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Back at the Tang house, Aunt Zhang had already gone to bed. There was no car parked at the door. It seemed that he had not come back to live for a long time. All this makes people some can not adapt to, the Tang house in the middle of the night is particularly cold, such an atmosphere, more and more aroused Su Xu's sorrow in the bones.

She kicked off her shoes and lay down on her bed. Originally tired of a day should fall to sleep, but Su Xu is always unable to sleep. Such a night gave her a strong sense of insecurity. She rarely had such a feeling, inexplicably feel flustered, suddenly thought of a lot.

As time went on, the face of the drunkard's father was ferocious. Because he was drunk, he beat and scolded her and Su Yi. She saw that she had been hiding in Su Yi's arms and crying. But Su Yi's arms were so cold, and Su Yi's expression was so cold, as if even her heart was cold.

Gradually, the little self did not cry, she began to stop crying, she gradually became cunning, encounter such things always find the right time to fight back at men. As long as he's drunk, as long as he doesn't hit people. Small self, because these eyes more and more hot, where is the hidden hate.

Just like in those years, or that man, as if to see through her that bit of careful thinking, "I know you hate me, you and that bitch, little bastard!"

Often at this time, Su Xu in the heart will always cold smile, if she is wild, then the man in front of him is just a wild man. If Suyi is a whore, then he is the man who whores. In any case, his humiliation to them is a deep witness to his shame.

To live, to live better, is the best revenge for him.

Su Xu suddenly thought that if she had killed that man, what would she look like now? Be put in prison or run away in the world. Or, her children won't die.

Su Xu looked at the room she lived in. She was no longer unfamiliar. She looked out of the window, almost across the same building, such a high-end independent villa, a few years ago she never imagined.

When she came here for the first time, she felt uneasy and had no place to live. Her only hope was that Tang Ling could take her in. For three years, she learned from Song Zishui, Li Lin and Bai Mo, from blind ignorance at the beginning to learning at last. People only see her surface scenery, who knows her inner suffering.

Don Ling is useless to raise people. At that time, he could take him in because of a photo and a name, but who knows how long such a mysterious thing can guarantee her stay in Tang's family. Maybe, as long as he finds her worthless, Tang Ling will drive him away.

In those three years, she walked on thin ice, forced to smile and pretended to strengthen. But who knows, at first, she didn't know anything. Was she a child prodigy? Who would have learned so fast at the beginning? What's more, the three top masters all have their own enterprises. They just give a few words and have to learn the rest by themselves.

Su Xu is most afraid of how Tang Ling will treat herself if she does not perform well. She spent a whole three years, these three years, almost more than other people's time, that is Su Xu's most bitter period of time, but also her most anxious period of time.

Learning business, she learned a lot and got along well with the three masters. But even if she gets along well, Su Xu has to admit that she didn't have a heart to heart at first, but now, how many hearts has she really made?

On the bed, Su Xu buried her head in the pillow. She suddenly found out how hypocritical she was and how cool her feelings were. Why is God so unfair, she tried to escape one cage, but into another cage.

She had no idea why Tang Ling wanted to study business by herself. As Li Lin said, the most important thing for a girl is to marry a good man. However, she obviously had no such power.

From the moment she stepped into the mall, she was ready to meet the intrigue. From the night when she and Qin Zheng began to be ridiculous, she had already chosen the door of depravity. But later, she foolishly took the fallen gate as the ultimate Savior.

Today, Qin Zheng is single again, but he has not come to find himself. Today, Tang luoye, who once touched her for a few moments, wants to marry another woman for her own benefit. And the only one, it seems that there is no attempt to her, but also people can not understand linzixia, he still hide in the dark, hide everything.

The most can not let go, but also the most ashamed of white Mo, Su Xu took a deep breath. She has not heard the news of Bai Mo for a long time. In the last memory, it is the bloodless face of Bai mo. in the end, she and he finally become strangers. Who can't believe such nonsense as lover or friend.

Because I love you so much, I don't want to see you again. I'm sorry, so I dare not disturb you. Su Xu has no courage to face Bai Mo, the only warmth of her body. Now it seems that only Bai Mo can persist in the end. Unfortunately, she didn't love him, so she couldn't pay him back.

This is also good, Su Xu thought, how can such a person be worthy of such a white Mo? He is a pure land on the market, never give people a sense of uneasiness, also not so much aggression. He is casual, not utilitarian, gentle and unremarkable, which is Bai mo.If the shopping malls are full of the domineering power of Qin Zheng and never give in; the night of Tang Luo is full of uncertainty and paranoia; and Lin Zixia is haunted by evil intentions and full of hatred. So in such a bustling shopping mall, how strong she must be in order to be invincible among these people.

All of a sudden, her mind was in a mess. Su Xu didn't know what she wanted to do because she wanted so much. She was like an old man who began to recollect the past bit by bit after she was tired. With the vicissitudes of the old eye and look down on the state of mind to recount this pile of old things.

Finally, in this piece of silence, in these scattered fragments and tangled past events, Su Xu finally fell asleep. She has never slept so deeply, there is always her side of the world in the dream, the dream, will not be as cruel as the reality. Everything in the dream is false, but it may not be true when you wake up.

When she got up in the morning, Su Xu was always in a daze and moved quickly for fear that she would be late for work. Finally, she was woken up by Aunt Zhang. Only then did she know that it was another weekend. It seemed that she had not enjoyed such a leisurely weekend for a long time.

Tang luoye is such a workaholic. It seems that he never has the concept of "weekend" in his concept. Every weekend at home, he is reading documents and running around parties. Everything seems to be so utilitarian, just like the old Tang Ling.

He was not here all week, so this weekend Su Xu seemed very free. Even, she felt that she could slowly make a pot of good tea and lie on the collapse of her favorite beauty. A few months ago, she had forgotten who sent it, but Su Xu liked it very much, but she had no time to enjoy it.

However, the good times are not long. Tea just reached the second bubble, the mobile phone kept ringing. I thought it was the company that had some emergency. However, the number showed the unknown number.

Su Xu's heart had a bad premonition, this strong feeling has been lingering in her mind since last night. Perhaps, as early as a long time ago, this feeling has begun, but in recent days has become more sensitive.

"Long time no see, Su Xu!" The opposite girl came, with a bit of schadenfreude flavor, but also can not hide the excitement. Su Xu frowned, such a voice, she may still have some reflection, but for a moment, but it is hard to think of so much.

"You really don't remember me. I'm Lin min'er!" The speaker didn't have much anger, just a little sarcastic in his tone.

"But I remember you all the time. Besides, there were so many introductions about you in the newspaper not long ago and your glorious love history. It's not just me. How many people in this city don't know about you now? By the way, I almost forgot that I had a bad year abroad. I don't know. How are you doing? "

Speaking like this, Lin min'er is undoubtedly angry with Su Xu. She has to say that after a year, she still has no improvement. As always, she likes to satirize herself, but she can't play much tricks. If she doesn't hate herself so much, maybe she should be a wonderful person.

"You'll be relieved to know that I'm not doing well?" Su Xu holds her mobile phone and doesn't think that Lin min'er just wants to say these irrelevant words to her. In fact, when Lin min'er was sent abroad, no one expected that she would come back so soon.

"How are you doing? What do you have to do with me. Suxu, I'm not looking for you for this. " Lin min'er obviously didn't expect that Su Xu would have no feeling at all. Even if she had just exposed her shortcomings like that, the woman had the leisure to make fun of.

"Let's ask Miss Lin to say something directly. My time is also precious!" Su Xu's eyebrows are cold. Her tea can't wait that long. Obviously, Lin min'er won't let her drink this pot of tea.

"It's not convenient to say on the phone. I want to talk to you face to face!"

"Is there anything else between you and me that you need to tell me in person? Miss Lin, I can't stand up to your status. Do you still want to threaten me with my father's affairs at the wedding Su Xu cold voice, in those days she can forgive Lin min'er, but it does not mean that she can really let go now.

"You Obviously, Lin min'er is choked by Su Xu's attitude, and her voice is a little angry, but she still doesn't reduce the malice of her speech.

"Anyway, your life experience is none of my business, Su Xu, don't regret if you don't come!" At the last roar, Lin min'er was very angry and hung up.

But a stone arouses thousands of waves. When Su Xu hears the word "life experience", she can no longer be rational. That is definitely the inside story that she has been searching for. For more than a year, she has been looking for detectives to look for Su Yi's past and find her father. However, these two things are like a drowning stone.

A pot of good tea has no time to taste, Su Xu's heart has already floated far away. During this time, she has been fond of memories, but it seems that these memories do not seem to help her think of anything. As a child, she had been living in the gloom and darkness, and now suddenly someone wanted to tell her her life story and what else to say about those stories.

Su Yi is her mother, and the scum is her father. Su Xu's childhood is the same as everyone else, but they are not the same. Her parents do not love her, even more do not love her. Su Yi is as cold hearted as Su Yi. How much love is left to her, she always bears in silence and finally commits suicide. And the father, what a ridiculous father, called her a little wild drunkard all day long.