Tianqing:
I'm sorry that I finally wrote this letter to you. I know that you must be very sad and sad when you see this letter.
I also know that when you finish reading this letter, you will find me all over the world. I know that you don't want to lose me, but please, please don't come to me; Write this letter, I have used great courage to leave you, is not give up, also can not bear.
If you can choose, I want to be with you all the time and accompany you to your happy end.
But in the world, there are always disappointments. Two or three, not all good wishes can be achieved, not all expectations can come true.
I'm sorry that I can't accompany you for the rest of my life;
I'm sorry that I didn't fulfill my promise this time;
I'm sorry I can't be your bride;
I am very lucky to meet you; I'm happy with you, too.
Tianqing, thank you, in my darkest, most desperate, deep in the muddy swamp, when I can't see any hope, it is you who stretch out your hand to me without hesitation, pull me out of the muddy swamp, take me out of the ruins, step by step towards the dawn, towards the sun.
The days with you are the happiest and happiest time for me.
Fortunately, you, or that period of time, I really can not survive; Fortunately, with you by my side, I know that no matter how hard the day is, I have to be full of hope and love for the rest of my life.
In this world, I am most grateful for two things. One is to thank my grandparents for adopting me and giving me a warm home as an orphan. They love me, love me and take care of me; The second thing is that I can meet you in this life, know and love you, and let you into my life.
Tianqing, without you, there will be no early summer today, nor my growth.
This life, can be loved by you, also fall in love with you, is my biggest lucky.
I'm sorry, I can't walk with you in the future. I used to hear people say "the right time, the right person". At that time, I didn't feel deeply. Now I want to come, I am full of envy; And between us, maybe there is less fate, maybe there is no fate, maybe there is some fortune in the world, we really lack a little, so let me not
I don't have to leave you.
I know that when you know the news, you will be sad, sad and heartache.
But Tianqing, please respect my choice, and you must persuade grandma to accept the operation and give her a healthy body after I leave. I love my grandmother, and I have never blamed her. From the first time I saw her to now, my grandmother has always been kind, kind, kind and optimistic. She loves me and loves me like my grandmother. So please clear up your sad mood and accompany me at the most critical and important time
With grandma, accompany her through this difficulty.
Well, having said so much, it's really time to say goodbye.
Finally, I want to make a long winded remark.
Have a good life, if you have a good life, I will feel comforted; If you don't live well, I won't be happy either.
"It's better to forget each other in the world than to help each other." When I write down all these words, it seems that I suddenly understand the meaning of this sentence. In the future, let's live in our own world.
Stay in early summer!
After writing the last three words, the whole person seems to have collapsed, completely empty, and the brain instantly returns to a blank.
I dare not recall the past in early summer.
Throw down the pen, early summer looked at the time, still early, at four in the morning, now this time she can't go.
So I had to go back to bed and lie down again.
Outside the window, it was still dark. Under the illumination of the desk lamp, there was a faint light, which outlined a general outline.
Rain, non-stop under the night, the rain is very big all night, raindrops are mercilessly hit on the leaves, washed out of the window large trees.
Turn off the table lamp, close the curtain and go back to bed in early summer.
Originally thought, but also just idle two hours in bed, until the dawn when they leave.
I didn't expect... I fell asleep when I was lying in bed in a daze. When I woke up, I had a look in early summer and I had a complete sleep.
Lift the curtain to see, the window is already bright, the rain has stopped.
At the beginning of the heavy rain, the leaves outside the window are green and beautiful.
In the morning, the sun is shining through the clouds, and some of the sun's light is reflected on the water droplets of the leaves.Stretching a stretch, early summer quickly picked up their own things.
Since decided to leave, also decided not to let them know, that oneself a person quietly leave good.
However
Early summer just took out the box, just folded two clothes into the box, heard a knock: "Miss early summer..."
Someone called her?
Early summer a listen, some flurried, quickly put away the box, put in a relatively hidden not easy to find the location.
Then he opened the door of the room: "just a moment, I'll...".
The last word, in early summer, when I opened the door and saw the old lady, I was completely shocked.
"Milk..."
In early summer, shocked to the extreme, he wanted to call grandma. When he realized some problems, he quickly changed his name: "old lady, how are you here?"
"You haven't come to see me these days, and my old lady is not allowed to come to see you." The old lady spoke in a steady voice, but early summer could not tell whether she was in a good mood or not.
"I'm sorry, old lady. You were rescuing yesterday. I couldn't see you." Early summer offered to apologize.
In fact, she went there yesterday. Later, she heard that it was OK. After she got out of danger, she was relieved, so she didn't go in.
If you think about it carefully, the old lady is right. Since the last time she fainted because she knew something about her and Xiao Yi, she never met her again in early summer, let alone talked to her again.
Before, I didn't know grandma's attitude and was afraid of embarrassment;
Now, I know my grandmother's attitude and don't want to stimulate her.
"Don't blame yourself. My old lady didn't blame you either. She just thought that it was sad that Miss Xia didn't come to see me." The old lady said that she walked into the house in early summer and then... Sat down on the sofa.
By the way, I looked around gently.
Finally, her eyes fell on the suitcase that had just been put away in early summer.
See here, early summer eyes a tight.
Pray to yourself, don't give any moths, just spend this moment quietly!
But
It's true that man is not equal to nature, but
Maybe it's because the action just now was too anxious, the trunk didn't put steadily, and now it fell to the ground with a bang. At the same time, the two clothes that had just been packed also appeared in the sight of the old lady.