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Su Xu said so, but did not know in the heart is to comfort Anyue, or comfort themselves. Looking around, Dudu has been playing happily. Obviously, he is not sad because of death. Youth is such a good thing. What's more valuable is that death is so far away from him, and sorrow is so far away from him.

"We don't know if there are diseases and pains in heaven. Su Xu, we can only grasp the present, heaven is, and only people who go there can know. How much can we hold in our hands? "

Anyue asked Su Xu this way. Su Xu looked up at an Yue. She felt more and more that Anyue's appearance was a gift from heaven. Such a single mother could give her such encouragement. It seemed that she could see through her heart and know what she was thinking.

"Anyue, are you a gift from God?" Su Xu felt that at this moment, she could not think of any other praise in addition to saying such naive words.

Anyue but slowly smile, "I am not a gift, is my mother's birth!"

After that, both of them laughed.

"Anyue, you are a wonderful man!" Looking at such an Yue, Su Xu again sent out such a sigh from the bottom of his heart.

"I feel the same way." This time, Anyue did not refute Su Xu, bent his big eyes and responded to Su Xu's praise.

"But Su Xu, no matter how wonderful I am, I am still a mortal trapped in love. I can't help myself, I can't help you! " Anyue fixed to look at Su Xu, the eyes seem to have a thousand words, but Su Xu is a little baffled.

"Anyue, what are you talking about? I'm actually very good, and I don't need help! "Maybe she was born with a strong and stubborn mind. Su Xu didn't take Anyue's words seriously. She was very good. Everything went on as she expected. What's she dissatisfied with.

"Su Xu, I'm a person who came here. You don't have to hide it from me. In fact, I couldn't get in there at all. But what I don't know is that since Mr. Qin has already known that you didn't push the woman downstairs, since Mr. Qin is divorced, why can't you come together? "

Anyue obviously did not worry about Su Xu's feelings, she was very anxious, it seems that can not see such a couple separated. Why clearly love, but can't go down? Why love each other clearly, but we should be strangers to each other.

Her own love is because of helplessness. Such a man's heart is in the region, but his eyes are in the sky. She knew that he had been rough since childhood, and was destined to be extraordinary. But in order to hate, abandon the love of people, really worth it?

An Yue heart a pain, she seems to think of their own. The person she was thinking of was supposed to be a dragon and Phoenix in the sky, but she was driven into a low ebb. He never knew how to give up, but gave up love in order to hate. Maybe he didn't think it was love.

Because of this self-esteem, Anyue didn't tell him about his pregnancy in the end. But afterwards, Anyue thought he was stupid, why not say it? The mother is seriously ill, she has been unable to raise the child, let alone give the child a good life, why not borrow the child to leave him?

But on second thought, it was damned self-esteem. She didn't want to be a stumbling block on his way to success, and even less willing to stop him from taking revenge. However, these seem to be wrong. In recent years, an Yue realized that although he returned to China as he wished, he had been deeply buried in hatred and could not extricate himself.

If I had pulled him, maybe he would not have suffered so much now. There was always news about him and his family business in the newspapers, but there was no gossip about his personal feelings. Even if Su Xu and the eyes of a rumor, it seems to be with the nature of gambling.

What's more, Anyue can see that what Su Xu likes is always Qin Zheng. This is a woman's intuition, needless to say, and has no reason. The heart is there, move to know, she will for who pain, she is most concerned about who.

In an instant, Anyue suddenly found that she had the desire to talk to Su Xu, but those past events should have been forgotten. Even if it is said, what can be retrieved.

After so many years, he has already changed. Even if you stand in front of him, he can't clearly recognize you. It's over.

See Anyue upset, Su Xu did not immediately speak. Instead, he quietly looked at him, "maybe such a question, I should not be so abrupt. But Anyue, why don't you go to Dudu's father

This sentence said, Anyue immediately can't be so calm, "has passed, what's the use of looking for him. We can't be! " Anyue dropped his head, obviously Su Xu's words touched the softest part of her heart, which was the scar that could not be opened.

"Does doodle look like his father?" This time, Su Xu cooperated with an Yue and did not continue to talk about the topic just now. But I didn't expect that Anyue's reaction was more intense than before.

"No, doodle doesn't look like his father at all. Su Xu, I don't want to raise this question for the time being, can I Gradually aware of their gaffe, Anyue sorry toward Su Xu smile, but still can not stop sad.

"In fact, I didn't mean to mention it, but we are really like him. Qin Zheng and I are both past affairs. What's the use of looking for him? It's irreparable. Besides, I can't pass my own test! "Su Xu said calm, but her heart is not calm at all. Fall in love with a person may only take a moment, forget a person is really too difficult. The human body will be renewed every seven years. Maybe it will be seven years before she can forget Qin Zheng.

Finally, Anyue is silent, two women, each was pierced. Naturally, I'm not in the mood to talk. Su Xu was the first to give Anyue steps, in the heart, Su Xu than Anyue lucky. She has no child fetters, so she has no scruples. Can an Yue different, Dudu body has his father's shadow, Anyue can not forget.

After all, she was walking alone in the street, and Su Xu's heart returned to her former calm. All day, two things happened, and she met some people who wanted to or didn't want to see. Only then did she find that she was the only one from the beginning to the end.

Su Xu doesn't know where she should go. All she has is given by the Tang family. Now Su Xu, as well as her living and living house and work. If there was no Tang family, she still didn't know what kind of things she was doing.

Before, there was Tang Ling as a father like existence, he was strict with her, asked her to do his ampere task. However, Su Xu felt a sense of security. Even if Tang Ling is divided into two in Su Xu's life, he gives her a sense of security, but also gives her a sense of insecurity.

But today, Su Xu thanks Tang Ling. But she had a real hatred. But this hate, where to start, she is just a girl under the fence, give you a few meals to eat, you should be grateful, what's more, people still have to you, so don't think about betrayal.

But from the beginning, who asked if that was what she liked. Who cares what she really needs? She can be a strong woman in business. Why not something else? Talent, does that really exist? But how many days and nights she worked hard to get the fruit.

Unfortunately, no one ever knew. Even Qin Zheng, from the beginning to the end, said, "Su Xu, you are too strong!"

It is not that she did not show her vulnerability in front of Qin Zheng, but every time she tried, all she got was that Qin Zheng felt that she was very strong. So they had to pick up battle armour and continue to be the strong woman in their mouth. No one knows what it's like to take off a piece of armor when it has been worn for a long time.

Her every decision, every fragile show, is with full trust, is to pull away their own flesh and blood, hoping to get compassion. But, after all, the desire is broken, no one can give her this feeling.

The big screen in the square announced that there was rain today, but Su Xu didn't bring an umbrella. A lot of people in the square began to change a little. But there are still people in the street in the distance, they are in a hurry, they are in groups, only themselves, stay where they are, alone.

This day Su Xu did not shelter from the rain, she stood in the rain, from the beginning of the rain to the end, so standing. No one held up an umbrella for him, someone walked by her side, but did not stop. No one expected such a heavy rain in autumn. They are in a hurry to get shelter from the rain.

And Su Xu, if she wants to be in the rain, let it be. This city, indifferent and busy, this city, prosperity but desolate, this city, belongs to her but does not belong to her. This city, will eventually forget her.

"Su Xu, why are you standing here! Come back with me In the fuzzy rain curtain, Su Xu sees who looks anxious, who throws away the umbrella, who runs towards her, who is really concerned about her.

"Finally, it's time for someone who cares about me!" In the rain, Su Xu murmured with a smile. The next second, she thought she was going to faint. Fortunately, whose arm was full of strength and firmly caught her.

Su Xu tried to look down on the face, but her vision was still blurred. Only with a smile, pulling the corner of someone's clothes. Su Xu suddenly wanted to say a word, but she had been picked up, she felt that the people holding him were running.

Perhaps he is the most concerned person in the world. Perhaps, he is his final home, perhaps, this is the so-called adversity to see the truth. Su Xu felt that it was too fragile, so she would say the most shy words.

"I finally waited for you!"

This voice is so light, I don't know if the person holding her can hear it.

"I think, have a home!"

She had no strength. For the last time, Su Xu thought. Wake up after the first sight to see that person, is worth her to give everything. Love, or pay attention to the equivalent ah, only you pay me, I dare to return your sincerity!

The rain seemed worth it in the end. But what Su Xu didn't know was that she stood in the square for so long, facing the biggest business center in the city. There, in fact, someone has already noticed her, but there is no time to be the first one to rush up.