The narrow house, his mother, who was nowhere to be seen, and his despised identity. How could he be the Young Master Feng that everyone was envious of? He was simply the male lead of a myriad of bitter dramas. His entire body shone with a golden light, and within it, one could see the vicissitudes of life. She reached out and gently stroked his head, feeling the touch of his hair on her fingertips. At this moment, he was like a wounded beast, constantly whimpering.
At the same time, for the first time, Lu Qingzhou discovered that there were tears in the corner of his eyes. He held her so tightly that she almost couldn't breathe. Just as she was about to struggle and change into a comfortable position, Feng Ziyan's lips unexpectedly found their way up her neck.
He continued to kiss the places where his lips passed by, then found her lips. Instinctively, he seized her sweetness.
"Zi Yan."
Lu Qingzhou felt like she was going to lose her breath. She reached out to push him away but was unable to do so. Feng Ziyan's eyes slowly opened, and it was as if a clear spring flowed into his eyes, and a layer of mist rose up from within the spring, giving rise to his need and urgency. He impatiently turned around and suppressed her, and for a moment, Lu QingZhou thought that he had woken up because he had been staring at her face for a long time without moving.
However, when Lu Qingzhou once again called out his name, he discovered that he had suddenly bent over, tightly sucking on her delicate lips as if he wanted to swallow her up. He put his hand under her dress, causing her to gasp, and her staccato plea for mercy as she resisted became a aphrodisiac in his dazed consciousness.
Lu Qingzhou pressed her leg against his abdomen, afraid that he would unwittingly injure her foot, and also hoping that such a thing wouldn't happen while he was unconscious. She liked his hug, his kiss, his every touch, whether it be domineering, gentle, or even crude, as long as it was something he gave her, she would accept it without any hesitation.
Even though Feng Ziyan was in a semi-conscious state, she still easily grabbed onto Lu Qingzhou's wrists and grabbed onto them, preventing her from moving. With her other hand, she instinctively tugged at her clothes, but perhaps she was unable to pull them away even after a long time. He suddenly used both of his hands at the same time, causing her to clearly hear the sound of the buttons on her blouse falling to the ground.
Feng Ziyan's movements became more and more urgent, and before long, all of her clothes had been completely ripped off by him. He panted as he bent over, and when Lu Qingzhou heard what he said, her entire body became limp and motionless.
"Don't leave me, Qingzhou. Don't, don't leave me."
He had been calling her name the whole time, not anyone else's, but hers. It was not Shao Yu Lu, not the girl she thought she was, not any woman she had never met before. The moment Lu Qingzhou heard his name from his mouth, that kind of shock could not be replaced by any emotion.
"Zi Yan, I won't leave you. I will never leave you."
Lu Qingzhou's initial resistance had also changed to accommodate him. Her heart was constantly moving up and down, and with every kiss from her face, a drop of blissful tears flowed down from the corner of her eyes. It turned out that he had always had her in his heart. Her deep love was not a person's deep love, her love was someone who loved her just as much.
There is no better marriage in the world than with the right person, and the right person is you have him in your heart, and he has two of your people in his heart. No matter who it was, the two of them loved each other, and they would never forgive each other until their deaths.
In the past, she had only guessed at his heart from the outside and weighed it in her heart. Now, she could finally get close to him and feel his world, his heart. She could easily touch all his pain, all his suffering.
She had finally become a member of his family, not just an outsider.
Feng Ziyan released her last bit of strength and hugged Lu Qingzhou as she fell into a deep sleep. Lu Qingzhou gently caressed his sweaty back and abdomen. She hoped, just hoped, that she would soon be able to become pregnant with his baby.
Feng Ziyan took a few days to recover. The first thing he did when he woke up was to ask where he was. When he saw Lu Qingzhou's face, he felt as if he had been separated from another world. Memories instantly returned back to him. He slowly sat up in bed and looked at her with vigilance and suspicion.
"How did I get back?"
"It was Sister Su Ying who found you. When she found you, you were unconscious. Later, she found a doctor who treated you and told you to rest at home."
When Feng Ziyan heard it was Su Ying, she heaved a sigh of relief. Then, he looked at the dark circles under Lu Qingzhou's eyes. He frowned and reached out his hand to her, "Come here."
Lu Qingzhou obeyed and slowly sat down on the bed. She allowed him to gently touch her chin as Feng Ziyan looked at her carefully. Then, a rare smile appeared on her handsome face: "When did my light boat turn into a panda?"
Lu Qingzhou shyly wanted to leave, but she was stopped by him. She saw that he was not willing to easily go against his will, so she let him do as he pleased.
"You haven't been to the set for the past few days."
Lu Qingzhou gently shook her head. She was busy taking care of him so of course she did not go to the set. He mentioned the scene, but Lu Qingzhou had no choice but to mention the rain and dew. She didn't want to say it, but she couldn't help herself. The news of the meeting between him and Shao Yulu Hotel on the front page was like a nightmare that was haunting her mind.
"You called me that night because I didn't answer."
He said it himself before she asked. When Lu Qingzhou thought of the newspaper's news, she felt a burst of bitterness in her heart. However, she believed him as long as he told her about it. He saw her face darken and lifted her chin to force her to meet his eyes.
"I was in a bad mood so I went to the Longquan Hotel to get a room, and Shao Yu Lu came over in the middle of the night to talk to me about entering the crew. In the end, we got into a quarrel, and she broke her wine cup in my room, and I stepped on it and went to Susu to rescue me."
What he said was basically the truth, excluding the part where the middle Shao Rain Dew seduced him and Feng Yan Heng was the one who arranged things behind the scenes.
"Oh."
Feng Ziyan was a bit anxious, and the way she looked at her was even more passionate, as if she wanted to prove something.
"You don't believe it?"