"I guessed."
There was no change in Feng Ziyan's expression. Lu Qingzhou did not doubt his words at all, because his following words had deeply hurt her self-esteem.
"Doesn't every woman who comes to Hokkaido who hasn't seen the world want to take pictures and pose in the snow with a ski pole and a thick cotton jacket in front of the sun? What kind of pride would it be for everyone in the circle of friends to know that you've gone where they wanted you to go, done what they wanted you to do, and then look down on them with an envious gaze?
Feng Ziyan said something that Lu Qingzhou had never thought of before. Those words were like sharp blades that stabbed her entire body. But what could she say against him? She longed for the snow and flowers of Hokkaido, for the cherry blossoms of Japan. She loved all of this because the director had told her when she was very young that she was born here, and she wanted to see where she was born, even if she was too young to remember anything at all.
She looked at his cold expression. It didn't seem like a joke. He was the person she loved the most, but he was also the person who hurt her the most. She took a deep breath as a faint mist rose from her eyes. The sadness in her eyes was so thick that it could not be dispelled.
"No need, Mr Feng. I don't know how to ski and I don't want to pose for photos of my circle of friends. It's cold. I want to stay here. "
She rejected him for the first time, calling him Mr Feng with broken self-esteem. Feng Ziyan was not as easy to talk to as she had imagined. He dragged her out of bed and tossed her onto the sofa, grabbing her hair and holding her in his hands to force her to look at the skis on the floor.
"Why? Why do you keep thinking about others when I give you everything you want? "
When Feng Ziyan said this, she almost said, "Why did I do so much, and yet you only used means against me? Am I that unworthy of your love?" Lu Qingzhou, is there really only Feng Yanheng in your heart? Is it because I'm an illegitimate child that you never loved me?
He was afraid of his identity. Just like how he was afraid that even though he seemed to reject the Feng Family, he still lowered his head and looked down for the sake of this title. He couldn't even take care of his severely ill mother. Even though he was young at the time, severing relations with his mother was the only condition for him to enter the Feng Family.
He was still a child, and he had come to terms with the power money. He had used his mother's dignity and her life in exchange for the glory of the day. However, deep inside, he was blaming himself for being a bastard who could only survive by relying on the surname of the Crown Seal Family.
Even though Lu QingZhou was an orphan, he was still the legitimate child that was born with parents. Unlike him, wherever he went, he had to accept other people's peculiar gazes. He refused or even feared contact with others, afraid that he would see others' faces of contempt and sympathy. He thought that Lu Qingzhou was in the same boat as him, but in the end, she chose the true Young Master of the Feng Family.
Why? Why was she, Lu Qingzhou, able to look down on him?
"Yes, who?"
Lu Qingzhou did not know what he said, so she could not help but ask. Feng Ziyan suddenly woke up as if she was struck by lightning, and he released his hand to let her sit on the floor.
"Nothing, nothing is important anymore."
He mumbled to himself, his eyes so empty they had no focus. It was an indisputable fact that he was an illegitimate child, so how could he force Lu Qingzhou to accept a truth that even he could not accept. He reached into his suit jacket pocket and fished for a long time. The fear still lingered in Lu Qingzhou's eyes as she looked up to see Feng Ziyan throw a ticket onto the ground. It was first class and she was scheduled to return at three o'clock that afternoon.
That is, if he had already prepared a plane ticket, he would have lied to her by saying that he would take her skiing. All he had done was to humiliate her, to get back at her for what he thought he had done when he climbed into his bed to use him for a role.
"Return to your country. Immediately. Immediately."
Feng Ziyan left the hotel with six words and a pile of skiing tools. Lu Qingzhou felt her face was wet and slippery. She reached out with her hand, and the place where her fingertips touched was burning hot with tears.
After Lu Qingzhou flew back home, there were people at the airport to take her back to the park to have her have a nice dream. She dragged her tired steps back to the small nest of her dreams and dreams, lying lazily on the bed in the master bedroom for a few days without any energy. Feng Ziyan never appeared again, nor did she receive a call from the crew asking her to film.
As Shao said, she won't live past the 30th episode. In the script, there is no more footage of her belonging to the 30th episode. In London, she had played out all the little tricks and tricks of her existence in the play, and after that it was all Shao Yulu and the male lead. She had disappeared from the play, and she was still living in the world of her beauty, a world without her beauty.
She didn't mention the filming. She had the script, too, and she had finished it. Occasionally, she would come over to ask her out for a walk and a meal. It seemed that the reason for Hai Yan's existence was to help her do Weibo and create some popularity for her. Next, he had to stop the troll army who would inexplicably attack her performance, and so on, and find someone to clean up her Weibo regularly.
Lu QingZhou almost never stepped out of the house. She did not attend all the major advertisements and business events because the company would not arrange for her to pick up announcements.
Fortunately, her salary had already been transferred to her account. When Hai Yan handed over the salary card, Flowing Water was a little surprised. "The salary of a C-list movie star isn't just that much."
She looked at Lu Qingzhou, who was also at a loss of what to do. He took the card back from Hai Yan and said, "There are several hundred thousand. It is already a lot."
She hadn't thought about how much she could earn.
"Little girl, the advertisements that I helped you pick up last time already cost more than 1 million. You're currently taking on movies, and you're even getting angry at the last movie and television productions. It's only a few hundred thousand, and those supporting roles aren't only worth that much."
Lu Qingzhou still had a silly and sweet expression. She also did not know how much she was actually worth.
"Did you not sign the contract when you promised the company to play this role? It clearly states the mirror rate and your price. "
Hai Yan felt like she was going to faint, and was even more speechless than if she had been tricked.
"Contract?" Do you want to sign a contract? "
Lu Qingzhou didn't even know that she had to sign a contract with someone for the movie. Feng Ziyan didn't tell her about the contract, she just took the script and threw it to her, then told her about her role.
"You didn't even sign the contract, did you? My god, are you a caveman? If you don't sign a contract with the company, they can give you as much money as they want. Why are you so silly? No wonder I gave you hundreds of thousands of dollars after the performance and that was all. Miss, do you know that there is something called law in this world and that there is something called self-protection? "
Hai Yan couldn't believe that this ninny didn't even know about the contract.
"But I thought they knew."