed. She passed a fruit to Su Xu and said with a smile, "don't be burdened. Do you still keep our impression on you when you were taught and admonished a few years ago?"

Su Xu's eyes softened down: "where there is, when Mr. Tang invited someone to teach me the business rules, you were the most lovely group of teachers. I learned a lot of practical ways."

"I still remember when I first saw you, I was a young boy, and now I'm also a valiant person." Li Lin held her cheek in her hand. "Let me think about it. In order to transform you, I'm afraid it's Bai Mo who pays the most. Zi Shui and I teach you far less than he does."

Su Xu gave a meal, and the subject was finally coming.

Li Lin saw that her face was also darkened. She considered the wording and said: "a few days ago, when we returned home, Baimo didn't come to the party. When he called, I felt that his voice was not quite right. Later, in order to make up for the breach of appointment, he invited me and Zi Shui to get together alone. How can he say his state There may be no difference between coarse eyed people and him, but how can we not detect his difference after so many years of friendship? "

Su Xu dumb voice, want to ask Bai Mo how, can ask how also can not say.

"He was teasing the child and laughing at him, but there was no smile in his eyes. His kind of wrong head state is how also can't hide, ask him, say nothing, let me and Zi Shui are very worried

Li Lin said softly, with a slight sigh. "You know, when you talk about business, Bai Mo is a person who can make the other party disappear. Only when he faces some people who care, can he be warm and harmonious like spring breeze. Su Xu, what's the matter with you? Bai Mo never takes the initiative to avoid you like now. What's the matter

Su Xu was silent for a while and said, "there are too many things that can't be said clearly in one word."

"It's with Lin Zixia Li Lin hesitated to ask, "I see you are very familiar with him."

Su Xu micro frown: "and other people have nothing to do with."

She didn't know how to speak. "It's my problem."

She raised her head and said in a very light voice: "Li Lin, can you feel that kind of feeling? The more you are kind to you, the more you feel unworthy. I am full of guilt, for fear of hurting him, I always want to escape."

Li Lin sighed and said in a soothing way: "silly girl, why do you want so much? If he loves you, he will love you, and you will not be able to match what you say. We have been in touch with you since you were 20 years old. Some of them are stubborn, but they are very enterprising and vigorous. But you never admit defeat. How can you evaluate yourself so low now

"You can see clearly when you are old." Su Xu's voice was low.

Li Lin couldn't help but pat her, almost scolding: "don't be a mature tone. I'm ten years older than you. Compared with you, you are very young. Su Xu, you don't insist on your own opinions and always close up. How can you know if you don't try? You said you were afraid to hurt him, but now you don't even give him a chance to push him so far away. Isn't this a greater injury? "

"Su Xu, don't you see that Bai Mo has been waiting for you. He likes you for more than two years. He thinks that he will wait for you to grow up and accept him. But you keep avoiding, not only white Mo heart cold, even I this bystander feel angry, Su Xu, why don't you take a step forward

Su Xu can't tell Li Lin the real reason. She once took a step forward in love, but the reality immediately beat her back to her original shape, so that she can't turn over. Once upon a time, she felt that the man would be her salvation. She slowly believed him, but ended up alone.

At this point, her period of love all disappeared, sweet words, vows are illusory, she did not dare to trust.

"Li Lin You let me deal with it myself Su Xu said so.

Li Lin sighed again. She was slightly angry and knew that this kind of thing could only be solved by the party concerned. She said, "I still can't persuade you. But Su Xu, you still have to keep a distance from Lin Zixia. I always think this person is very heavy in his mind. "

Su Xu was silent, only nodded and did not speak.

After coming out of Li Lin's house, Su Xu can't help but recall her sentence: looking at him, he was smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Su Xu walked, looking down at the long shadow on the ground. The sun was warm, but she was very gloomy.