"Ah? My aunt became a junior Lu Qingzhou was startled. She had no idea that the result would be like this.
"Yes, I became a junior by accident. No, I'm too kind to myself. I did it on purpose. I like his talent, his character and his family background. I thought that if he loved me, he would give me everything I wanted. As a result, I could hardly support my own son. "
Yu Meishan fell into deep memories. When she talked about him, her face brightened. Lu Qingzhou knew that she must have deep feelings for that man, otherwise it would not be like this. Lu Qingzhou doesn't know what Yu Meishan says, but Yu Meishan knows.
At that time, she was just a little star, and occasionally went to the night market to sit on the stage and sell wine. Although Feng Shengyu was a rich second generation, he was very strict with Feng. He seldom went in and out of the entertainment places. At that time, he was married and had Feng yanheng. Feng Shengyu is really a good man who takes care of his family, but when a man faces a woman better, it's like a train. There are always times when he derails.
Feng Shengyu was the only time that she was pulled to a bar by a friend to drink. As a result, she met Yu Meishan. Every box has a task, and she can get a commission on how much wine she sells. Yu Meishan only has one box task left, so if she wants to sell wine hard, she must know how to drink. Therefore, in order to sell more wine, she drinks bottle after bottle, When they were happy with the drink, they threw away their hands and came to a bar.
Yu Meishan's family background is not very good, and her mother is not a proper professional, so it's as common for her to mix up in this kind of place as eating and sleeping. She can see that Feng Shengyu is different from others. She wears glasses politely, speaks and drinks gracefully, and has no worldly atmosphere at all.
When she saw his face clearly, she was even more moved. Feng Ziyan and Feng yanheng inherited Feng Shengyu's good appearance and were very handsome. Naturally, Yu Meishan fell in love at first sight. That night, she also took the opportunity to drink with Feng Shengyu. At first, Feng Shengyu just drank with her politely. Later, when she drank too much, she didn't know whether she took the initiative or he took the initiative. In short, when they woke up, they were already in bed in the hotel.
Feng Shengyu was very frightened at that time. Yu Meishan covered her body with a quilt and giggled. It was his first time to steal. Maybe it's a man's self-esteem, maybe the lover outside is different from his wife at home. From the beginning of guilt and fear to later habits, he rented a house out of control and simply took care of her.
Feng Ziyan was born naturally. Everything was fine, but he didn't know from whom he heard the news and called Feng Shengyu back without any trace. He left for several years. Without a job and proper income, Yu Meishan leads a life of living beyond her means with her son alone.
By the time Feng Ziyan was five years old, Feng Shengyu had finally come back. If it had happened to her, the woman would have slapped Feng Shengyu in the face. However, Yu Meishan only regarded it as a dream for many years, because she knew that Feng Shengyu was willing to have children with him when she had a family, and she didn't blame Feng Shengyu too much even if she was abandoned.
Because of her generous understanding, Feng Shengyu felt guilty for her and gave her a lot of money to live a better life with Feng Ziyan. But no matter how much Feng Shengyu took care of Yu Meishan, it was not enough. Feng Ziyan is becoming more and more sensible day by day, and gradually knows the difference between himself and others.
When he was scolded as a wild seed for the first time, Yu Meishan cried all night. At this time, she found that one of the most serious mistakes she made was that she should not steal someone else's husband and give birth to a child that should not exist.
So, when fengziyan was ten years old, she decided to take him to Fengjia, hoping that Fengjia would give him a name, so that he would not be left out in the cold. Although fenglaozi's thought was traditional, he still loved his own grandchildren. In addition, fengziyan was long and like fengshengyu, and he was so smart that fenglaozi liked it at first sight.
In order to make her son live a good life, Yu Meishan takes it as an exchange to leave fengshengyu forever. From then on, fengziyan enters Fengjia, and Yu Meishan keeps her promise and disappears. After Feng Shengyu lost her, he felt sorry for his wife and felt useless, unable to protect his beloved woman. From then on, I will focus on the study of antiques, and I will not care about other things.
Yu Meishan tells Lu Qingzhou all her stories, but hides her name. Lu Qingzhou sighed after listening. I didn't expect that Yu Meishan's experience was so pitiful. She held her hand tightly and drew the distance between them closer.
"Auntie, haven't you thought about going to your son?" Lu Qingzhou asked.
"Looking for? What if I find it? It's not a drag on him Yu Meishan suddenly remembered that Feng Ziyan came to the bamboo house to ask her to go with him.
"How can we say drag? Your child may not be happy even if he lives a rich life. After all, he is still an orphan. " Lu Qingzhou listened to her finish, but unexpectedly thought of Feng Ziyan and himself. Feng Ziyan is an illegitimate child, but she thinks he is not happy at all. No amount of money a child who has lost his mother can make up for that feeling."You don't understand. You're not me. I have my difficulties. I'd rather not see him all my life. As long as he lives well, I'll be happy. " Yu Mei Shan shook her head.
"What if he doesn't live well? If he marries a wife and has children, don't you want to see his daughter-in-law and grandchildren? " Lu Qingzhou's words suddenly hit the softest place in Yu Meishan's heart, and her eyes were red.
"No, auntie, I'm just saying that. Maybe he really has a good time. Don't cry Lu Qingzhou panic, she saw Yu Meishan has begun to shed tears.
"I'm fine. I have you now. Just come and see me. You told me last time that you are married and have a husband. When can I see your husband? "
Yu Meishan wipes the tears from the corner of her eyes to change the topic.
"He is." The boat frowned. It's not that she doesn't want to bring him. Feng Ziyan is eccentric and doesn't like meeting strangers. She can't help it. You can't tie him up: "I'll let you see me when I have a chance. He's busy at work, flying around all day. "
"Oh, he works for an airline. It's OK. Let's talk about it when we have a chance. " Yu Meishan misunderstood, and Lu Qingzhou had to laugh foolishly.
Lu Qingzhou went home after seeing Yu Meishan. Feng Ziyan had finished the meal. She smelled the food and saw his calm face. She was happy again when she knew it was OK.