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Su Xu doesn't know how to comfort Jane. She is used to being strong, but she is not used to comforting others. The only thing I can do is go over and hold her.

In such waves of the sea, there is a pair of women who are also injured, holding each other speechless for the man in their hearts. Their past has what kind of pain, at this moment are desalinated, layer by layer, is the more profound friendship between them.

"Su Xu, promise me, be strong!" Jane holding Su Xu, light to Su Xu said such a sentence. Su Xu looks at the shore and gently points. How can she not know the meaning of this.

Several times, there are different people said to her to be strong, these are other people's advice to her, how can she not listen. The lesson is there, you are not strong, vulnerable to whom to see? No one will accompany you for a lifetime, no one can unconditionally endure your endless vulnerability.

"Even if you can't be strong, Su Xu, you still have me!" Jane suddenly so sensational to a sentence, release Su Xu's arm, Jane's smile as bright as the stars.

"One day I'm down, I really depend on you. Don't drive me away!" Su Xu was laughing and joking with Jane. All the truth was said in such a half joking tone.

"Of course, Su Xu, whenever I promise you, only you come, I will pick you up!" Jane looked at Su Xu and said it seriously, although she was her own rival in love. But how can the friendship between two people be limited to one man.

Su Xu looks back at Jane's firm eyes. Her long lost true love is different from the existence of family love. She has really found the best friendship, which is really rare!

"Now, would you like to talk about you and Qin Zheng?" It has to be said that Jane's thinking is really fast, the last second is still so moving, but the next moment, he talked about this sad topic.

"Maybe, as long as you want to hear it!" Su Xu winked at Jane. She was already a good friend by default. Naturally, she also hoped that someone could share her worries with her.

"So in exchange, can you tell me something about you?" This time, she also needs to know more. After all, since she has identified her sister, she can't be selfish and just think about sharing her pain.

"Good! As long as you want to! " As Jane replied, Su Xu, a feeling, nothing great. Where does she go that nobody likes? Why bother with a Tangluo night.

Where to start the story? Su Xu has no way to start. She knows the feelings of Qin Zheng, but the past involved is too complicated. All of a sudden, all the memories are tangled up. I really don't know where to start.

"Qin Zheng and I started with one night stand Su Xu felt that it was necessary to have such an affectation and vigorous bridge. That night's immortal trace was the place where she and Qin Zheng met for the first time. The long kiss of one minute and forty seconds laid the foundation for their future love.

"In this way, it's like a game!" Jane listened carefully, but she didn't expect that Su Xu and Qin Zheng had such a ridiculous one night stand at the beginning. It really impressed her. Su Xu was always a surprise!

Su Xu said with a bitter smile: "it was a game. Who would take it seriously at first?"

Waves in the distance, one after another, tell the legend of fate, they repeat the same action, endless. Just like Su Xu and Qin Zheng, once they meet, they have an indelible source of destiny!

This time, Jane didn't interrupt Su Xu's story. She was leaning on the dike and listening to Su Xu's speech quietly. It's still early. There's still a lot of time to listen to.

"I only thought it was a indulgence, but since then, I can't help myself physically and mentally. Qin Zheng kept looking for me, and I coveted those warmth!" It's really a sin. She should have refused Qin Zheng categorically at the beginning, but she was soft hearted.

"Later, I was pregnant with his child, and I found out that we really love each other!" At the beginning, Qin Zheng's words still stayed in her ears. She actually believed that. It was just a matter of time.

"Our feelings are more profound, and my children are growing up in my stomach! He had proposed to me At the moment, Su Xu's face is brimming with a happy smile, thinking of that moment of fragments, which woman will not be happy.

In the first half of her life, she was used to the indifference between Su Yi and her father. At that time, as long as her father came back, he would scold Su Xu as a "Stinky bitch". He didn't love Suyi at all, so she had to struggle with her mother and daughter.

Where to come to love, but is a moment of confused love, Su Xu is not believe in love. But because of Qin Zheng, she was moved and agreed.

"However, there is such a woman, she took my Qin Zheng and killed my child!"

Su Xu can't stop her anger when she thinks of her lost child. She hopes to avenge her child by herself. He has been growing up in her stomach for more than four months, and gradually can feel his existence, but there is no more.

"But I can't avenge my children, and Qin Zheng can't! That woman loves so recklessly. Her love is persistent and terrifying. It's just to save Qin Zheng's life! "The blood of that stall turned red that night, and also made Su Xu's life from then on. For a long time, she could not accept the news of Qin Zheng's engagement to Shen Yunda, nor did she dare to see their wedding.

If it wasn't for Tang luoye who forced herself to see with her own eyes, she didn't know what despair was.

Su Xu lowered her head, just saw Jane staring at her eyes, with encouragement, more than all comfort. Su Xu looks at Jane and smiles. She laughs at herself. She is so stupid, but now she is still as stupid.

"Qin Zheng owed her a promise, and in the end he married her. I thought I would never meet him again, but I didn't expect that the future city project created our meeting! "

She has tried her best to avoid meeting Qin Zheng any more. Fate makes people, and she can always involve two people together.

"I want to hide from him and forget him. I want to start afresh. I don't like him any more. But you know how I can forget him. I'm so nervous about him that everyone can hide it, but I can't hide it from myself!"

Su Xu closed her eyes, only in this way, can stop those crazy want to gush out of the tears, she does not want to be so fragile, she just tells a story.

The only thing that puzzles her is how she wants to maintain the relationship between Qin and Zheng. Is she really willing to be a third party without any reputation and share her love with another woman? She is Su Xu. Can she do it?

Although Shen Yunda is far away from home, and although she is with Qin Zheng, all of this is pale and unconvincing in front of the children in a marriage letter.

Jane got up and patted Su Xu on the shoulder. "Su Xu, you've done well enough. You can't blame you!"

She is really moved by Su Xu's narration. Jane is not an easy emotional person, but how can she be reconciled to such a sad memory of her past woman with such a strong Su Xu?

"Have you ever been reluctant? Su Xu Jane asked Su Xu curiously how she could bear it. If she was her, she might have left long ago. Such a man can't give himself any commitment. Even if he gave the first consideration, it was not himself.

"The love in this world is not willing to accept it, only willing or not!" Su Xu murmured, would she not be reconciled? Such a feeling in the determination of their own heart, there have been?

"I just love him, my heart can't help myself, only so!"

She just loves Qin Zheng and hopes to be with him. However, the reality is so cruel that even such a simple requirement can not be satisfied. The photos and notes on Qin Zheng's mobile phone hurt her heart.

She became so jealous that Qin Zheng's soft words were not directed at herself; the woman in the picture was not herself; why she and Qin Zheng's children couldn't live well, but they had to watch other women have Qin Zheng's children!

Since when, she has become such a su Xu, full of women, troubled by love, flushed out of her mind, lost her sense, a little bit trapped, love has become an endless torture. And she, there is no way!

Covering her cheek, Su Xu felt that her face at the moment should be pathetic to the extreme. She didn't want to let the obvious vulnerability be seen. The only thing she could do was to hide her ears and steal the bell and deceive herself!

"Control your mind if you don't control yourself!" Jane's tone was serious, and she broke off Su Xu's hand covering her face. Her tone was unprecedented.

"For a man to become like this, Su Xu, you really have no ambition!" Jane hated that iron was not made of steel. "But everyone has such a hopeless time!"

Jane had just been in a hot look, but now she calmed down.

"Let me tell you a story." Plain to the point, Jane quietly told her story, but she was not willing to use the first person, perhaps this memory has been forgotten by her. Now it's like someone else's story.

"There is a girl who has everything since she was a child, so she is lawless and does no evil. In her eyes, all the boys are not worth mentioning. They are just a foil to show her beauty."

"She is a high princess, naturally many people flatter her, but later, she met a strange, everything changed! The alien is always out of tune with the things around him. He is obstinate and aloof. No one pays attention to him, including the girl

"The girl's prank mentality, she told other boys to bully this alien, want him to yield. But this alien has been unwilling to give in, on the contrary, with his own efforts, conquered the boy sent by the girl! At last, she also took the girl's heart

"However, the alien is not willing to accept, so the girl lingers on and puts down all the princess's airs, just hoping that the alien can like her. She even learned the same language as him in order to communicate with others better

"However, after the alien accepted the girl, everything was different. The girl knew that the stranger didn't really love him, but she was willing to use her tears every day to get along with the boy. Those days were painful and happy! "Jane stopped midway and looked at Su Xu's mysterious smile, "Su Xu, do you know how to face such a day? It's like poppy, which fascinates you but destroys your body day by day? Is it similar to what you are facing? Love and pain are torturing you