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"Rongxuan, you are so impulsive today! I'm tired. " Qin Zheng doesn't want to hear about it any more. He, Su Xu and Shen Yunda will be hurt in their love. From the beginning to the end, he didn't love Shen Yunda. During this period, he really had something wrong, and he couldn't care about it.

Fall in love with a person, from the bottom of my heart is her, where there is the mind to spend on others. Fame without love, love without name, this is his biggest failure, why anger others. Rong Xuan's disposition, is easy to move compassion, he knew for a long time, calm think, but also should not blame him.

To be able to get such an answer from Qin Zheng, Rongxuan was also satisfied. Today, he was impulsive, but he did not regret, gently took the door, leaving this side of the world to the remaining two people.

The atmosphere of the two rooms closed gradually when they were cold. The smell of gunpowder gradually faded, but the invisible smoke of gunpowder was all around.

"Su Xu!" However, Qin Zheng opened his mouth first. In such a situation, Su Xu's expression made him feel uneasy. From the beginning to the end, Qin Zheng felt that in this relationship, he had been clinging to it, and even Su Xu's final acquiescence was only because of the accident.

But from the heart, Su Xu did not accept himself! Qin Zheng knew that Su Xu had never mentioned Shen Yunda to him from the beginning to the end, even though the fact that he and Shen Yunda had children had been spread at the PRB meeting not long ago.

The reason for this is that Qin Zheng thinks that this is Su Xu's escape. Both of them are evading this matter. Self deception, completely when it did not happen, but the fact is that it exists, now Rongxuan poked out, he did not know how to account for Su Xu.

Too much uncertainty, can finally say the export is only gently called Su Xu's name. Qin Zheng admitted that he didn't have the courage to give Su Xu an account. The choice was so difficult that he didn't care about Shen Yunda.

"I'm fine! There's something wrong with Rong Xuan today! " Su Xu tried to make herself relaxed. When she didn't hear the whole process of things from the beginning to the end, she didn't know about the poor things about Shen Yunda, all of which she had to pretend to be stupid.

"Do what you want! Always stay in the hospital. You have to deal with some things by yourself. " Just feel oneself already incoherent, Su Xu does not know what to say.

At this time, is it necessary to stop Qin Zheng from seeing Shen Yunda? She couldn't do it because she didn't dare to test the bottom line of Qin Zheng. If she really stopped her, would Qin Zheng agree.

His promise to Shen Yunda was so effective that he could let go of his deep feelings at that time and marry Shen Yunda without hesitation, and then he broke the contact with himself. Even when he was almost in danger and was followed by a black van, he believed in Shen Yunda absolutely from the beginning to the end.

All these are indisputable facts. Hold back the tears and try to make yourself atmosphere. What's the use of worrying about all this? If Qin Zheng can't give her an account, if Qin Zheng can't help herself, what else can she do?

"Su Xu, don't you blame me?" Qin Zheng's eyes became blue, and he found that he could not see through Su Xu more and more. For example, this second, she was smiling at him, and the whole person seemed so relaxed, without the questioning and hysteria he imagined.

A feeling of disappointment came to his mind. Qin Zheng doubted and worried. Did Su Xu no longer care about him? Is the happiness of many days just a dream? Just fine.

"I don't blame you, Cheng, i..." Can't go on, Su Xu did not know what to say, what to say is a strong argument, are hard of mouth. Which woman, do not want to stay with their beloved man for life, forever. But only she, is such a rough, has the love nameless.

"You can't help it. There are so many rules and regulations in this world that bind us a little bit. We have to take care of so much, who can put it all down! "

At this time, I only comfort myself. I think, who can deal with the emotional matters perfectly, just like she never thought to hurt Bai Mo, but everything is too late to recover. She and Bai Mo are destined to meet and become strangers.

It's like Tangluo night. It's clear that there's nothing between them

Suddenly Su Xu, thinking of the night of the new year's Eve, trembling carelessly, suddenly turned to look at Qin Zheng. For a moment, she only felt that the world was making people confused. I'm afraid that she and Tang luoye's affairs are not clear. They can't remember exactly what happened that night, but they have left the story behind.

"Qin Zheng, if you want to go, go. It's your responsibility! I don't want to let others misunderstand you as an irresponsible man because of me

She loved him, but did not want to let Qin Zheng bear the name of abandoning his wife and son because of herself. Even Rongxuan, who had a close relationship with Qin Zheng, came forward to blame Qin Zheng, which made Su Xu feel guilty.

Bear too much pressure on the heart, the first to lose, is always lost. How can she win Qin Zheng back? Su Xu does not know, the worst plan is, who left who, this day is not still have to go on.

"Su Xu, I..."

"If you look back on the way back, you will not have the old dream that you can't give up tonight. Who will tell you about your dream in the future? If you look back, you will go far away..."What else Qin Zheng wanted to say, he was interrupted by Su Xu's ring tone. After a long time absence, Su Xu's world seemed to be isolated from the world since he accompanied Qin Zheng into the hospital. Even the villa has not returned, let alone the company.

"Hello Su Xu's mood is not very good, she is pushing her beloved man to her lover's side at the moment, and this love enemy, she can't resist at all.

Now Shen Yunda is a pregnant woman, Qin Zheng's wife, and a weak patient. What can we argue for? As long as she lay there and did nothing, she would be able to get sympathy from others and stand out for her.

"Hello, is that Miss Su?"

"Aunt Zhang?" This time it was su Xu's turn to be surprised. Aunt Zhang seldom called her. Last time, when Tang Ling was ill, she was in a hurry to call her, which really scared her.

"Miss Su, come back quickly! Something's wrong Aunt Zhang's voice is obviously very urgent, with a cry.

She can't bear the atmosphere in this room. Su Xu just wants to escape. She doesn't know if she can watch Qin Zheng go to Shen Yunda. If she can choose, this time, she wants to go first.

"Aunt Zhang, don't worry! I'll be right back! " The urgent should Zhang aunt, Su Xu hurriedly hung up the phone, looking at Qin Zheng also did not have so much worry.

"I'm in a hurry. I'll go back first. You can do it alone Uncertain asked, Su Xu picked up the things by herself. There were a lot of miscellaneous things left here, but now I can only pick up a little.

She can't let Qin Zheng see how she is now. Maybe everything can be saved. Between her and Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng had to consider it clearly, and could not force it.

"Suxu, will you come back?" Qin Zheng only felt that he was about to lose Su Xu. Today's things were too sudden, and with Rong Xuan's abnormality, everything was out of control.

Looking at Su Xu to go, he can only ask such a sentence. If he could, he had thousands of ways to let Su Xu stay with him, but he chose the most unreliable way, but he was not willing to force Su Xu. What he wanted was su Xu's sincerity and willingness.

"Call me again!" Listen to Qin Zheng's words, Su Xu can't give him an accurate answer, only by using the previous bit to pacify Qin Zheng.

I can't figure out what Su Xu thinks. He's in a state of bewilderment. Qin Zhengshun Su Xu's meaning, and he shouts with deep affection.

"Su Xu!"

"Well!"

In a flash, all the sparks splashed, Qin Zheng's eyes lit up again, the blue like boundless sea water.

Little starlight, Su Xu eyes with tears, as long as Qin Zheng still love her, she is willing to spend her life waiting. But if one day Qin Zheng doesn't need her, then she has to turn around quietly.

No one is selfless to this point, Su Xu, are you all moved by yourself!

"I'm gone!" Warmth is always too short, they still have their own needs to do things, Aunt Zhang's mood is not very good, Tang villa do not know what happened. Just feel that all this is too sudden, Su Xu in the heart of doubt more and more big.

"I'll wait for you!" Heart has been safe, why so much. Qin Zheng stares at Su Xu. He wants to give her the warmest light and give her the tenderest look. That's just hoping to stabilize his heart.

If Su Xu can't keep going, then what hope does he do. One day, he must persuade Shen Yunda to see through everything and live a good life!

More than half an hour has passed. Qin Zheng stayed alone in the ward. After thinking about it, he dialed a series of numbers. The note name of the number is not strange, Qin Zhen. In this kind of time, the best way to deal with personal affairs is the family.

Su Xu took a taxi to Tang's villa. She didn't know what to face next. Just like the scenery in front of you, you can see the further scenery only when you drive to a certain degree.

The road of life, she can not audition again and again, only rely on intuition, touch the stone in the past, can walk step by step to see the scenery. No one can predict the future.

Su Xu is familiar with the scenery outside the window, but it's a pity that she hasn't gone through so many days, which makes people feel strange. Most of the hot summer has passed, and it will soon be autumn.

Time flies, this day in the past year, it seems that it is time for Xiaoxue to get married. She was still pregnant with Qin Zheng's child, and she was entangled in her heart and didn't know what to do.

A year later, it was Shen Yunda who was pregnant with Qin Zheng's child. She was still entangled in her heart and didn't know what to do. Time is always tormenting people, a year's time, there are such dramatic changes, she has no time to adapt, it has been more than half of the past.

On the street, cars flow like water. Qin Zheng sits in the back seat, while Qin Zhen chatters endlessly, which is in line with his character of ghosts. However, Qin Zheng was not in the mood. His mind was full of how to explain clearly to Yunda.

However, someone whom Qin Zheng never forgot was lying in the ward of the hospital with a high fever and needle holes all over his hands. However, these in her eyes are nothing, on the contrary, her mysterious smile, let people feel cold."I've tried my best, Cheng. Are you not coming to see me?" Looking at the needle in her hand with satisfaction, Shen Yunda stroked her stomach very gently.

"My child, you are so rough before you are born. In the future, I will ask her to pay back double!" No one has seen, Shen Yunda's eyes at the moment are so vicious!