Lu Qingzhou reluctantly pulled out a smile: "it's OK, really."
She forced back the tears in her eyes. In fact, she really didn't need to make a fuss. What can Shao Yulu do if she is really bailed out by Feng Ziyan? The company is his and the artists are his. Even if Feng Ziyan doesn't want her children, everything he does is right. Based on his own position, she can't oppose him, but she is tired.
"How could it be all right? If it's OK, why don't you even want to eat your favorite food? " Feng Ziyan looked at her face without emotion. The more she did, the more flustered his heart was.
"Ziyan, let's divorce." Lu Qingzhou said this in despair.
Feng Ziyan's body was stiff. He didn't know what to say or do. He pulled the landing boat and refused to let it go. After a long time, Feng Ziyan felt that a few seconds would be a century. He was numb and could not move. Finally, he asked hoarsely in a dry and depressed voice, "can I ask why?"
"No why, I'm tired and don't want to be with you. Let's divorce. " Lu Qingzhou said this heartless words and turned to leave. Feng Ziyan wanted to grasp something, except a touch of mutual despair of nothingness, nothing else.
Lu Qingzhou packed in the afternoon. Feng Ziyan was cold and lonely. Facing her refusal, he didn't know what to do. Feng Ziyan sat on the sofa downstairs and watched her simply pack and drag her luggage down. He covered his face with his hands, and his chest was about to explode.
"Light boat, can we calm down and sit down and have a chat? What can't be solved and we have to divorce?" He said bitterly: "if it's really my problem, if you ask me what I've done wrong, I'll change it."
He really didn't know what he had done wrong. It was so serious that Lu Qingzhou decided to divorce him.
"It's not you, it's me. My mistake is that I should not love you, let alone promise to marry you. " Lu Qingzhou's tears flowed first without saying anything. Feng Ziyan focused all her attention on Lu Qingzhou's saying that she shouldn't love you. He relaxed his hand and sat up straight. She finally said the word that he had been dreaming of for many years, but it was not the kind of warm moment, but the time when she decided to leave him completely. She said she loved him and loved him. Why did she leave him? So Lu Qingzhou was lying. It was a lie.
"Where are you going?" His heart is broken, he loves her for so many years, has been careful to protect her from injury, in the end, but ended up being abandoned, she did not blame him wrong, but said he should not love him, the wrong person is she is not him. He should have known that her heart is rare. A special person like him is not worthy of the happiness of ordinary people, but he doesn't believe in fate.
"I called Haiyan and she said she would let me live in her house first." She lied, and since she wanted to leave him, she didn't want him to find himself. To leave completely, she can't deal with Shao Yulu, can't help her children revenge, can't get his wholehearted love, she can't do a thing, at least can choose to escape this kind of life, choose to disappear.
"I'll see you off." Feng Ziyan helps her with her luggage.
"No, just take me to the door. I'll take the car you gave me, and when I've arranged, I'll ask Jason to return it to you. " She said that she walked clean and didn't want anything from him.
"The car is for you. I won't want it back." Feng Ziyan helped her carry her luggage to the door. Lu Qingzhou opened the garage and picked up the car. The Volkswagen was sent by Feng Ziyan when she was a freshman. After entering Fengying media, she hardly drove it, but now she wants to drive it away.
"Light boat, can you think about it? After all, there is no big problem between us, and it doesn't say that we really can't go on. If you really love me as you say, please think about it. I beg you, don't you?"
Feng Ziyan never thought that he would be so humble because of his love for land and light boat.
"I've thought about it. If you don't love me, what can you do if you stay?" She wanted to close her mouth and eyes and never say or look.
"Qingzhou, I love you, I love you for a long time, do you know. You don't even know... " Feng Ziyan is going to say that you don't even know that I have been protecting you silently since I was a child.
"I don't even know that you love me enough to kill one of my children and then watch me kill the second one without expression." Lu Qingzhou really didn't want to mention it any more. She dragged his luggage head and didn't return to the car. She turned around and stepped on the accelerator and rushed out.
Feng Ziyan stood in the yard and watched the boat disappear from his view until the boat could no longer be seen. He did not move. The dream of his life, the woman he spent all his life trying to create happiness for her, who would also bring him happiness, said goodbye to him.
He was sentenced to death for no reason, and he didn't even know why.He stood for a whole hour. The sun made his skin ache. The mobile phone ring in his pocket pulled him back to reality. He turned and walked into the room like he was suddenly awakened. The house he has been living in is the only one left in the apartment designed for them for a long time.
He stood at the porch and watched the sofa silently. Two hours ago, Lu Qingzhou was sitting on the sofa watching TV, waiting for him to cook for her. He saw her sitting cross legged on the sofa for many times, taking a bite of snacks and fruit, while he was busy in and out of the kitchen, sweating all over. He liked to see the satisfaction when she ate the food he cooked, Every time as long as she is around is his greatest happiness.
No matter how much he paid for her, and whether he gave his lifelong dream to this girl named Lu Qingzhou, as long as she was happy, everything was worth it, but she left him. How can he accept the fact that Ruying, who has been with him for more than ten years, has turned into nothing?
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When he walked into the living room, there were memories of both of them everywhere. What he wanted was not memories, but he could not stop the cruelty of reality.
She went upstairs with her slippers. The wardrobe of the master bedroom was open, and only his clothes were left in it. Her skin care products, which were full on the sink, were also empty now. It seemed that she had never appeared before, and it seemed reasonable for her to disappear.
The air seemed to smell of landing boat. Feng Ziyan suddenly smashed the glass on the mirror of the washbasin, and his hands were jammed in by large and small glass debris, and the blood suddenly gushed out. Barely a few pieces of glass on the wall reflected his split face. The people inside were sad and desperate, and the previous arrogance no longer existed.