Chapter 117

"Well, mom, remember, you only have one daughter. That's Leng Yan. I will never forget that muzixi is your daughter, you know?"

What else can Cai Yaping say, just nodding

But a heart has no reason to fall into uneasiness

When muzixi came home, he was very tired.

Before waiting for Cheng Haotian to stop and enter the room, she was lying on the sofa and sleeping deeply.

It seems that muzixi hasn't had such a stable rest for a long time.

Chenghaotian enters the room, but sees muzixi lying on the sofa, and has made even breathing sound.

Chenghaotian carefully picked up muzixi for fear of waking her up. This time, she was curious and did not have that kind of exclamation again. It seemed that she was exhausted.

Chenghaotian puts muzixi on the bed, covers the quilt, changes clothes and lies quietly beside muzixi.

Looking at the financial magazine in his hand, looking back at the quiet muzixi sleeping beside him, chenghaotian suddenly has a sense of satisfaction. It seems that... I suddenly want to live like this.

There's a reason to go home every day. I can be with this imperfect woman every day. It seems It's not that bad.

Chenghaotian is startled by his idea. How could he think so? Didn't this woman betray him like that?

He used to think he might have loved her

But now? At the moment when she and Lin nuofan set foot on the red carpet, she was just a plaything in her crotch. Why did such an idea arise in her heart at this time? No, such a man, not him!

Chenghaotian suddenly has some confusion in his mind. He is upset about his ideas. He can't sit on the bed quietly and read any more. He just gets out of bed, goes to the balcony, takes out his cigarette and lights one.

At this time, the night is not deep, and few people take such an early break. Chenghaotian takes a deep breath of smoke and spits out the smoke rings, as if he had learned to smoke for the first time in his childhood because of fun.

I must have an illusion. It must be because I'm not with another woman. That's why I have the idea of eternity. It's ridiculous.

Chenghaotian tries to solve the depression in his heart.

Do you fall in love with this woman? Love? Chenghaotian faces up to this word for the first time, as if it's impossible. There are countless women around him. When did he say love? Only when we are having a good time in bed, we force muzixi to say this, asking her to say that we love ourselves, but what about ourselves? But like a king, enjoying the feeling of supremacy.

Chenghaotian, who has always been sure of himself, suddenly has doubts about his heart and the women around him. Just because he made some weird concessions today

He even cared whether she was happy or not, and even let him tolerate Leng Yan to sit on his table because of such unimportant things.

He is so strange

One by one, chenghaotian didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked.

When he was back in bed, there was a strong smell of smoke. Muzixi frowned slightly in his sleep and said in a low voice, "what a big smell of smoke..."

Chenghaotian is a little shocked. He immediately gets up and goes to the bathroom to wash his body. He changes his pajamas and lies naked beside muzixi. As usual, he pulls muzixi into his arms.

Muzixi has been sleeping until the dawn of the morning, this sleep, sleep a long feeling.

She opened her eyes and found her clothes still on her body, while chenghaotian's hand was hanging on her chest.

She suddenly felt a sense of peace

I didn't know what happened yesterday. I was tired, but I slept soundly.

Maybe it's because of meeting Cai Yaping's mother and daughter. She has a dream. There are many people in the dream, including Leng Yan, Cai Yaping and her father. But Lin nuofan's warm smile is the most impressive. But why is she in the fog holding another person's hand and going further? She wanted to break away from that hand, but there was nothing she could do. She could only turn her head and look at rinovan, who was getting farther and farther away.

Muzixi struggled desperately to get free from another man's hand, but saw an iron chain growing out of her own bone. Every time she broke free, she would have pain to the bone. At the end of the iron chain, she could only see a man in a black suit.

Muzixi looks at the iron chain and the man holding it in fear. She tries to see the man's face in the fog, but the fog in the dream is too big to see the man over the chain.

When she saw that the iron chain slowly turned into white bone, muzixi suddenly woke up from her dream.

Feeling the pillow, it has been wet by sweat, muzixi gently breathed a sigh. Fortunately, it's a dream, but it's not true. Fortunately... There is no such chain.

Maybe I have no sense of security. How can I dream like this? In fact, what she wants to see clearly is whether the man who leads her chain is the man around her.

Muzixi wakes up from his dream and can't sleep any more.

She would like to leave the bed, stand on the balcony, and light a cigarette. She envies those women who can light a cigarette to think if there is any problem. She may need such a way to stabilize her mind in the future. It's just that I've been locked firmly in the arms of this man. I'm afraid my every move will wake up this man.

Can only lie still, listen to the men around the even breath, has been waiting for the dawn.

At last, it began to light up. Muzixi turned to look at the expression of the man sleeping beside him. The man who was the most powerful in the daytime was cruel to himself. Now he was like a baby, breathing steadily, and his long eyelashes were slightly raised. Why is this man, at this time, so naive?

Muzixi looks at chenghaotian who seems very happy in her dream. She takes back her spirit,.

When chenghaotian got up, he found that the woman in his arms was no longer there. He sat up abruptly, his head was covered, as if he had been hit with a stick, and he felt uncomfortable.

Put on his clothes, went downstairs, and muzixi had made breakfast. He sat at the dinner table. Muzixi brought breakfast. Chenghaotian wanted to ask when he woke up, but when he spoke, he found that his nasal sound was very heavy.

It seems that the weather is still cold. Last night, I stood on the balcony in the middle of the night. How can I catch a cold? My body is very good. I seldom get sick. It's like my head is stuffy.

Chenghaotian coughs gently for a few times, and his voice changes. He stops muzixi's chopsticks and asks, "do you have a cold? It's not right to hear you. "

Chenghaotian is slightly stunned, and his heart flows through a warm stream inexplicably.

Muzixi, I even care about him

Inexplicably, he was in a good mood. He replied, "maybe he got cold last night. Now his head hurts, but it should be OK. Don't worry."

Muzixi nodded seriously: "it's best to start sleeping in separate beds today. I'm preparing for pregnancy. If you infect me with a cold, my child will be in danger."

Her words immediately turned into a pair of scissors, which suddenly stuck in his heart.

It turns out It's not about caring, it's just about having children Hearing muzixi's explanation, chenghaotian felt some pain and gradually sank to the bottom of the lake.

Maybe everything around her is more important than him.

Chenghaotian put away his emotion and said, "I will pay attention to it. Maybe these two days will be busy. You can sleep on your own. I may come back late."

Muzixi wanted to ask, how are you? Do you want to have a look, go for an injection and take some medicine? To the mouth, it turned out to be such words, some cruel, some ruthless.

Muzixi opened her mouth, but she didn't say it after all. Maybe that's right. It's to give her a chance not to fall gently.

The relationship between the two people is still the relationship of mutual utilization. Chenghaotian needs her to have children, and she needs chenghaotian to rescue brother Lin.

Chenghaotian took two mouthfuls of rice, pushed away his plate, went upstairs, put on his clothes, and went downstairs. Seeing muzixi sitting alone at the dining table, he slowly ate his breakfast. He could not say what he wanted to say. He opened his mouth, and finally said, "I'm going to work, you're at home."

Muzixi nodded, didn't even get up to send chenghaotian, but slowly ate the breakfast in front of him, slowly, but chewed the food in his mouth.

When the door of the villa was taken and the traffic roared away, muzixi stopped chopsticks.

Daze, in addition to daze, there is no other feeling. She is the only one left in the empty house. The villa looks like a bird cage, which binds her freedom, makes her nowhere to go, and breaks away from the nightmare.

After finishing the dining room, muzixi was spinning and spinning in the living room until she was dizzy and lying on the carpet, but her tears fell down recklessly.

She kept thinking about the dream at night, dreaming that she had left so many relatives, dreaming that she was following the man in pain, what kind of dream it was, so painful, so unforgettable.

Muzixi is laughing at his own destiny. People say that fate is in his own hands, and all life can be controlled by himself. Why, not at all here? My destiny, from childhood, is not to choose with my father, how many were beaten and scolded, even if I grew up, I did not because of this reason.

Later, when her father was ill, he needed money and a lot of money. She somehow became the mistress of Cheng Haotian, who became her master

Perhaps, in their own lives, the warmest days, nothing is better than the time with linuofan. Each time, when they are in the most pain and need care, it is this linuofan who stands beside them, again and again.

Leaving chenghaotian and meeting Lin nuofan again may be the best time.