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This said, Su Xu seems to understand, but even so, what is the meaning of deliberately approaching today? Can't help looking at an Yue in front of her, she is still a face of serenity, pure and spotless, also can't see is a girl who can use mind.

"It's better to see you from close range today!" As if trying to create a little cheerful atmosphere, Anyue with a smile boasted of Su Xu.

However, Su Xu is not in a good mood now. She has just had a lovely child like Du Du, and her mood is gradually getting better. However, when others mention Qin Zheng, her better mood suddenly falls to a low point. However, even the patients in the hospital know them both and know them so clearly.

"You won't be angry, are you? I'm sorry. I just saw you in a bad mood and wanted to pull you to say a few words!" Pour is a very don't want to hurt the girl, Anyue close to Su Xu, tentatively rub Su Xu's right arm.

"No anger, just a surprise!" Cover up their emotions, Su Xu gently to an Yue said such a sentence, originally prepared to go to work, now it seems that there is no that mind. It's better to find a stranger and talk to him like this.

"You know me for a long time, but I don't know you yet!" Su Xu stretched her legs to make her posture more comfortable. She came to the hospital to see doctors and patients, so it was easy to find the topic of conversation.

"The old man always has a lot of diseases. She has Dudu, the grandson, and should be very happy already!" I don't want to spend any more time on her and Qin Zheng's topic. Talking about the elderly should be a better topic.

"Yes, she likes Dudu very much. She often says that it's worth living so long in this life. It's worth waiting until Dudu is born!" Anyue's face is also gradually dizzy open a smile, although it is reluctant, but also from the heart.

"In fact, sometimes, it's really sad to see her so miserable and coughing! For Dudu, she didn't even want me to take Dudu to see her at first

Anyue has already fallen into the perception, Su Xu sits quietly listening, such a mother and son love, in her body is never dare to think, Su Yi never said love her, also did not do much, let her deeply miss is, finally left her to go alone.

"She loves Dudu so much. I know how much she misses Dudu. Naturally, she brings Dudu to see her every time. At the beginning, she would scold me, but Dudu is very sensible and can always make my mother can't bear to. In the end, it's not unreasonable. Let doodle come to visit her

Su Xu can imagine that an elderly man loves his grandson most, but because of his body, he is afraid of being bad to children. He would like to see him and would not like to see him again. What a contradictory mentality he has.

With a little sigh, there are so many things in the world that people are hesitant about. Who can make the best choice. I got this one, but I was afraid of that one. After one robbery, there will be another one waiting for me. When is the end.

"Look at me. What are you doing? Are you all right? You seem to faint just now!" Anyue at the beginning also slowly recalled, should be heard Su Xu a sigh, some embarrassed looking at Su Xu, concerned about Su Xu's body.

Kneading her head, Su Xu knew that she had just passed out. Maybe she didn't have breakfast in the morning. She went down the stairs too fast and hung her head all the time. She had hypoglycemia.

"It's OK. I love to hear you say that!" Said, Su Xu a little distracted, "your mother should be very satisfied, have you such a good daughter!"

Compared with herself, Su Xu thinks that an Yue is really a filial daughter. She can understand her mother like this and think for her everywhere. As the saying goes, "there is no filial son before a long illness", but this girl can still take care of her mother for such a long time.

From what Dudu said, he didn't have a father yet. So it is Anyue alone will Dudu big, it is not easy.

"Where am I a good daughter?" Anyue smiles and denies Su Xu's words. Her beautiful short hair covers her cheek and conceals the darkness of her eyes.

"On the contrary, I didn't know how much heart my mother broke before. Take Dudu as an example. At that time, my mother really suffered a lot of grievances!"

"Oh?" It seems that things are not so simple, a woman with her own children, the situation is so several, mostly not a good thing.

"I'm a single mom!" An Yue understatement of a sentence, it is to solve doubts.

"When I was young, I fell in love with a person I shouldn't love. When I was unmarried, I got pregnant first, and my family didn't know how many white eyes I got!" Anyue raised his head and made a soothing movement.

"At that time, my mother didn't know how much heart she broke. She had brought me up on her own, and now I'm suffering from this kind of pain, which really makes her self reproach!"

"She always thought that it was because of her that I had become like this. I was cheated by a man because of her lack of self-respect."

Su Xu does not know how to comfort Anyue at the moment. In her heart, how about a single mother? Once she was close to her. Unfortunately, without the blessing, the child who couldn't stay turned into a pile of flesh and blood and ran away."But the doctor said that my pregnancy itself is dangerous, and the child is so old that I can't abort it! My mother had to face the white eyes of her neighbors and just took me home to raise a baby

"At last, she is worthy of my mother. Du Du is very obedient, but she has not enjoyed my happiness, so she got this disease!"

Speaking of this, Anyue couldn't help crying. She should have been repressed for too long. In front of the children, how could she cry. In front of her mother, she can't show the pain and hurt her family.

"She must be very happy to have such a lovely grandson. You don't have to blame yourself! Filial piety in peacetime, you take care of her, she must be very satisfied

Gently comforting Anyue, who is buried in tears, Su Xu suddenly feels a little sad. The biggest pain in the world is that "the son wants to be raised but not to be loved", let alone such a loving mother. In this world, there are too many people suffering. Compared with them, she is too happy.

Never experienced the mother how strong love, so when lost, it will not be so heartache. And Anyue is truly experienced those full of love, suddenly want her to accept the fact that her mother wants to leave, is really very painful.

"What about the man you love? What happened to him?" Why can a person be so cruel? Su Xu is a little resentful. What she hates most in her life is such a man, who makes a woman's belly big but irresponsible.

Just as she suspected Tang Ling at that time, she thought it was Tang Ling who abandoned their mother and daughter and made her lead a miserable life for more than ten years. Every day, she suffered from that man's torture. He never does anything for his family. He just knows that after drinking, he will curse.

"I, still don't mention him!" Anyue hesitated, and finally did not say anything about the man.

"It's predestined to know you today. It's more selfish of me." Stand up, an Yue suddenly toward Su Xu inexplicably said such a sentence.

Su Xu was a little smiling, "do you want to know me? Then I'm really honored! "

Anyue gives people the feeling, plain with beauty, pure with years of precipitation of serenity, people feel comfortable and at ease, Su Xu think she is not the kind of selfish intentional flattery.

"No, perhaps I have experienced it! After giving birth to Dudu, I feel old. Sometimes, when I look at some people, I think of myself in the past! "

Anyue fixed looking at Su Xu, soft eyes with pity, full of vicissitudes.

"What do you say?" Su Xu looked back at an Yue, but did not know that such a woman, what advice do you want to give yourself?

"I'm not one of those people who love gossip. It's just that Qin and Shen's wedding was so magnificent that it's hard to know."

All of a sudden, I just feel that the sound is deafening and enlightening. Su Xu is in a trance. Today, does anyone want to remind her?

"I'm not aiming at you. In fact, even myself, just someone else's plaything, left it and didn't recognize my own children. I have seen your reports in magazines. You are different from me. You are so capable. I just think that sometimes you can fight for yourself

It was unexpected that Anyue said such a thing to himself. Su Xu was surprised. Originally thought that she was trying to persuade herself to learn her lesson and leave Qin Zheng. Now this is to ask her to fight for Qin Zheng?

"Don't be surprised, I just think that sometimes I should fight for what I can fight for. I have been in the hospital for so many days, I often see you and that man together. I can see that you are in love. Why can't we be together?"

Asked speechless, Su Xu suddenly thought that the estrangement between her and Qin Zheng was at least as simple as his marriage. Things were more complicated than expected.

"Although I am a woman abandoned by others, I still feel that I should take the initiative to strive for the happiness that I can strive for! Maybe you think there are many problems between you, but in this world, as long as there is a feeling, it is nothing. "

"The so-called problem is just a test given to you by God. Why give up so much love because of a little contradiction?"

Anyue pulled up Su Xu, one hand holding Su Xu, his eyes showed encouragement: "I heard that he had a car accident and was just sent here, you said loudly that you were the family members. At that time, you had the courage to show your love and care. Why not now?"

Encouraged by an Yue, Su Xu seemed to see that day. She was also in this hospital. Because she was nervous about Qin Zheng's injury, she said that she was his wife and signed the hospital's consent.

At that time, she thought, as long as Qin Zheng is alive, as long as Qin Zheng is alive, they clearly love each other, why should they care so much? The third person has never been her own. Qin Zheng loved her. In this triangle love, the one who is not loved is the third one.

"I..." Also because of excitement, Su Xu just wanted to say something to Anyue, but saw the elevator door suddenly opened, it was Qin Zheng who supported Shen Yunda.

Shen Yunda knows that Qin Yunzheng's legs are not good now.What a warm picture, sweet lover, and the crystallization of love. Which one did Qin Zheng love? Originally was said by an Yue eager to try the heart, but now it is hesitant.