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"Why, ma'am? Don't think too much about it. How could Second Young Master not have your child? " Looking at Lu Qingzhou, who was crying to the point of tears, Sister Xia did not know how to persuade her.

"No, I have to leave the hospital, I have to leave now." Lu Qingzhou did not want to stay any longer. Her entire body was on the verge of collapse. Being in such a bad mood, she was unable to control herself from throwing a tantrum. Since Sister Xia had never seen Lu Qingzhou act like this before, she was so frightened that she quickly rang the bell by her bedside and called for the doctor.

"I'm going to leave the hospital, doctor. I'm going to leave the hospital." When Lu Qingzhou saw the doctor, she became even more agitated. The doctor kindly advised and gave the nurse a look to get her to give her a shot of tranquilizer. After a while, the effect of the sedative worked and Lu Qingzhou slowly fell onto the bed. His eyes were lifeless and drowsy.

Sister Xia looked at Lu Qingzhou and her eyes filled with tears. Madam had been an orphan since she was young. Although being adopted by the Feng family seemed like a good life, who would be willing to go to a rich family to enjoy life under someone else's roof and not be with their parents? Now that she was faced with such a situation, she had lost a child. The other child could no longer protect her, so why did she have to suffer so much?

Thinking of this, Sister Xia couldn't help but cover her face and cry. Lu Qingzhou lay on the bed in despair, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes.

"I want my child, my child." She kept repeating this sentence when she was awake.

Feng Ziyan walked around for a long time, and only returned to the hospital in the early hours of the morning.

Seeing the wet tears still on Lu Qingzhou's sleeping face, it was as if his heart was pressed down with lead, heavy enough to make him unable to breathe.

The first time Lu Qingzhou had lost his child, he had just arrived at the hospital and the unformed child had not even seen him before he had disappeared. He was in great pain, but no one spoke of it.

This time, he accompanied her and was extremely careful and protected her. In the end, he still came to the hospital and made a cruel decision. Reality had not only dealt a huge blow to Lu Qingzhou, it had also dealt a great blow to him.

He turned on the bedside lamp and pulled out the bangs on her forehead. Her thin face had finally grown a little fleshy after recuperation, and she was so badly hurt that she looked haggard.

The light boat, his Lu Qingzhou. He had promised to protect her, but again and again he had gone back on his word.

Feng Ziyan quietly sat beside Lu Qingzhou's bed for the whole night, not knowing when she had fallen asleep.

When Feng Ziyan woke up, she saw that Lu Qingzhou had also woken up. She looked at him with her eyes wide open. Feng Ziyan moved her lips, many words stuck in her throat.

"Zi Yan, let's go home. Shall we take the children home? "

Lu Qingzhou's voice was crisp and small. A little timid and a little timid, she pleaded with all her might for the sake of her face. Feng Ziyan's heart immediately tightened. He placed his hand on her delicate face, his eyes bloodshot from the blood. He had slept with her for only a few hours at night, so his voice was hoarse when he opened his mouth.

"Qingzhou, the doctor said that the child is no longer of use. If we insist on having it, it could become a cripple in the future. " As a man, Feng Ziyan would not shed tears. However, he couldn't help but choke when he spoke of the child.

Lu Qingzhou laid down on the bed and opened his mouth. A burning tear rolled down the corner of his eye. She turned her face away from him. "I don't care, I want my child, cripple or whatever."

She turned her face away from Feng Ziyan, as if she had been drained of all energy.

In the morning, the doctor gave Lu Qingzhou a needle and she fell asleep.

"Can't we really keep the child?" Feng Ziyan held his forehead, his heart was filled with pain.

The doctor shook his head. "Mr. Feng, you should know that any drug taken by pregnant women can have a negative impact on the child. Moreover, Mrs. Feng took a very heavy drug. This is the result of our re-examination last night." He gave a four-dimensional picture to Feng Ziyan.

Feng Ziyan looked at it for a while, "I can't see it, explain it."

"The child has lost all signs of life. That is to say, Mrs. Feng has a stillborn child in her womb right now. " The doctor took the four-dimensional color Doppler and handed it to the nurse.

"A stillborn child?" Feng Ziyan rubbed her face.

"Our advice is that the stillborn child should be removed as soon as possible, otherwise it will only harm Mrs. Feng's health." The doctor looked at Feng Ziyan, waiting for his reply.

"Alright." Feng Ziyan promised.

"Mr Feng, please sign with me here to prepare for surgery." The doctor asked the nurse to take him through the formalities.

Lu Qingzhou was pushed onto the operating table in a daze. The last thing she saw was Feng Ziyan's face. An hour later she was wheeled out of the operating room, and she slowly came to her senses after the anesthetic had taken effect.

Feng Ziyan did not leave Lu Qingzhou's side for even a moment. The pain in his heart was not much better than Lu Qingzhou's.

"Qingzhou, what do you want to eat? I'll go buy it." He didn't know how to comfort her.

Lu Qingzhou shook his head. With both hands by his side, he slightly flicked his fingers. Having carried a small life for more than two months in her stomach, if she said there was no more, there would be no more. This was the second child she had lost, and there would be no next time.

"Feng Ziyan, I want to go home." Lu Qingzhou's mind paused when he heard the word 'orator'.

"Alright, let's go home." Feng Ziyan had never seen her expression before, her heart was like dying ashes.

Lu Qingzhou was brought back to the garden to have a nice dream. Other than eating some porridge, she had not eaten anything for a few days. Sister Xia looked at her anxiously. How could a man like him not eat? If he didn't eat, his body would be ruined.

Feng Ziyan also stayed at home after returning from Lu Qingzhou.

"Let me bring you Madam's food." Feng Ziyan carried the dishes prepared by Sister Xia upstairs.

The sound of his footsteps were very light. Lu Qingzhou was lying on the bed. She was already awake and was staring at the ceiling. She had only eaten a little of the breakfast that Sis Xia brought her in the morning.

"I'll get Sister Xia to collect a guest room for me tonight. I want to live alone." From the sound of her footsteps, Lu Qingzhou could tell that it was Feng Ziyan.

Feng Ziyan put down the tray, and after lightly clenching her fist for a while, she released it. "If you need anything else, just tell me."

"I have to go back to work when the moon is full." She continued to make requests.

"Alright." Feng Ziyan looked at the food on the tray, "Remember to eat. If you want to go out to work, you have to take care of your body."

Feng Ziyan glanced at Lu Qingzhou again. She was still lying quietly on the bed with her eyes lowered to the ceiling. Her gaze was completely lifeless.

Feng Ziyan waited for half an hour before going upstairs, only to find that all the food had already been eaten. It was only when he saw those empty bowls that he felt slightly better.

From that day onwards, when Sister Xia sent food to Lu Qingzhou, she would get up and eat it all.

Lu Qingzhou was served well by Sister Xia at home. Whatever he ate every day was clearly written on the menu. Seeing that her eyes had recovered the spirit energy from before, Xia Qianyu's tensed heart gradually relaxed.