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"Why are you always staring at me?"

Su Ying noticed that Lu Qingzhou was staring at her and never took his eyes off her.

"Nothing."

Lu Qingzhou turned her face to the side and a sweet smile hung on the corner of her mouth. Her hand unconsciously tightened its grip on Su Ying's hand. She felt as if she was being taken care of. The two of them were silent for a while. Finally, Lu Qingzhou could not bear it anymore and opened her mouth.

"Sister Soo Ying, actually, I also misunderstood you and Zi Yan."

"Misunderstanding us? Why? When did this happen? "

Su Ying pretended to be unaware and pretended to look at her in surprise. Lu Qingzhou smiled in embarrassment: "It was that time when I called you. It was at night again, so I thought you guys were the ones."

She stopped after half a sentence.

"Oh, you're talking about that time."

Su Ying pretended to recall and was suddenly enlightened.

"That Feng Ziyan was indeed taking a bath."

Su Ying purposely said as she observed Lu Qingzhou's expression. Then, while her face was flushed to the point where she was about to cry, she whispered into her ear, "But I can assure you that ever since he was young, other than your mother, he has never seen anyone else as lucky as you."

"Aiya, Sister Su Ying, what nonsense are you talking about?"

Lu Qingzhou brandished her fist. Coincidentally, the elevator door opened, and she chased after it with the intention of hitting Susu Ying. Plain shadow laughed as she ran outside. This Lu Qingzhou was truly a clown. No wonder Feng Ziyan loved her so much that he could not extricate himself from it.

Soo Ying pulled Lu Qingzhou onto her own business car and drove to the house where Feng Ziyan and her mother used to live. Lu Qingwu did not know that he had so many secrets, but she suddenly felt envious of Su Ying. It seemed like they were people that would talk about everything, but she did not know that Feng Ziyan had so much information about her.

"Sister Soo Ying, sometimes I really do envy you."

She spoke out her thoughts straightforwardly while the corners of her mouth hooked into a smile, "Envy me, why?" "My son Yan will tell you everything. I've been married to him for more than three years and grew up with him, but he never told me anything."

As she spoke, her expression darkened. Feng Ziyan treated her as if he were her guardian. She understood very well that the reason she was able to safely return home was because of him. On the other hand, she never helped him much.

"Tell me?"

She seemed to have heard some big joke. Lu QingZhou turned his head to look at her and asked curiously: "Isn't it true? If you didn't tell me, I wouldn't even know that he used to go to the place where he used to live with his aunt. "

Su Ying shook her head. Her expression wasn't as relaxed as before. "I don't know either." It's just that his economy has to know where he is, or there's no way to explain it to the company. At first we searched for him like crazy, but one day we finally found him at the place where he used to live, and it was only then that we knew that he would come here every time he was unhappy. "

Su Ying recounted the scene of her dealing with Feng Ziyan. The closer she got to him, the more fragile his heart became. He wasn't as cold, aloof, and overbearing as the outside world thought he was. On the contrary, what she saw was only a lonely, helpless, homeless, friendless, and helpless boy.

A child who had just started 20 years ago. Which one of them wasn't still hanging around the university with their parents' hard-earned money? Wasn't there a gathering to pick up girls and flaunt their wealth? This was something that any boy in a normal family would do. You couldn't even see what "do" meant in him!

Because in Feng Ziyan's world, there was no one else like him, so he could only control himself. When he was sad, he would lick his wounds, and when he was happy, he would drink alone. No one could experience his hardships, much less share his joy.

"Unhappy?"

Lu Qingzhou could not help but feel surprised and slightly pained. In the past, she only knew how to act like Feng Ziyan was superhuman, as if any problems would be easily solved by him. As for his unhappiness, she never felt that there was a moment when he was unhappy.

"When he was unhappy, he was happier than he was happy. During my three years as an economic man, I hardly ever saw him smile. Only a little bit of a smile when it comes to you. "

"Mention me?"

Lu Qingzhou was overwhelmed by the favor. So it turned out that Feng Ziyan was still thinking of her.

That's right, he would often mention you when they were chatting, saying that you didn't know how much you loved to cry when you were studying, and that you were always bullied. Every time he went home, he would worry about whether you would get lost again, or be surrounded and surrounded by others, so he would greet his teacher early and leave the classroom.

Lu Qingzhou was completely dumbfounded after hearing Suo Ying's description. She knew that Feng Ziyan had always been protecting her in the dark, but she didn't know that he always went to school in advance to wait for her. She never turned her head to look behind her, and if she had turned her head back then, she would have definitely seen how carefully he had protected her love.

"He … always waits for me?"

she murmured, her eyes moist.

"Yeah, it's been like this ever since you went to kindergarten. He said that you like to cry, and every time Auntie Xiao sent you there, you would have to cry for over ten minutes before you let her go. Once, she came to pick you up too late, and you cried for an hour."

The fog in Lu Qingzhou's eyes became thicker and thicker. It was as if her heart had been struck by a heavy hammer, causing her to be unable to breathe for a long time. That was the time she remembered the most. She knew that she was an orphan, and the people from Feng Family were not her true kin. Therefore, every time Xiao Min Jun left, she felt abandoned. The time she was forgotten in the kindergarten, she thought she was going to be lost again, and she cried her heart out. She thought that this was something only she herself knew, she didn't expect Feng Ziyan to …

"What else did he tell you?"

Lu Qingzhou was already beginning to sob softly. Su Ying sighed, took a few tissues from the top of her head and handed them to her.

"Idiot, why are you crying?"

If she wasn't driving, she would definitely wipe her tears herself. This girl was someone worthy of deep love. If Feng Ziyan was so depressed, then the two of them would have to guess each other's worries for the rest of their lives.

"Me, it's nothing. "Sorry, Sister Soo Ying."

Lu Qingzhou used a tissue to wipe the tears at the corner of his eyes and smiled embarrassedly. She wouldn't have revealed such obvious emotions to others in the first place, but when it came to matters related to her beauty, she couldn't help but let her imagination run wild. Everything that happened was due to her own extreme lack of confidence; Feng Ziyan was too outstanding, and she was too ordinary, so ordinary that she didn't know why he had married her.